answered that one here: https://www.tumblr.com/devilmandevilman/814962244320395265/17-26-39-42-for-the-ask-game?source=share
but I'll indulge a bit further on it here in saying my most taboo kinks are fauxcest and cnc aligned. also mutilation and scarification kinks to get more fucked with it. I don't go hard on these on this blog, I like it more when it's one on one with someone because the scenarios and dynamics that can be built do need trust and it's much hotter when it's unique to that person. but oh boy do those get me flustered and hot
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Ahh thank you for asking (and for the low ball haha)! There were so many to choose from, but this is from right near the beginning at Haven:
“I think you’re scared. And I think you have every right and reason to be.”
“I’m not just scared,” she whispered. “That’s part of it, yes, but I’m also in constant pain from this.” Nymera raised her glowing, crackling hand. “But it... it has a different edge around you. Less painful, more... expectant? I don’t know how to explain it.”
He frowned and looked down at her hand, mulling over her words for a long moment, before speaking quietly. “You were in the Fade. We must assume your Mark came from there. Perhaps there is something in it that senses my connection with the Fade.”
“I suppose that would make sense,” she murmured.
Before she could ask another question, an audible zap ran up her arm and she sucked in her breath sharply, flexing her fingers at the pain.
Nymera sighed, looking down at it. “I know plenty of healing magic. I’m normally quite good at it. But I just can’t get it to work with the Mark.”
Frowning again, Solas held out his hand. “May I?” he said quietly.
4. If you have chronic fatigue, what's your "normal" on the scale and what do you consider a good day on the scale?
I dunno if it's chronic fatigue (bc I stay up late already and kinda insomniac and can't decide if it's that or sumn else lol) but my usual is barely keeping my eyes open by three or four pm, so I'd say it's a 7?? My good days are when I just start dozing of at six, which I would say is a 3 on a 1-10 scale
(Fyi: I'm tired thru the whole day it's just when it starts hitting me like a fucking hydrogen bomb)
11. what is something that you’re incredibly tired of hearing about your physical disability?
So I don't really?? Know what's my problem,,, like I know I have hypotonia/low muscle tone but it's usually just a symptom of something else and I can't be bothered to try and figure it out rn... But in general ughhh,,, the talk about ambulatory, part-time wheelchair users and just in general when sometime ppl need aids and sometimes they're feeling well enough/can't use their aids. Like sometimes I feel like I need aids (which I don't have) or can't stand for long but other times I'll stand thru a whole scout thingy (around 20-30 minutes) before starting to hurt. Like bro some days are just Better or our aids are not accessible, it's their own decision to decide how much aid they need a day
Oomph I got a little rambly sorry :3
15. when and how did you discover the cripple punk movement?
Just now :-D lemme look into it
From what I've seen it something I can get behind 👍 (I think at least??)
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Hi Tech!!! For the music ask game, 1, 9, 10, and/or 23 :D
hello fish!! thank you for the ask!! <3
also i’m doing two for all of these because i’m indecisive, want to talk about more music, and then i can do one pjsk/vocaloid related and one otherwise. and they’re in whack order because that’s the order i answered them in.
(also strap in, this got long lol)
★ 10: A song that makes you sad
▸ one more light - linkin park
just the fact that the whole message of the song seems to be “stay alive. there’s always someone out there that cares for you. *i* care for you.” but knowing the circumstances of chester bennington’s death, this song always hits me particularly hard.
▸ cinema - ayase (YOASOBI) - performed by vivid bad squad
right off the bat had to put cinema. the blorbo feels are real. every time i read the lyrics while listening to it i want to cry (or i do cry). akito shinonome what have you done to me. (told me there’s always hope is what he did. look at him. he gave me bittersweet hope.)
★ 23:A song that you think everybody should listen to
to me there’s two ways to read this prompt. “i think everybody should listen to this because i’m obsessed with it” and then there’s “i think this is a good song for everybody to listen to”
first option ▸ “ÅMARA (the great intelligence)” - sasakure.UK!!!!!!!
i have fallen in love with the otherworldly sound and the sci-fi/post-future visuals of the MV. also miku and kaito just sound beautiful. i do appreciate very realistic vsyth tuning, but i also really like when composers lean in to the inherent electronic sound to produce something that feels incomplete when sung by humans. however i would say the MV calls for a minor body horror warning and an eye contact warning!
second option ▸ “a symptom of being human” - shinedown
shinedown is a solidly “dad rock” band, but because of my dad it’s very special to me. also i am a huge sucker for any song that’s message is “we’re all human. we’re all a little weird, but we’re all still people.“ even if it’s a little cringe i still always love it. i think everyone feels at some point like they’re somehow different than everyone else, an alien, an outsider, broken somehow. so i love any song that says “that’s OK. we have differences. but we are all still humans, and we all deserve to find happiness and peace of mind because of that.”
★ 1: A song you like with a color in the title
▸ white rabbit - egypt central
gonna be honest, i don’t know anything else by this band. think this is kinda their one big hit
▸ close to gray / infinitely grey / kagirinaku haiiro e - surii - performed by nightcord at 25:00 / 25-ji, nightcord de.
shinonome siblings’ comms never miss let me tell you. they’re also literally both me. like i relate to ena in many ways. both shinonomes mean so much to me </3
★ 9: A song that makes you happy
▸ upside down - set it off
this song is like whatever the reverse of personification is for a silly little guy. it’s a little dumb and dorky but the stupidly upbeat protagonist never fails to make me smile because it’s so hilariously optimistic. i know a lot of set it off fans (at least the ones i know irl) prefer their heavier albums (and i’m really happy with the singles they’ve been putting out since they got away from that label) but upside down always feels to me like the band themself wanted to experiment more with making lighter music, rather than them being pushed that direction by the label (which i feel happened somewhat with elsewhere)
▸ wah wah world - giga and mitchie m - performed by hatsune miku, minori hanasato, and azusawa kohane
this song is also very silly and fun. it perfectly fits minori and kohane to me. two cute girls with a lot of determination and a bit of an “edgy” side! it’s also way better than sekai (the song). sorry but it’s true idk how it happened
i’m very curious about stigmatized property strei !!
This feels about right for you vic alskdfjal Reader has night terrors that Nanami used to comfort them through (part of the reasoning behind making sure he doesn't take any overnight trips uwu) but after he's mysteriously disappeared they start to take on a different form. It's, uh, it's a fic where reader deals with the fallout after the Shibuya Arc and sheer grief brings what's left of Nanami back. It's a tri-arc kinda story with different focuses on: Relationship Pre Death; Grief of Being Abandoned/Left Behind; Not Letting Go
Make sure to check da vibe(???) Also maybe don't write this before Shibuya arc? Or after? Might make the hos sad. Inspos :
"And if you cannot give me away, at least let me live on your eyes and not on your mind (...) Love doesn't die people do, so when all that's left of me is love, give me away" (But you don't fuckinglosr)-Epitaph (meritt malloy)
"...Haunt me then! Be with me always- take any form, drive me mad! Only do not leave me in this abyss where I cannot find you!"- In da wuthering heights
"Then she said, if someone killed you would you want to come back for revnge? No, I said, I'd rather come back to the people I loved. What if you came back to someone and they'd forgotten you? She said. I'd tell them I loved them anyway" -Marie Howe 'adaptation'
“Sweetheart?”
Your lover’s voice comes to you like a foghorn in a storm. It’s hard to hear him over the racing of your heart and the never ending crescendo of blood pulsing in your ears. Despite the terror, cold and biting in your veins, the breaths in your chest come out deep and deceptively calm. As if you were only sleeping and gently at rest as you breathe with a gentleness befitting that state closest to death.
The thought does nothing to ease your terror as you inhale at a pace that you don’t set. Slow and easy even as the edges of them rasp against your throat. You fight to panic. To scream. To exhale with real, actionable force. Your mounting terror, without the relief of physical action, could only continue to swell and swell- like the bloating belly of a tick. Tight and swollen, just on the side of bursting and ripping you to pieces.
The shadows in the room move like hungry ghosts. They stumble closer, their eyes like mirrors reflecting your horror back into your helpless gaze. You wish you could cry, wish that tears could streak down your cheeks as you fight to scream or cry out.
And then darkness descends. Relief from the deceptions of your mind arrives in the form of your lover’s calloused hand coming to cover your eyes. The tears that once pooled along your lashline wet his palm and the bed dips as he covers more of you with his body. He becomes a shield of warmth and lithe muscle swallowing you whole.
His lips press to your ear and the resonance of his voice blocks out the reedy breaths that fill the air, both real and imagined by an overactive mind.
“It’s me,” he reassures you, even knowing that you could never mistake the feel of him as anything else. “It’s me. Who am I?”
You try to swallow. Try to say his name. It doesn’t work and, if not for the tears slipping through his fingers, you could be all but mistaken for being quietly at sleep.
“Who am I?” he asks again without demand, all gentle corners and concern.
You try again but your lips don’t move. Instead, the sound gets trapped in your throat. A strangled and pathetic little cry more befitting some wild animal than a hum. His lips curve against the shell of your ear and he kisses you briefly.
“Well done,” he soothes. “It’s me. Who am I?”
“Kee…” you groan. Your lips part slightly and you try once again,
“Kee…nnn-“
“Almost there, dear. Almost there. Who am I?”
Keennn…to,” you wheeze, exhausted from your efforts. “Ken..to.”
“That’s right. It’s me, your Kento.” You sob into his palm and he tilts your head back to press a kiss to your cheek. The side of your nose.
Your mouth. “I’m here. I have you.”
You sniffle and begin to move as your body begins to awaken all at once.
“There you are. My brave girl. My brave, brave girl,” he hums, his hands running down your body reassuringly as you turn to bury your face into his shoulder. He wraps his arms around you as you sob. His lips press to your temple, your cheek, your nose. When he finally kisses you he inhales deep as if he’d been holding his breath until your lips touched one another’s.
Don't imagine Esper picking out a flower and shyly looking between you and it before asking if you'll let him place it in your hair. If you do let him- he'll tuck it behind your ear with a gentle motion as his hand lingers over your cheek before taking it away.
MMMMMMMMM this is some top quality fluster material I must say
