#ask.text

4. If you have chronic fatigue, what's your "normal" on the scale and what do you consider a good day on the scale?

I dunno if it's chronic fatigue (bc I stay up late already and kinda insomniac and can't decide if it's that or sumn else lol) but my usual is barely keeping my eyes open by three or four pm, so I'd say it's a 7?? My good days are when I just start dozing of at six, which I would say is a 3 on a 1-10 scale

(Fyi: I'm tired thru the whole day it's just when it starts hitting me like a fucking hydrogen bomb)

11. what is something that you’re incredibly tired of hearing about your physical disability?

So I don't really?? Know what's my problem,,, like I know I have hypotonia/low muscle tone but it's usually just a symptom of something else and I can't be bothered to try and figure it out rn... But in general ughhh,,, the talk about ambulatory, part-time wheelchair users and just in general when sometime ppl need aids and sometimes they're feeling well enough/can't use their aids. Like sometimes I feel like I need aids (which I don't have) or can't stand for long but other times I'll stand thru a whole scout thingy (around 20-30 minutes) before starting to hurt. Like bro some days are just Better or our aids are not accessible, it's their own decision to decide how much aid they need a day

Oomph I got a little rambly sorry :3

15. when and how did you discover the cripple punk movement?

Just now :-D lemme look into it

From what I've seen it something I can get behind 👍 (I think at least??)

I can list off my favorite fictional men right here right now:

I'm sorry I'm just brain empty these days!!!! :c

oomph, this is old

But yeah I'm okay!! Thank you for worrying,, seasonal depression just catches me at the start of every season so it's just been a ride

19, Is there any struggles you had as a child that were due to disability but did not get treated as part of your disability?

Uhm, I think my pain?? Like I'm still a kid so I still have time but my family refuses to treat my pain as something real. And also my low-muscle tone, they joke about how weak I am but won't acknowledge that it most likely affects my day to day life

17, What disability space have you found most hostile to be in?

Thankfully I've not found one specifically for disabilities, but I saw some pretty harsh infantilizing of autistic/neurodivergent people on tumblr

15, What's something your disability has stopped you from learning or doing?

I would really like to learn gymnastics or continue ballet again but my joints won't cooperate lol

i actually do like video games. i play a lot of them in my spare time, it's pretty fun

one time when it was a particularly shitty day at work, the fearsome five took over the whole city and quackerjack's toys completely wrecked my workplace. it got me out of work for the rest of the day so i've liked them ever since