It is painful being away from my home and my current life being so different from my source in a lot of ways. I miss my Eva. I miss feeling like I had a strong sense of purpose (piloting my Eva and defeating the angels) versus meandering along day to day and being mediocre at everything. I was skilled at my job! And I miss being praised by everyone for my skills. I’m extremely lucky however; I have Shinji with me and he is one of the most important people in my life and having someone who went through all of that with me is absolutely invaluable, no matter what’s happened we’ve remained close, and I believe we always will be. More than that he is an amazing person and deserves the world. Shinji I hope you know how special you are to me even if my pride would not allow me to admit it directly to you; I loved you back then and I love you now.
Asuka❤️🧡
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