#kinginyellowfictive

Derek and Avery. Arthur. Messenger. it hurts my pride immensely but if I don't admit I miss each and every one of you it will eat me alive, and, well, existence in a human body isn't as forgiving about bottling up your emotions. so, here you go: I miss you. it was good while it lasted (for me, at least; I am positive neither Derek nor Avery would say they were having a good time knowing *about* me, not even to mention knowing *me*). I hope to see you again, if only to confirm you are still real, still out there. I hope you are having fun. Crawling Chaos, if you see this I hope being imprisoned like this hurts you as much, if not more than it hurt me to be betrayed and imprisoned by you. I hope you're handling it well.

hope is such a silly human concept, yet I cling to it.

- The King in Yellow multifictive, Malevolent/SFAWTDE/1966 interactive fiction/Robert Chambers' short stories

-The King In Yellow (SFAWTDE / ATCDTL ), The Stranger (TMA), Mother Horse Eyes (Flesh Interface Series. Or just. Mother Horse Eyes), and The Rose (My creation is trying to delete me). You only need to add the King in Yellow tag, if you want, Mod.

#sharkfeed .

D3RLORD3. DO YOU MISS ME. DO YOU MISS HOW IT FELT. THATS THE KIND OF THING PEOPLE WOULD DESTROY EVERYTHING FOR. GIVE UP EVERYTHING FOR. THE ASSURANCE OF KNOWING.

I MISS YOU. IN SOME SICKENING SENSE. ITS DISGUSTING. YOU ARE EVERYTHING AND YOU ARE NOTHING. KINGDOMS AND SCHOLARS AND LEGIONS OF GRATEFUL NOBODIES COULD PILE THEIR CORPSES AT MY FEET AND IT WOULDNT COMPARE TO YOU. AND THE MOST INFURIATING ASPECT IS I DONT UNDERSTAND WHY. I AM NOT OMNIPOTENT IN THE WAY I WAS. I FEEL IT IN MY SKELETON, THE FASCIA UNDER THE FLESH UNDER THE BLOOD VESSELS UNDER THE SKIN. THE GHOST OF IT.

MAYBE YOU UNDERSTAND THAT FEELING.

-THE KING IN YELLOW. ATCDTL FICTIVE. #SHARKFEED

-THE KING IN YELLOW. FICTIVE. TECHNICALLY FROM A SPECIFIC SOURCE BUT THATS BESIDES THE POINT. #SHARKFEED.

-THE STRANGER. MAGNUS ARCHIVES FICTIVE. ADDITIONALLY: THE KING IN YELLOW. #SHARKFEED.

YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE SO SMART. YOU THOUGHT YOU KNEW BETTER. BUT YOU CONTINUED ANYWAYS. IF YOU TRULY KNEW BETTER YOU WOULD HAVE NEVER BEEN THERE IN THE FIRST PLACE. THEN YOU KNEW ALL. ITS NOT MY FAULT YOU DIDNT APPRECIATE IT. ITS NOT MY FAULT IT UNRAVELED YOU. YOU WANTED TO KNOW. I GAVE YOU KNOWLEDGE.

I MISS IT THE SAME AS YOU DO. THOUGH MY EXISTENCE WOULD HAVE BEEN DIFFERENT FROM YOURS. WITHSTAND IT. HELD IT IN THE CHEST. WAS THE KNOWLEDGE NOT NICE, D3RLORD3. WAS IT NOT NOVEL. WAS IT NOT WHAT YOU WANTED. YOUR BRAIN TWISTING TO TRY AND UNDERSTAND IT. TO COMPREHEND IT ALL. I ENJOY THE FEELING. TRYING TO COMPREHEND SOMETHING YOU CANT. LIKE RUNNING YOUR TONGUE OVER THE SERRATED EDGE OF A BREAD KNIFE. ON THE POPCORN CEILING OF ASBESTOS-FILLED HOMES.

TO GIVE YOU A KIND OF CONSOLATION. BECAUSE I AM INFINITELY GENEROUS. BECAUSE THE HUMAN LONGING TO COMFORT OTHERS HAS INFECTED ME LIKE A DISEASE: AS FAR AS I AM AWARE. IN MY. "TIMELINE". IF YOU WANT TO CALL IT THAT. YOU. "SAVED". AVERY. I DO NOT REMEMBER HIM FINDING ME.

-THE KING IN YELLOW. ATCDTL FICTIVE. #SHARKFEED.

-THE KING IN YELLOW. ATCDTL FICTIVE. #SHARKFEED. ITS ME AGAIN ISNT THAT WONDERFUL.

-THE KING IN YELLOW. FICTIVE. I THINK THE GENERAL TAG BEING USED IS ATCDTL. #SHARKFEED.