When I look for the "feeling of gender'' I feel something but I cannot pinpoint what it feels like, it's just indescribable, the best way to describe it is that it feels like everything and nothing at the same time.
(I am comfortable with all pronouns aswell)
Hello! What gender feels like is hard to explain for most people, I think, even those who know exactly which one(s) they are, so it’s totally normal!
Here are some labels that might resonate with you:
Omnianihilix (link) — “a gender that feels like everything and nothing at the same time”
Uingender (link) — undefined, unknown, indescribable, unsure, unidentified, unexplainable, undetermined, etc. gender
Pxngender (link) — both or between pangender (all possible genders) and agender; mostly pangender but connected to genderlessness; pangender but also agender or null at the same time; agender and connected to all possible genders
Paradoxigender (link) — gender that has paradoxical qualities or contradicts itself. ex. feeling like everything but nothing at once
Paradoxgender (link) — feeling like you’re all possible genders but none at the same time, impossible to explain, paradoxical
Schrodigender (link) — a gender that you both can and can’t feel, at the same time
Panadox (link) — feeling like you’re all possible genders and none at the same time. it feels like an unsolvable paradox. both pangender & agender labels feel simultaneously right & wrong
Panzerogender (link) — all possible genders are nullified/canceled out, becoming neutral or null
Omninixic (link) — having both genderless and pangender/multigender-aligned aspects to your gender. you might feel partially pangender, feel both at once, or switch between them. feeling both connected to and detached from being pangender
Genderdox (link) — having multiple genders but none or a feeling of emptiness at the same time
Pangenderdox (link) — having all possible genders but none or a feeling of emptiness at the same time; being pangender and not at the same time, feels paradoxical
Genderblank (link) — when thinking of your gender, all you can describe it as is a blank space
Quoigender (link) — many meanings, but for you: finding your gender experience confusing, questioning for a long time, feeling frustrated with searching for a gender label
Neutrois (link) — neutral, null, or genderless. ex. neither man nor woman, not feeling pulled towards any genders, balanced between different genders, feeling like your gender has been neutralized, nullified, or canceled out, having a blank or empty gender, no gender, etc.
Null (link) — blank, empty, cancelled out, nullified
Gendernull (link) — undefinable, absent, empty, nonexistent but present, void, nullified