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Anon32

Some people might not notice depending on how well they know the person. I’m usually able to function mostly normally, I think. It’s just all wrong. People that do notice but don’t understand have commented that I’m “in a mood” or “in a funk” or maybe acted like people do when someone daydreams like “snap out of it” or “earth to anon32!” I feel like I don’t get as much done as normal, but I can make myself be somewhat productive.

nothowiplanned

Almost nobody notices when I’m mildly depersonalised - I think I come across as not really paying attention but that’s about it. It’s difficult for people not to notice when I’m very far gone, but when it’s comparatively mild no one seems to notice.

Jellyfish

yeah, if somebody knows you well enough they might say you’re spaced out or distracted, but most people probably won’t notice

barc0de

Yeah! Ive mostly been told i look spaced out and move a bit slower than usual & eyes get unfocused but thats pretty much all i can recall

Charlie

I’ve had complete strangers ask if I’m okay, though that happens very, very rarely.  Usually no one notices, not even friends. If they do then they’ll comment that I’m acting “weird”. The people that tend to notice most are teachers - they will say I look distracted, unfocused, distant, etc.

barc0de

When you hear your voice in your head, you’re consciously making words. You can’t intently listen to what the words are because you’re producing them yourself.

When psychotic people hear voices, they are disconnected, disembodied voices, sometimes coming from internally, like a thought that was louder and not produced consciously by you, or an external voice, heard just as real and loud as if someone was talking beside you or a few feet in front of you. With that said, you can see how difficult it would be to be talking to someone while someone who isn’t there is talking and interrupting as well.  I tend to most hear my voices as internal, so words that pop up in my head that sound just as real as if someone where talking, except in my brain. As if it was telepathy. I can listen to them like regular sound, and I as well hear external voices and noises. These to me are often said right next to my ear, shouted or mumbled from a distance, and heard (other random noises) as if they were in their realistic place (most of the time).

Rebel

Yes… Your character is avoiding the source of his anxiety (the partner), and avoiding is classic social anxiety (and anxiety in general) behaviour.

barc0de

Damn relatable.  I think every relationship I’ve had I ended because it made my anxiety get so high. I also cant keep up with NT peoples need to communicate every second of the day

Basically anxious people: need a lot of space 

Relationships: much less space

Anon32

Alternatively, social anxiety, need to be reassured constantly that they aren’t a bother and the partner does want them around, but they can’t ask for the reassurance or they will definitely be a bother. So they don’t ever ask for what they need in the relationship. And somehow, those actually go together. I need constant reassurance that I’m not a bother and I am wanted, but I also don’t want to talk all the time. My partner gets upset that I don’t call on breaks or want to talk on the ride home from work, but he also doesn’t understand my desire to have a hand on his leg while in the car or that I ask for hugs a lot when we are home, just random reassuring contact.

Jellyfish

I’ve never been in a romantic relationship but I know with friendships that have been difficult the only thing that is stopping me from ending it is the fear of how they will react when I actually try to end it with them

elizafaraday

Also, some one who is with a person with anxiety has to be really blunt. Like, I love my spouse because he has a way of bringing up issues in a reassuring way or forgetting them. He doesn’t let resentments brew and get worse, so I can just trust him. If he isn’t mentioning it, it isn’t a problem. I couldn’t deal with someone who didn’t say what they meant.

adamfaraday

It’s not so much perpetually angry, but I feel raw and emotional and the best way to get anyone to leave you alone is to start yelling and slamming things. I get ragey when I feel isolated from help and surrounded by people demanding things from me. I don’t know if that is typical, but it is more of a fear response that translates to aggression. Heightened senses, loss of control of movements, uncontrollable shouting.

rarmeowz

I don’t have a rage disorder, but I have rage episodes due to my BPD. I absolutely agree with it being a fear response. I get extremely angry when I get uncomfortable, and for me that manifests in being snappy, shouting, and just this feeling of anger bubbling up inside of me.

aestsea

I have rage episodes due to my PTSD and I experience perpetual underlying anger. You can imagine it like a warm ball in your stomach and when you get stressed or feel cornered your skin feels too tight and you start snapping at people and/or destroying things because you can’t help yourself (also agree with the fact that starting to yell/slam things is a fast way to get people away from you). I don’t know how it feels for other humans but when you feel okay the ‘anger/warm ball’ is like an energy source that helps you get through the day until something sets you off.

Anon 217

For me, the overwhelming anger that came with PTSD was set off any time events were out of my control. My control = safe. Out of control = threat = anger because I couldn’t take control (usually because someone was blocking me or placing themselves in authority). This made me a terrible employee.

barc0de

Mine kinda goes along the: that warm tight feeling in your stomach you get when you’re angry and want to lash out, but at anything, at complete random. Snappy and stormy. But if it’s something I’m predisposed to get angry at then its REALLY angry. Like need for physical violence or just letting my mouth spill every terrible thing i can think of to get the person to repent or back off. Anything to make that disgusting feeling in your stomach go away

bitterbetazoid

I get this when I’m manic sometimes, PARTICULARLY if it’s “that time of the month”. I think it’s also related to anxiety a bit (which spikes around that time as well) but I have to remind myself to not verbally murder anyone who annoys me. I don’t get it as much when I’m depressed though.

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