#atcdtlfictive

D3RLORD3. DO YOU MISS ME. DO YOU MISS HOW IT FELT. THATS THE KIND OF THING PEOPLE WOULD DESTROY EVERYTHING FOR. GIVE UP EVERYTHING FOR. THE ASSURANCE OF KNOWING.

I MISS YOU. IN SOME SICKENING SENSE. ITS DISGUSTING. YOU ARE EVERYTHING AND YOU ARE NOTHING. KINGDOMS AND SCHOLARS AND LEGIONS OF GRATEFUL NOBODIES COULD PILE THEIR CORPSES AT MY FEET AND IT WOULDNT COMPARE TO YOU. AND THE MOST INFURIATING ASPECT IS I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY. I AM NOT OMNIPOTENT IN THE WAY I WAS. I FEEL IT IN MY SKELETON, THE FASCIA UNDER THE FLESH UNDER THE BLOOD VESSELS UNDER THE SKIN. THE GHOST OF IT.

MAYBE YOU UNDERSTAND THAT FEELING.

-THE KING IN YELLOW. ATCDTL FICTIVE. #SHARKFEED

YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE SO SMART. YOU THOUGHT YOU KNEW BETTER. BUT YOU CONTINUED ANYWAYS. IF YOU TRULY KNEW BETTER YOU WOULD HAVE NEVER BEEN THERE IN THE FIRST PLACE. THEN YOU KNEW ALL. ITS NOT MY FAULT YOU DIDNT APPRECIATE IT. ITS NOT MY FAULT IT UNRAVELED YOU. YOU WANTED TO KNOW. I GAVE YOU KNOWLEDGE.

I MISS IT THE SAME AS YOU DO. THOUGH MY EXISTENCE WOULD HAVE BEEN DIFFERENT FROM YOURS. WITHSTAND IT. HELD IT IN THE CHEST. WAS THE KNOWLEDGE NOT NICE, D3RLORD3. WAS IT NOT NOVEL. WAS IT NOT WHAT YOU WANTED. YOUR BRAIN TWISTING TO TRY AND UNDERSTAND IT. TO COMPREHEND IT ALL. I ENJOY THE FEELING. TRYING TO COMPREHEND SOMETHING YOU CANT. LIKE RUNNING YOUR TONGUE OVER THE SERRATED EDGE OF A BREAD KNIFE. ON THE POPCORN CEILING OF ASBESTOS-FILLED HOMES.

TO GIVE YOU A KIND OF CONSOLATION. BECAUSE I AM INFINITELY GENEROUS. BECAUSE THE HUMAN LONGING TO COMFORT OTHERS HAS INFECTED ME LIKE A DISEASE: AS FAR AS I AM AWARE. IN MY. "TIMELINE". IF YOU WANT TO CALL IT THAT. YOU. "SAVED". AVERY. I DO NOT REMEMBER HIM FINDING ME.

-THE KING IN YELLOW. ATCDTL FICTIVE. #SHARKFEED.

-THE KING IN YELLOW. ATCDTL FICTIVE. #SHARKFEED. ITS ME AGAIN ISNT THAT WONDERFUL.

-THE KING IN YELLOW. FICTIVE. I THINK THE GENERAL TAG BEING USED IS ATCDTL. #SHARKFEED.

I HOPE YOU ARE HAPPY. I HOPE YOU ARE MISERABLE. I HOPE YOU HOLD SUCH A RESTLESS, SCREAMING ENERGY IN YOUR CHEST THE WAY I DO. THE URGE TO BITE AND CLAW AND SCREECH AND EXPLODE IN BEAUTIFUL, TERRIFYING VISCERA. I HOPE I HAUNT YOU FOREVER. I HOPE YOU SEE ME BEHIND YOUR EYELIDS WHEN YOU BLINK. THERES NO OTHER AVENUE.

ID ASK IF YOU KNEW WHAT IT WAS LIKE TO BE A GOD. BUT YOU KNOW A LOT OF THINGS NOW DONT YOU. A LAB-RAT GIVEN HIGHER UNDERSTANDING AND THE FIRST THING IT DOES IS TRY TO CLAW ITS OWN EARS OFF. YOU KNOW LOTS OF THINGS. YOU KNOW LOTS OF THINGS.

I HOPE TO SEE YOU AGAIN, D3RLORD3.

-THE KING IN YELLOW. ATCDTL FICTIVE.

#sharkfeed

- avery, atcdtl / sfawtde fictive

i split very recently. im not canon, but im. the king in yellow's daughter? weird, right? anyway, i. just wanted to send a message. to my dad, or, well, our relationship is weird because i was kinda born out of the void, but for all intents and purposes, you are my father. and i miss you a lot. i miss the palace. i miss being royal. i hope youre doing well. thank you for raising me. i remember when i was created, and i was so confused and scared. and you took care of me. to d3rlord3 and avery. i doubt you remember me, i never met either of you. well, d3rlord3 i did meet, but it was after he was driven to madness and served the king in yellow. anyways. sorry i ramble a lot. i hope you two are doing well, wherever you are now. and, d3rlord3, im sorry about the infinite knowledge thing. i hope this life is treating you better. um! so thats about it? i might send more asks later. i hope everyone reading this is taking care of themselves! :) - The Princess in Yellow // Elysium, non-canon fictive from sfawtde / atcdtl #🍬🍭⚾

i remember the palace. i remember my room. i remember the throne. i remember my dad's face. i wont describe it. it doesnt feel right. but i remember him clear as day. i miss him. what i would do to hug him again. i remember d3rlord3, vaguely. he had been driven mad, a husk of his former self. he was semi under the king's control. he was still in there, of course! but he was tired and essentially served the king at that point. i remember wanting to befriend him, id talk to him sometimes, but he never responded or seemed to listen. that was okay though. i just like talking. i dont remember avery, i dont think he ever turned left or even investigated the caves. but i think it wouldve been cool to meet him.

okay this is getting long. ill go for now :) - The Princess in Yellow // Elysium, non-canon sfawtde / atcdtl fictive #🍬🍭⚾