Dear Merlin,
I genuinely think you did good. You seem to think you messed up in some way and my death is some kind of punishment. It's not. It was inevitable, you saving my life so many times only proves how inevitable it was that I was going to die. So please, don't blame yourself. Blame my lack of self presivation.
I watched the Merlin BBC tv series now and i get it. You were always an idiot, really who goes I have a secret that means royalty would kill me, lets piss them off and then work for them. You should have moved instead of usig magic in my chambers what happened to your braincells Merlin? Do you have ANY? And now I have to be greatful that you also have no sense of self presivation because it kept me alive. Which I mean, thank you. Clotpole.
I really don't deserve everyththing you gave up for me. I don't deserve you, I do love you though. I don't know if it's gay, even in a queer systen I'm still me but I do love you. I want to be who you saw in me, I want to keep you safe and be what you deserve. I can't. That's not how this world works but I can let you know in a land of myth I would have been. I would have supported you. Eventually, after 5 seasons worth of explanation and some admittance that you are an idiot and should have told me before becoming all anti magic on my ass.
I'm still crap at these but yeah, im sorry, please know you owe me nothing and I owe you the world
Arthur Pendragon
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