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my relationship with my stepdad has always been… complicated. not completely bad, not completely good. just a lot of awkwardness with some bittersweet moments in between, but i think my own issues with my bio dad made everything feel heavier than it already was

he’s been verbally harsh numerous of times with me since i was around 15, and for a long time it felt normalized. like it was just “how things are” and i had to deal with it cus my mom was doing the same too whenever she got frustrated + i had to watch his god awful son..

and when i became an adult, it turned into years of being pressured about getting a job. constantly feeling like i wasn’t doing enough, even though i’ve been trying in my own way

he doesn’t say it as much anymore, but not that long ago he still told me i was “falling behind” and compared me to other people and that kind of thing sticks with you. it doesn’t just go away

i think what hurts the most is that i don’t even see him as a completely bad person. that’s what makes it confusing. because how do you process someone who hurt you, but also had moments where they didn’t???

i don’t even want to change him anymore. i just want to change how i feel. because being around him makes me anxious, like i’m always bracing myself for what he’s going to say next and i hate that feeling. i hate feeling small in my own home

sometimes i catch myself wondering why the men in my life make me feel like this? like i’m always not enough, always behind, always needing to prove something..wasnt even enough for my own father to stay. tired of always getting the bad end of peoples actions.

and i know life isn’t a race. i know i had different opportunities, different struggles, different timing i just wish those things were understood instead of used against me yk? i’m still healing. and i think it’s okay that it’s taking time :]]]

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Oh wonderful! My first ask! Thanks so much!

Okay so, soulmates, yep! I write basically any AU, you can pick the soulmate bond as well. I have no qualms, my personal favorite is the one where they have the first thing they say to each other. Because just imagine you wake up one day, and suddenly have “what up loser?” On your side or something. That’s hilarious to me.

As for the movies, with Mulan specifically, I only write animated. (The live action was filmed in an active concentration camp, they removed characters and basically destroyed the original antagonist, and Mulan herself and every struggle that she had that made her earn her respect. Also they made Shan Yu - you can probably tell he’s one of my favorite villains- sexist when in fact there were women in the Huns that help higher positions than men and definitely had more respect. Anyway, I found the live action pretty disrespectful to the original and just everything else.)

And I only write animated beauty and the beast, because it’s my favorite and I personally didn’t like Emma as Belle, because she obviously didn’t do research over the corset and didn’t understand how it was simply underwear back then and it hurts to be doing farm work without a bra, and I know from personal experience. (The corset was made by a French woman to compliment the figure, and the tying super tight wasn’t common, popular or often, that was also done by the French nobles because it’s the French nobles.)

But the live actions such as Cinderella, and little mermaid and sleeping beauty (maleficent) are able to be written, as I love both sleeping beauty and Cinderella because they feel more in depth and just closer to the originals whilst doing their own thing with actresses who respected the original story, voices and film. And little mermaid was pretty nice too, I just didn’t like the new songs in it aside from maybe one or two.

And when I say all characters, normally yes. As long as that character isn’t super young when it comes to romantic, so normally I’ll age them up. I’ll even do human AU as well.

The wild robot, the aristocats and others, yep I will write for in romantic as well! I can do human AU or even just an animal reader! I read that stuff too, don’t worry lol.

You can request what you’d like. You can request a specific scenario you’d like to see, let me run wild(I will probably end up with angst unless specifically asked for fluff or something, because I’m a monster. I’ve killed my friend’s favorite characters and I’ll do it again.) or you can ask for headcannons or just mini blurbs. Or even incorrect quotes and crack fics. I’ll write basically anything as long as it isn’t against my rules.

And don’t worry about questions or anything! Ask as many as you like because I’m having fun and procrastinating on my stories over on quotev and here. 🤣🥰