#averyfictive

if we had a nickel for every one of us in here that's been notably flanderized by the fandom in an admittedly minor way but it just. bugs us greatly. we'd have 2 nickels. which isn't a lot of nickels but guys Please; we're both complex characters with personalities beyond our respective guys who have access to all knowledge for reasons outside their control. like I'm not just a soft uwu gay man and I'm capable of being mean(the softness was people pleasing) and I'm also not just a horrible asshole(I was struggling to get over my people pleasing tendencies in a healthy way, DURING THE APOCALYPSE, and doing a shit job of it). Avery's not stupid, you're just comparing him to a guy who had access to all knowledge of everything and also happened to be a mega nerd about the kind of puzzles that were happening there; Avery is very capable of things and just gets down on himself about his intelligence(like did y'all not watch the second part? were y'all not paying attention???)

canon disabilities? i had autism and (suspected) adhd, i was pretty depressed and probably an addict at some point, too. i also had really bad arthritis, especially in my hands. one of my fingers on my left hand was permanently curled in because of it. ouch.

remembered last night that I had 2 little sisters. I don't remember their names. I remember their faces but I don't remember their names. I'm. ough. I don't really know what to say. I'm lowkey experiencing grief like nothing else I've ever felt. at least I remember Derek's name, and some moments with him. I don't remember my own sisters. all I really know is that I loved them.

hey, Derek; Avery here, what did you mean by "thanks to you, I got to see all the beauty of the universe"? what did you mean by that. you saw Literally Everything before I was even involved in that situation. why was I important to the whole "seeing all the beauty of the universe" part?

gonna get all romantical on here because I miss! my boyfriends!!

I don't know nothing about no Crossroads haha 🤣💯 no Sir 👍👍 fuckk

i have taken to calling d3rlord3 'my knight' because im silly like that and also very yuri for him. diversity win! the slime whos about to disregard your warning and turn LEFT at the crossroads is a lesbian! :) - Avery, sfawtde fictive #🍬🍭⚾

i like that people in the fandom make me a healthy dose of brainless in their fanarts. bc yeah. im kinda brainless irl <3. d3rlord3 had to do all the thinking for me. im also immune to the king's mental damage due to, again, not ever forming a coherent thought in my life. and i plan to keep it that way. head empty no thoughts. im like emmet from the lego movie - Avery, sfawtde fictive #🍬🍭⚾