LOT/CC fic: Somewhere on Your Road Tonight (Ch. 2)
Sara and Leonard made a life for themselves, together in 1958, after the Waverider left them, Ray and Kendra behind. But now they're back on the ship, Mick has been twisted into Chronos, Kendra is pregnant, and Savage is still out there. They'll deal--together. (Sequel to "Chances Are.")
This chapter and the next one both take place during the events of "Progeny." Some of the dialogue is from that episode, but...remixed, shall we say?
Many thanks to @larielromeniel for the beta and some excellent suggestions!
And happy birthday to @tavyn. :) Sorry it wasn't the separate story I'd originally planned, but my muse was obsessed by these chapters. Can also be read here at AO3 or here at FF.net.
Itâs almost comforting, really, how familiar it is as Rip paces back and forth before them. The whole team (well, bar Mick) this time, not just the noted troublemakers, butâŚstill.
Leonard slouches in a jump seat and watches the captain. Saraâs in the seat next to him. Her eyes sparkle a little with mischief as she glances at him, and itâs good to see, especially since heâs still struggling to maintain his own equilibrium in the wake of the confrontation with Mick.
His partnerâsâformer partner, he supposesâangry insistence that Leonard was supposed to be on the Waverider when Mick took it, stranding the others in 1958, keeps niggling at him. Why and how would Mick think that? As far as Leonard can parse out (and heâs been thinking about it a great deal), nothing in particular had spurred him to leave the ship and meet Sara and the others instead of staying on board.
WellâŚor maybe Mick is right, after all. Leonard, still uneasy and at sea after leaving Mick behind, had gravitated to the one person whose company heâd really wantedâSara. But still, it hadnât been something heâd really thought out.
Had he?
But Rip gives an even more put-upon sigh at that point and leans on the holotable, and Leonard transfers his full attention to the captain for once. The former Time Master looks almost calm, that particular state of calm that comes from reaching a point of âthis is all going to hell and thatâs that,â and Leonard almost feels a flicker of sympathy.
Almost. Jaxâafter his own long visit to the brigâhad told him what had sent Mick off the deep end on the Acheron, after all. Mickâs dramatic reaction to Ripâs words had been overkill, in Leonardâs mindâMick, after all, had insisted he wasnât interested in saving the world--but Leonard isnât letting the captain off the hook.
âWell,â Rip says with a sigh, scanning them, âI suppose we need to talk about the elephant in the room.â
Sara and Stein both wince at his wording and Leonard and Jax snort and Raymond bristles, but Kendra, sitting in her own jump seat, laughs.
âRip,â she says with amusement, leaning back a little, âthatâs not really a good word to use in reference to a woman whoâs more than eight months pregnant, no matter what the context.â
Rip stares at her a moment, then groans, lowering his head to his hands.
âYouâre right, of course, Ms. SaunâŚPalmer,â he admits, voice muffled. âMirâŚI remember. And I apologize.â He looks up. âBut you are quite pregnant, and you are our only real way to defeat Savage. And we need to reconcile those two things if we are to have any hope of completing our mission.â
Kendra nods at that. âI know,â she says quietly, resting her hand on her abdomen. âWell. I wonât be pregnant much longer.â A fond smile crosses her face, followed by something more complicated. âBut neither do I want to take on Savage with a newborn in tow, and it will take some time and training to get back in fighting shape.â
Raymond makes a pained noise, but heâs smart enough not to audibly contradict Kendra. Leonard notices Sara glancing at her friend and remembers that Sara had given Kendra much of her training.
âI do have a thought about that,â Rip allows. âIâm stillâŚtrying to figure some things out. But, in the meantime, weâre here in 2147.â He straightens and nods, reaching for some measure of authority again. âAnd on our way to the Kasian Conglomerate.â
âWhich isâŚ?â Leonard drawls, knowing heâs giving voice to what theyâre all wondering. He may haveâŚsoftenedâŚsomewhat (though he prefers to think that heâs simply expanded his range of concerns), but someone still needs to keep Hunter on his toes.
âBy the year 2080, government began to give way to corporations.â Hunter nods. âIn 20 years, Kasnia is the foothold from which Savage takes over the world.â He lifts a hand to forestall them. âAnd according to Gideon, in two hours, our favorite immortal psychopath is scheduled to attend a meeting of the Conglomerate's shareholders.â
âOoh, sounds exciting,â Sara mutters, while Jax chimes in with âYou think Savage takes over the world by trading stocks?â
Hunter rolls his eyes at them. âWe hardly want to take him on during his rise,â he concludes, âbut if we can figure out how his actions here lead to his rise to power, then we won't need to.â
Kendra looks intrigued. âSoâŚI might not have to fight him?â
âNot yet, anyway.â Hunter nods as Gideon informs him that theyâre landing. âGideon knows what the typical garb is like during this time, soâŚah, Ms. SaunâŚ.Mrs. Palmer, thatâs going to take some getting used toâŚâ
âI donât care what you call me,â Kendra informs him tartly as Raymond nods staunchly besides her. âAnd who said I was changing my name?â
ââŚat any rate, it might be best if you stay here.â Hunter holds his hands out and shrugs. âGiven that we donât know precisely where else Savage will be or what heâs doing. If he sees youâŚespecially pregnant with another manâs childâŚâ
âI take your point,â Kendra murmurs, while Sara folds her arms and takes a deep breath, Raymond looks horrified and Stein and Jax both, in unison, curseâŚand then look, startled, at each other. Leonard tries to keep his poker face, which isnât as hard as it might seem. Heâs known evil before. Savage is evil.
âHeâd reallyâŚyeah, he would, wouldnât he?â the inventor says, sounding rattled. âShould I stay with you? Um. Someone should, right?â
âIâll be fine, Ray,â Kendra says even as Rip asserts that Gideon will alert them as needed and that their first foray wonât take long.
âBut.â Raymond looks at Leonard, wearing an apologetic expression that makes the other man sigh. âWell. Mick. If heâŚcould heâŚâ
Leonard ignores Ripâs protests (and Gideonâs) and gives the halting question due thought, even as Kendra says patiently, again, that sheâll be fine and the others murmur amongst themselves.
âI donât think Mick at even his most pissed off would hurt you,â he says, meeting Kendraâs steady gaze. She deserves the truth as far as he can figure it. âBut weâve established that maybeâŚmaybe I didnât know Mick as well as I thought I did. And I donât know Chronos at all.â
Silence follows that rather unSnartlike admission. Kendra regards him seriously a moment, then nods.
âI understand,â she tells him quietly. âButâŚâ She looks up at Raymond. ââŚIâll be OK. Youâre also supposing that Mick could get out, and that Gideon couldnâtâŚtake care of him. And Iâm not helpless, even now.â She winks at Sara. âIâll be fine.â
âButâŚâ
âFine, Ray.â
Sara isnât fond of the woolen garb that Gideon manufactures them for 2147. Itâs warm and a bit scratchy (more than 100 years past her time and no oneâs figured out how to counteract that) and apparently comes in two colors: gray and black. As they dress, she jokes to Leonard that itâs just his style, though, and gets one of those side-smirks in response as he buttons up his coat.
Sheâll take it. The thing with Mick continues to wear at him, and the shadows in his eyes continue to grow.
Jax dislikes the clothing every bit as much as Sara does, and they fall into step with each other as they leave the ship, unable to resist joking about Steinâs inevitable reaction to 2147. Sheâd missed the younger Legend, Sara thinks, grinning as the other half of Firestorm performs exactly as expected.
âThe future is...â
âAstonishing!â Sara comments, just as Jax chimes in with âFascinating!â and Stein, sighing, shakes his head at them.
âActually, I was going to say remarkable,â the older man grumbles good-naturedly.
Rip, whoâs strolling along in front of the group and looking about him with an air of mingled melancholy and affection, sighs too.
âIsnât it?â he says. â2147 was considered the world's zenith.â Another sigh as he glances about. âAll of these people have five good years to look forward to.â
âBefore what?â Leonard, of course, has to be the one to ask.
âBefore a ruthless dictator named Per Degaton comes to power, releases the Armageddon virus, and most of them end up dead,â Rip informs them, sounding far too blasĂŠ about the fact. Well, Sara supposes, if youâre used to looking at it as history, itâs not quite as immediate.
Sheâs spent too much time in a year that was decades before she was born to ever look at history the same way again, though. âWell, that's depressing,â she mutters, getting a nod from Jaxâwho then whirls at a noise from above them.
âWhoa,â he breathes, as Stein sidles closer and the others all move their hands closer to their respective weaponsâwhether or not those weapons are actually there.
âIs that my suit?â Ray asks a bit plaintively, looking up. âThat's my suit!â
The team members, uniformly uneasy, watch as they get a firsthand look at what happens when one violates Ordinance 12 (whatever that is) in the Kasnian Conglomerate. Rip shrugs at all the looks darted at him, but even he looks a bit unsettled.
âThis,â he says, watching the automated figures, which do indeed look an awful lot like Rayâs Atom suit, âis how Per Degaton's father, Tor, maintains order in Kasnia.â
âDoesn't look like progress to me,â Leonard mutters. Sara glances at him, reading the discomfort and distraction in his voice. He glances back at her, a flicker in his eyes before he glances away again.
Rip, though, is still a man on a mission, no matter how distracted his team is. âSpeaking of progress, we need to get a better lay of the land,â the captain says, clapping his hands together.
âAnd I need to get a better look at how they made my suit autonomous,â Ray interjects, concern on his face.
âWell, why don't you take Martin and Jax with you?â Rip nods, still lost in his own thoughts. âMs. Lance, Mr. Snart and I will work on locating Savage.â
While Rip somehow has theâŚcontactsâŚto get into a meeting of the Kasnia board of directors, however, his âaccountantâ and âpersonal assistâŚbodyguardâ have to stay behind. Sara gives Leonard a pointed look and steps aside, and he joins her as they move back along the corridors of Kasniaâs center of government, or business, or whatever it is.
Heâd observed once, a year or 189 years ago, that Sara was just as adept at pretending she belonged somewhere as any talented thief. She glides along the corridor now, looking dangerous but as calm, aware and in control as any good bodyguard, and he follows, concealing his smirk and trying to look like the sort of accountant type whoâd be grateful for such protection.
Well. He is good with numbers.
Sara leads them both outside, and Leonard relaxes a tiny bit as she does so. Rip had dismissed the notion of listening devices in the hallways, but Leonard had been unnerved by the fact that he wasnât likely to recognize such things even if they were there. Presumably, theyâve changed over the years.
Sara moves a little way away from the entry, into a small, park-like, grassy area, and takes a deep breath, going off her guard a little. She glances at him, leaning back against a small tree, and Leonard joins her, letting their arms brush a little as they watch the building.
âSo,â Sara muses after a moment, âdâyou think itâd look a bit odd if Mr. Shareholderâs bodyguard and accountant decided to, yâknow, go get a room somewhere? While heâs in the meeting?â Her tone is light and teasing, but her eyes are serious as she scans the area, looking for entrances and exits, windows and vantage points. Leonard, after a momentâs consideration, chooses to follow her lead in both ways.
âOooh, exciting,â he drawls, teasing back even as he does the same. âSo, is this anâŚillicitâŚaffair between the two employees? Something theyâre carrying on behind Mr. Shareholderâs back? Kisses in dark corners and quickies while the boss is in the loo?â
His words startle Sara into a laugh. âIn the loo? Youâve been listening to Rip too much.â She darts him a quick smile as he snorts. âAnd thatâs hardly worth my time.â
âCut me a break. Iâm improvising.â
But Saraâs apparently finished her inspection of the building and is now watching him intently again, with a considering expression that makes him glance away uncomfortably. They may be together, a team and a couple, but this thing with Mick trips a lot of his own issues and heâs struggling. She knows it, and he knows it, but that doesnât mean he really wants to talk about it.
âHow are you?â she asks quietly.
He gives her a smirk and his habitual nonresponse. âPeachy.â
But Sara, after all their time together, is patient in the ways of Snart issue avoidance. She lifts an eyebrow and gives him that smile that tells him she sees through all his bullshit and that sheâs letting him get away with it for now--but that it wonât last forever.
He, in return, gives her the shrug that says that he knows it...but heâs not ready yet, either. It might not be perfectly functionalâbut it works for them.
And then Ripâs back, strolling toward them from the building at something just shy of a run, a bit wild around the eyes and urgent with the need to get back to the ship and discuss what heâs learned and whatâand whomâheâs seen.
âHe's a teacher,â Sara marvels, once theyâre back in Ripâs study, where Kendra has joined them, Rip judging (correctly in Saraâs estimation) that she more than anyone else should know what Savage seems to be up to.
âTutor, it would seem, to young Per Degaton himself,â Rip acknowledges, pacing again. Sara really canât blame him. Seeing his old enemy here, when heâd known it would happen, must still be unnerving. Even Leonard, whoâs never been inclined to cut the other man much slack, seems to bite back his usual snarky manner and what heâd originally been planning to say.
âYou mentioned that name before,â he says tersely. âTell, Rip.â
The captain sighs, pausing. âAfter the death of his father in five yearsâ time, Per Degaton unleashes the Armageddon virus, which decimates the world's population, leaving it ripe for conquest,â he says in his faintly lecturing âTime Masterâ tone. âAs I said before. But now...apparently it was part of a longer game than I realized.â
Leonard makes a considering noise at that, and the two menâwho are far more alike than theyâll ever acknowledge, Sara thinksâshare a glance.
âPer Degaton primes the world for dictatorship, and then when the time is right...â Rip concludes.
â...Savage snatches that power away from him," Leonard notes, glancing at Sara, who nods.
âBy killing Per Degaton,â she adds.
âIndeed." Rip sighs again, running a hand over his face.
Kendra leans against Ripâs desk, rubbing her back. âOK,â she says, thoughtfully, âso we don't have what we need to take out Savageâeven if I could right nowâbut maybe now we can figure out a way to stop his rise to power.â She shrugs. âThatâs the problem with long games, isnât it? More time for things to go wrong?â
Leonard gives her a look of respect and Kendra smirks back at him. âNow that I have more of my memories from past lives,â she notes, âwell, thatâs a thing I understand.â
Rip nods to both of them, but he looks distracted, Sara thinks, and a little more disturbed even than before. Sara glances at Leonard, noting that he has a similar expression on his faceâand she has an uneasy feeling sheâs starting to suspect why.
Sheâs the assassin, after all.
Rip finally sighs.
âWhat if we deprive Savage of his springboard, Per Degaton?â he says quietly, staring at a sword in one of his display cases. âIt's...quite simple, really."
Everyone in the study is quiet. But his meaning is unmistakable.
The idea, predictably, doesnât go over well.
âTo be clear, we're talking about murdering a child!â Stein says, distress in his tone as he crosses the bridge not long later. âWho...â
âWho hasn't done anything to anyone,â Jax adds, sitting down in a jump seat and crossing his arms.
Yet, Sara thinks from her own perch, glancing at Leonard. Her lover is doing his best to ignore the others, staring at some headlines of the time that Gideon had pulled up for him, his jaw clenched and a muscle ticking in it steadily. He hasnât chimed in at all, yet, and his mental conflict is obvious, at least to her.
Leonard's pragmatic, to a fault sometimes, and they both know this is the simplest way to handle the issue. And maybe once, a harder, colder Leonard Snart would have been in with few reservations.
But this is a Leonard Snart whoâd gone to great pains to convince another young boy that his past did not define him, that he didnât have to be like his father, that he could go on to be a good man. And while Leonard is many things, Sara knows heâs not fond of the notion of being a hypocrite.
That David Jacobi, however, had adopted Leonard Snart as his substitute role model while Per Degaton had apparently handed Vandal Savage that role is some something sheâs not going to point out right now. Leonard would probably be the first one to point out that preteen or teenage boys arenât exactly always the best judges of character.
(For some reason at that moment, she thinks of Mick, only 16 when heâd saved the life of a 14-year-old skinny, scrappy Leonard Snart.)
âThere's got to be a better way,â Kendra says helplessly, resting a hand on her abdomen as if barely aware of the gesture. Is she imagining her unborn child as the kid in question? Uncomfortable and torn, Sara glances away.
Ray comes up to join his wife, discomfort on his own face. Heâs still upset about his Atom suits, and this just seems to be compounding his unhappiness.
âHow do we even know that this Per Degaton kid's path to becoming a world-ruling dictator is inevitable?â he asks.
Footsteps herald Ripâs return and the team turns to watch the Time Master stalk across the room.
âBecause in the future that I'm from,â the captain says unhappily, glancing at them, âchildren learn about Per Degaton in the same way that children in your time learn about Adolf Hitler.â
Stein frowns at the reference but doesnât back down. âWhat about addressing the larger societal problems that would allow such a despot's rise to power?â
Itâs so very impractical and just...Stein...that Sara starts to respond against her better judgment, but thatâs when Leonard finally speaks up again.
âWe already know what pushes this...kid...to the dark side," he says tersely. âSavage.â
Jax frowns at him, looking somehow disappointed. âLook, it's not the kid's fault he's got an immortal psychopath as his tutor,â he retorts.
Leonard gives him a look, then finally glances at Sara again. Understanding crosses between them and Sara sighs, physically crossing the room to join him, practicality warring with her better nature.
âSavage kills this kid as soon as he's done using him to take over the world,â she says, giving voice to what sheâs pretty sure theyâre both thinking.
Leonard finishes the thought. âCould we turn him against from Savage?â he asks, tone harsh. âNo honor among psychopaths, after all.â
Rip frowns. âPerhaps. I donât know how long heâs been working on getting his...his hooks...into the boy,â he admits, reluctantly. âSavage has spent years corrupting his mind. He seemed to look up to Savage. It may simply be...beyond hope.â
âOK, thatâs not a good sign,â Ray mutters. âButâŚI meanâŚis anyone really beyond hope? Except maybe Savage himself.â
Stein draws himself up and sets his shoulders, glancing around at the rest of them and then staring Rip down.
âMurdering a child in cold blood just like Savage murdered your own son?â he asks quietly, and Sara winces at the words. âWhat's the use in saving the world if we stoop to his methods to do so?â
Ray nods. âI'm with Professor Stein." Jax murmurs in agreement as well.
Kendra, who knows Savage better than any of them and is carrying a child that the immortal would kill as soon as look at, is notably quiet, Sara notices. She exchanges a glance with Leonard, who still wears his conflict on his face for those who know how to read him.
After a moment, though, Leonard shrugs.
âOK, fine,â he said irritably. âIf weâre not going to kill this kid...â
Rip nods, hopping right in as if reading his mind. âThen removing him from the timeline might be the next best thing."
Postures relax throughout the room, but Sara still has an uncanny feeling theyâre all missing something. She meets Kendraâs eyes, then thinks about Leonardâs earlier assertion to her that theyâre also missing something with the Mick situation.
She doesnât have long to consider it, though. She and Leonard call dibs (or have dibs called for them) on Team Kidnapping with Rip, while Ray, Jax and Stein take on Team Robot Army and Kendra resigns herself again to being stuck on the ship.
Go team.
Leonardâs stomach is churning. And for the first time in a while, now, heâs concealing it all, hiding behind the cold façade thatâs served him so well, becauseâŚ
Well, he knows perfectly well he doesnât need to hide it from Sara. Heâs pretty sure sheâs got him dead to rights anyway, judging from her glances earlier. And heâs not sure why he feels he needs to conceal it from the team, because, really, why? What possible ill would it do, to have them know heâs iffy on killing a 14-year-old kid? Itâs a pretty low moral bar to meet, after all.
Leonard sits in his old room, lights off, head leaned back against the wall, eyes closed. While he knows he could have gone to the room he now shares with Saraâshe knows when to give him space; theyâd shared a house for months, after allâheâd come here instead, and it doesnât take a genius to figure out why. The corners of his mouth turn up in a grim smile, almost involuntarily. Their shared space, spaces, whatever, are, in his own head, for the ânewâ Leonard Snart, the changed man. The turmoil heâs wrestling with now seems like it shouldnât intrude into that Snartâs life in any way.
A good man wouldnât really struggle with the question of offing a kidâwould he? The image of David Jacobi, at 12 and not the 35-year-old writer heâd last spoken to, rises in memoryâand so does his gorge, acid in his throat, self-revulsion in his soul.
Heâs always held hard to keeping his people from hurting anyone they didnât have to. That was Lewisâ way, and Leonard would take a bullet himself before heâd let himself get equated with Lewis in any way, shape, or form.
Even when heâd taken out that train (stupid move, stupid) back in those first heady days of cat and mouse with the Flash, heâd known the speedster would save every passenger, had calculated it as well as he was able, which was pretty well indeed. Heâd miscalculated once, in the theater before that, and no one else needs to know itâs a moment that still haunts his dreams.
Still, all the cold logic in Leonardâs head tells him they need to get rid of this kid, this Per Degaton, this âbaby Hitler,â as Raymond had so fittingly called him. And, while heâs never been one to be soâŚundiscriminatingâŚeven in the pursuit of a heist, this goes far beyond even the richest haul.
This is the world theyâre talking about.
And this is the team. And Leonard knows, even if the true heroes havenât let themselves think of it, that the longer this whole mission goes, the more likely it is that one of them gets damaged beyond even Gideonâs repair, or killed. And heaven help him, he doesnât want any of them to get killed. Heâd protect Sara (who doesnât need protecting, but still) with the last breath in his body, but even the others, Stein and Jax and Raymond and Kendra and the unborn kidâhe wants none of them hurt.
Not even Hunter, as much as they clash. And not Mick. Oh, hell, not Mick again. Theyâre all his people now, to one extent or another.
But how can he reconcile that with what every instinct tells him needs to be done?
He doesnât know.
So he sits, there in the dark, until Gideon quietly tells him that both Sara and Rip are looking for him.
Time for a kidnapping.
Ray is a good person. One of the most genuinely good people Kendra thinks sheâs had the privilege to meet, in this life and in most of the past ones.
Knowing that, she canât blame him for his reaction to Ripâs thoughts about Per Degaton. Sheâd had the same kneejerk reaction, after all, she thinks wistfully, resting her hand on her stomach as she leans against the holotable and feeling the baby kick sharply against the faint pressure.
Impossible, especially at this point, not to listen to talk about...she frowns, determined not to use euphemisms, not even in her thoughts...about murdering a young boy and not think of her child, about the children sheâs had before. Aldus and fainter in memory, Mia and Ben, Celia and Amr and others. Mostly just flickers, but there if she concentrates.
Like, weirdly enough, Savage. Heâs here. She can sense him. Her hand clenches into a fist.
Kendra would like to think sheâs a good person, too. But sheâs lived too long across too many lifetimes to not have a streak of pragmatism that Ray doesnât quite manage. It may make him a better person, but heâs never had to see his child die. The death of his fiancĂŠe marked him, but a child...a child is different.
Kendra knows that.
And sheâd do almost anything to protect her son this time.
Ray had sensed something off in her demeanor and hovered a bit, trying in his own awkward, beloved way to commiserate. But sheâd reassured him, and heâd wandered off to prepare to go track down the Atom robots with Jax and Stein. She has no idea where Sara and Leonard have gone to, presumably preparing for their own portion of the mission, but sheâs seen the cracks in them, too. Especially the thief, in his own way warring between pragmatism and the better angels of his nature, angels that had to bend a metaphor, been given a chance to flex their wings during their time in 1958.
The woman sheâd been, even when first stepping onto the Waverider, would have scoffed at the idea of Leonard Snart, jewel thief and enemy of the Flash, having those better angels at all. She knows better, now.
Kendra thinks about Ray and Carter, about Aldus and the child sheâs carrying. The presence of Vandal Savage, there like a taint on the outside of her awareness, and Rip Hunter, trying so hard to save his own son that heâs willing to kill someone elseâs.
Then she shakes it off, a little, thinks another moment, and then heads to the brig.
Mick grunts at Kendraâs greeting but doesnât look her way when she walks into the brig. Heâs lying on his back, staring up at the ceiling, still wearing the same vaguely military outfit heâd had on when she'd first come back on board the ship, when heâd been unconscious and newly out of his Chronos armor.
âIt's almost funny how you guys keep parading in here like it's some kind of confessional or something. You, Blondie, the kid, the professor, Hunter⌠Snart ainât been here in a while. Wuss,â he snorts derisively.
Then he glances up.
The expression on his face might almost be amusing, in its sheer dumbfounded nature, if she didnât remember all too clearly what Chronos had been capable of. As it is, Kendra feels her lips twitch a little as she sits down, a bit heavily, on one of the benches.
âWhoa,â he says finally, sounding more like Mick Rory than sheâd really expected him to. âDamn. Haircut knocked you up.â He pauses, eyeing her. âIt was Haircut?â
The nickname also seems like a good sign. Perhaps Leonard really had been right, about what heâd asked them all to do. âRay is the father, yes,â Kendra confirms for him. âYou know we spent some time in 1958. You were responsible for it, after all.â
That brings the shutters down. No, she supposes, he wouldnât want to be reminded that his own actions had led to Leonard being unable to go back for himâhad led to how his friend had been forced to leave him behind in the first place. Mick sits back and stares at her. But Kendra can wait. Sheâs very good at it, after all this time.
The silence stretches. The former bounty hunter is finally the one to break it.
âWhyâre you here?â he asks a bit gruffly but sounding reasonably like the man she remembers from...before.
Kendra considers that for a moment. There are a few reasons, actually, and only one is because sheâs been asked to.
âBecause thereâs been lots of talk on the shipâand off it, as far as it goes--about people changing,â she says finally. âYou told Leonard...â
That gets a snort. âOh, itâs âLeonardâ now, is it?â he says mockingly. âItâs one thing with Blondie, but now youâre all buddy-buddy too?â
Kendra ignores the mockery. She thinks that maybe she can see the hurt behind it. âYou told him that the Time Masters made you live lifetimes,â she continues, a bit flatly. âAnd it...affected you. You think maybe I donât know what thatâs like? That maybe I might have some insight into...coming back from it? You really think they had your best interests at heart?â
That brings all his self-righteous anger to a crashing halt. Mick stares at her, and Kendra raises her chin and stares back. Sheâs not going to pretend that anyone else is the real bad guy here, sheâs long since decided. Savage is the true enemy, and she (and others on the ship) isn't so sure they canât lump the Time Masters in with him.
Mick canât seem to decide what to say to her about that. It hadnât, quite clearly, been at all what he was expecting. Finally, he glances away, frowning, then back at her.
âSâpose you do,â he mutters then. âDoesnât change anything.â
âNo?â Kendra shifts a little. Her back never stops aching, these days, and these benches arenât comfortable at all. âI think youâre not a true believer, when it comes to the Time Masters. You worked for them because you didnât have much choice.â She pauses when he frowns, clearly about to argue. âAnd because you think you hate Leonard.â
âI do.â Mickâs voice is flat, now, and thereâs a flash of anger there. But itâs not at her, and thereâs no point in arguing with it.
âIs he really who you hate?â she asks instead, quietly.
Her former teammate opens his mouth to respond, but something stops him, some vestige, perhaps, of honesty. Or maybe he just doesnât want to argue either. Instead, he shakes his head roughly, leaning back against the wall, watching her.
âWhyâre you here?â he asks again, after a few minutes.
Kendra tilts her head at him, considering, trying to decide which reason to give him. âI just wanted to let you know that I hope you come back,â she says. âBecause I think we need you. The same reason we needed Leonard in 1958.â
Mick snorts and mutters something, but Kendra holds up a hand, and thereâs enough command in the gesture that he actually stops, letting her speak.
âYou can do what needs to be done,â she tells him quietly. âAnd more than anything else, I want my next son to grow up without worrying about Savage.â
Kendra can see the moment Mick remembers that heâthat Chronosâhad been the one responsible for Aldusâs death. On the outside, itâs just a blink, an expression, a flicker in his façade--but it rocks him, and she sees it. And thatâs the biggest sign of all that theyâve all been right, and there is something worth saving here.
It flickers through her head that sheâs very glad, for Leonardâs sake especially.
Mick opens his mouth, and Kendraâs not sure if heâs going to try to apologize or explain or even justify it. She doesnât want to hear it.
âAs Rip says, time wants to happen,â she interrupts instead, âand Aldus was...he was going to die anyway, of a heart attack, in his office.â She sighs. âAt least that way, I got to see him again.â Mick tries to speak again; she interrupts again. âAnd I donât think you and Chronos were as much the same being as you want us to believe.â
Mickâs chin jerks up. âI am Chronos!â he barks, but Kendraâs pretty sure, really, that heâs protesting too much.
âAre you?â she asks, stretching a little again. âReally? Then why didnât you-as-Chronos know better where we were going to be and what we were going to do? Why couldnât you have tracked us down at any time? You were there.â
âI...â Mick shakes his head. He looks like heâs getting a headache. Kendra can sympathize. âI did...â
Kendra actually laughs.
âMick,â she says with a hit of amusement. âYou hit yourself with a car. Remember?â
The man puts a hand to his head, closing his eyes. Kendra decides, then, that her work here is done, for now. She climbs to her feet, sighing as her back protests, and turns for the door.
Mick speaks up again, though, after sheâs taken a few steps.
âSon?â
Heâd noticed her wording, after all. Kendra looks back at him, noting the lines of pain in his forehead and the stiff way heâs sitting, there in the barren, uncomfortable brig.
âYes. And now you know something that even Ray doesnât know, yet,â she tells him. âGideon let it slip earlier to me. Iâm going to tell him later.â
Mick stares at her, confusion and something more complicated in his gaze.
âWhy the hell did you tell me?â he asks.
âConsider it...a gesture. Because I still think we have the same enemy.â She nods. âAnd although I know the old saying about the enemy of my enemy isnât always true--I do think we could still be friends.â
Despite all the turmoil amidst the team members that the plans for Per Degaton have caused, the kidnapping itself goes off without a hitch. Even if Leonard and Sara hadnât been quite so used to working as a team at this point, they know their business, and Rip has the unconscious boy back in the medbay in no time.
Leonard vanishes again after they do, and Saraâs still trying to decide whether to give him more space or go in search of him when Ray, Stein and Jax return as well, the former wide eyed and distracted by his own apparent further connection to the company making the Atom robots.
But before he can babble too much about his unborn childâor some other hypothetical child of his, for that matterâstarting a company that manufactures âevil robots,â Kendra calmly cuts in and asks Gideon about Dr. Briceâs family line. The AI is inclined to be closemouthed about anything that involves their futures, but she admits that the scientist is related to Rayâto be precise, his brotherâs great-great-great-great granddaughter.
That sets Ray off on a new tangent, but at least itâs one that doesnât involve his supposed failings as a father. Sara shakes her head and decides to visit the medbay instead.
However, there are no answers there. Just the simultaneously amusing and disturbing revelation that Gideon can watch their dreamsâand the far more disturbing one that their great kidnapping caper made no difference to the future at all.














