#azizos

The fantastic @iirodynamic gave me the word for this. Thanks, love!

Light flowed through Azizos’ hands as he focused intensely on his task. Sweat poured down his face and dripped uncomfortably under his white mask, and he longed to wipe it away but dared not turn his face away from his project. After what seemed like bells of work, but in reality, was probably only about one, he was finished. He dropped his hands with a sigh as a little ball of fluff sat there, tilting its head back and forth as it took in its surrounding with big, brown eyes.

“What in the Star’s name is that?” A voice said behind him, and Azizos turned in his seat, looking up at the robed figure that approached him. He grinned at him and turned, picking up the small being to hold it up for better inspection. The man turned this way and that, fingers to his chin. “Well, it certainly is strange looking, but in an endearing way, I suppose.

“I’m thinking about calling it a phurble,” Azizos said, putting it down and patting it a few times on the head. “Asteria wanted something cute for our home, and I figured that a ball of pure fluff was cute. Don’t you?” “Eh, if you say so. Children these days are into weird things.” The man sat down next to him with a heavy sigh, tilting his head back to reveal the red mask of a member of the Convocation. Azizos leaned on his arm to look at him.

“So, what do I owe the pleasure of this visit, oh great Wanderer,” Azizos teased, and the man groaned.

“That’s not funny, Azi. You know you can just call me by my name.” The younger man chuckled, looking at the phurble as it scurried to and fro, catching it as it nearly fell off the desk. 

“Alright then, Arsu, dearest brother of mine. How goes the travels?” Azem let out a huff and shrugged.

“It’s fine, I suppose. I enjoy seeing the world, but sometimes, it’s nice to just relax and take int the smell of musty old books.” He waved around him, and Azizos smacked him on the arm.

“Not all of us can be great Convocation members, running around and saving the world,” Azizos huffed, turning to look at his new creation, which was standing uncomfortably still. The two stared at it for a moment longer before Arsu spoke up.

“Uh. It’s not looking very good, is it?” He quipped, and just as he said that, it began to twitch and groan. Azizos stood just at it popped into a flurry of light. He watched the sparkles fall to the desk and vanish before letting out a heavy groan and sitting back into the chair. He pulled off his hood, running his fingers through his long black hair before looking at Arus, who was biting his lip, trying very, very hard not to laugh.

“Oh, go ahead, laugh it up,” Azizos grumbled, crossing his arms. His twin slapped a hand over his mouth and shook his head. “It’s been like this since you’ve joined the Convocation and ran off to observe the world. I haven’t been able to create anything of note for a long time.” Arsu’s laughing stopped and he looked at his brother, concerned. “My creation magic seems to be nothing without you, brother.”

“I think you add too much light,” Arsu said, obviously trying to help. “You need a bit of darkness in there too, you know.”

“I’ve tried, but I’m no good at it,” he grumbled. “The other elements are fine, but I can’t seem...” He trailed off and shook his head, sighing again. Arsu reached forward and grabbed his brother’s hand holding it up to the desk. He rested his palm against the back of his hand.

“Here. I’ll help. Let’s give it a try,” he said, and Azizos looked at him before nodding. The two focused, just like that had done for many years when they used to create things together. Both had a hard time with creation without the other, one element always too opposed if the other twin wasn’t there to help balance it out. Soon, much sooner than Azizos’ earlier creation, stood another fluff ball, chittering and running around the table excitedly. Arsu nodded, satisfied.

“There we go. See? Look at it go!” It tripped over a book and the Convocation member grinned, winking. Azizos leaned back, relieved.

“Accepting the seat of Azem is a great honor, but sometimes I wish you were still here with me, doing this,” Azizos admitted, leaning forward to poke gently at the newly-created phurble.

“Aw, do you miss me?” Arsu teased, and Azizos looked at him seriously.

“Yes.” Arsu paused, watching his brother’s face. Even behind the mask, the look of loneliness was obvious. Arsu winced and reached out, patting his shoulder gently. 

“Hey. I’ll always come back to visit you and Asteria and Selene.” Azizos’ shoulders slumped at those words and Arsu dropped his hand. After a moment of silence, Arsu continued, “Well, why don’t you come with me next time?”

“What? No, I can’t do that.”

“You could. They don’t really say anything about anyone traveling with me. And I could use the help.” Azizos looked up at Arsu, who grinned and winked. “And we’re twins. Maybe I could use you-”

“I’m not doing your work for you, Azem,” Azizos warned, and Arsu laughed.

“Alright, alright. But still. It would make me feel better if you came with me. I’m still... pretty new to this.” Arsu, known as Azem, leaned forward and tilted his head to look at his brother’s face. “Come on. We can do stuff like this more often. My creation magic isn’t quite as good without you either.” Azizos was quiet, deeping in thought as he stared into space before looking at Arsu. He grinned.

Okay so:

Arsu: female, likes to run around and go nuts, very wishy washy and never follows a single rule (the rules that the two sides set up with eachother are an exeption but she still struggles with not breaking them) mischievous

Azizos: male, prefers staying in one place, very loyal and never breaks the rules, normally the less chaotic one (although some chaos is to come out of following. every. Single. Rule.) less outgoing and avoids interactions with anyone thats not his sister(kinda avoids her to)

+ a bonus celdez

for @mythologicalnet weekly event: siblings || arsu & azizos 

azizos is an entopomanthrope

it's like a lycanthrope except instead of a wolf he essentially turns into a living mass of bugs, and maintains his consciousness/sanity. however the whole thing is incredibly painful and revolting to watch.

--Anonymous

In my opinion, names are just symbols. In this particular case, you were using the name Azizos to refer to a boy you knew, not a god, therefore, I don't think their is any connection between your poems and said god.

--Sage (mouseggs)

I think I agree with Sage. Words are imbued with the power we give them. If you meant them for the boy, that intention would be attached to the words.

That being said, I also don't know anything about Azizos. I will caution that some Gods or other entities could be less caring about your intentions for the word. They may "lawyer" you while they have the opportunity and use it as an excuse for something they want or for reacting negatively towards you. You never know. So, make sure Azizos doesn't seem like one of those types, and I think you're fine with whatever you choose to do.

--the-brambled-way

If it were me, I'd tell you to put them away somewhere and give it some time. If you think that the poems could have merit outside of their original use (regardless of the name utilized), I'd hold onto them and see if perhaps some time will give you a clearer answer. Alternatively, you could look into getting a divination done by someone else to see if you can get a clearer answer as to what should be done.

Names are power in certain religious circles. Just because you didn't intend the name to be tied to someone else doesn't mean that it can't inadvertently become tied to someone or something else. This is where time is beneficial- it allows those connections to dissipate if possible and can give you  more clarity on the situation.

My .02, at least.