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🌀 inatomugender — a term for when one is simultaneously genderless and genderful, because the typical “place” where one’s gender would go (whatever that means to the user) is empty, yet one still experiences gender, just not in the usual place. heavily intended to be used as an umbrella term but can be combined with others (e.g inatomugal, inatomucatgender, etc).
coined by felix. tagging @radiomogai, @goatgai, @io-archival, and @enderluna
day 7 of @dragonpride17's MOGAI ABCs event: gender!
already coined? consider this the ranqai version, not an alt flag. i had no idea what to search to find a similar idea so my bad if so. 🌀
flag id: a flag with 7 stripes, which are near-black, orange-brown, pale silver, very dark red, golden yellow, orange-brown, and dark faded blue. end id.
banner id: a 1600x200 teal banner with the words ‘please read my dni before interacting. those on my / dni may still use my terms, so do not recoin them.’ in large white text in the center. the text takes up two lines, split at the slash. end id.
rygracefoxhunted: a gender related to comparisons between the scene of ryland grace being chased and caught ('project hail mary') and imagery of foxes being hunted by hounds. this gender may be related to fear and adrenaline, running as fast as one can, desperation, the inevitability of being caught, and the beauty of earth's nature
[pt: rygracefoxhunted: a gender related to comparisons between the scene of ryland grace being chased and caught ('project hail mary') and imagery of foxes being hunted by hounds. this gender may be related to fear and adrenaline, running as fast as one can, desperation, the inevitability of being caught, and the beauty of earth's nature. end pt]
flag id: a flag with 7 stripes, which are dark faded blue, copper brown, golden yellow, cream, orange-brown, very dark red, and near-black. end id.
banner id: a 1600x200 teal banner with the words ‘please read my dni before interacting. those on my / dni may still use my terms, so do not recoin them.’ in large white text in the center. the text takes up two lines, split at the slash. end id.
rygracefoxhuntic: being foxhunted in the way that ryland grace from 'project hail mary' is foxhunted
[pt: rygracefoxhuntic: being foxhunted in the way that ryland grace from 'project hail mary' is foxhunted. end pt]
flag id: a flag with 7 stripes, which are near-black, orange-brown, pale silver, very dark red, light orange-brown, orange-brown, and dark orange-brown. end id.
banner id: a 1600x200 teal banner with the words ‘please read my dni before interacting. those on my / dni may still use my terms, so do not recoin them.’ in large white text in the center. the text takes up two lines, split at the slash. end id.
foxhunted: a gender related to being a fox that is being hunted by a pack of hounds. this gender may be related to fear and adrenaline, running as fast as one can, desperation, the sound of baying hounds growing ever closer, and the inevitability of being caught
[pt: foxhunted: a gender related to being a fox that is being hunted by a pack of hounds. this gender may be related to fear and adrenaline, running as fast as one can, desperation, the sound of baying hounds growing ever closer, and the inevitability of being caught. end pt]
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flag id: a flag with 7 stripes, which are dark faded blue, copper brown, golden yellow, cream, light orange-brown, orange-brown, and dark orange-brown. end id.
banner id: a 1600x200 teal banner with the words ‘please read my dni before interacting. those on my / dni may still use my terms, so do not recoin them.’ in large white text in the center. the text takes up two lines, split at the slash. end id.
rygracefoxic: being a fox in the way that ryland grace from 'project hail mary' is a fox
[pt: rygracefoxic: being a fox in the way that ryland grace from 'project hail mary' is a fox. end pt]
day 6 of the mogai abcs, based on the letter f!
(this is a charspeciec term — i'm referring to actual foxes, not any of the presentation terms called 'fox'!)
Family, Friends
What's your relationship with the concepts of friendship and family? Are you out to your family and friends, if you have them?
Attention ! This post is exceedingly long, I'm sorry ! Because of this, I've decided to put most of it under the read-more. Thank you for understanding.
I LOVE FRIENDSHIP !!!!!!!!!!!! I consider my closest friends loved ones, they’re more than family and I owe them my life, I am not exaggerating not even a little bit. I would have never achieved anything in life if it wasn’t for the existence of my friends, even more than my own blood relatives. Even when I had literally nothing not even myself, they were always there, and I would do the same for every single one of them. Not even as a thank you, not even because they did it for me. I do it because I love them. I love them so intensely and deeply. Platonic love is the best kind of love I’ve ever felt and I treasure it within my own soul. There is nothing I love more in this world than my friends, nothing at all. I’m actually pretty happy family and friends are mentioned together in this prompt because I don’t have a hierarchy for the people I love; I only “sort them” by what kind of love or kind of relationship we have. Level wise? I love my best friend the same AMOUNT as I love my own brother or my dad. One is platonic, the others familial, that’s all. To me that’s the only difference.
Setting my raging platonicity aside, I consider myself extremely lucky when it comes to family. Of course they’re not perfect, they’re human beings, but to me they’re awesome. I have a very close relationship with my father’s side of the family, as my mother’s is in another country.
My parents, who separated in very good terms when I was very little, raised me with the same core ideas which made me who I am today: I am me and myself above everything else. What matters the most in life is to be true to oneself, to cultivate a good personality and always make sure to be your best self, whatever that may entail. To always be yourself regardless of what others think and be strong and ready to fight for yourself. Even when I was a little creature of a child, they allowed me to express and be myself as freely as possible. Sure, not entirely, as my mom always tried to make sure I didn’t stray too far from my AGAB, but they still let me try everything. I had trucks and dolls, I had skirts and jeans, I could watch Dragon Ball Z and the Barbie movies, my hair was long then short then long then short again throughout the years, etcetera.
Alas, when I was a teen I was forced (not by them but by outside circumstances too long and personal to divulge) to come out to them as bisexual before I was ready to and it was a horrible time for me. I wasn’t even sure if I was comfortable with that label, and they took it really…weirdly. Not negatively, but they clearly expected it to be a phase. Years went by and they simply accepted I was not straight and had to call it a day. By 2020 I was already out to everyone but family, and being locked inside having to misgender and misname myself – on top of everything I was going through – truly pushed me over the edge. I knew I had to come out and take my transition seriously or it would quite literally kill me, so I came out to them in separate occasions. They took it horribly, questioning it, trying to make me reconsider, all that jazz. But, as they taught me, I built my case, I stood my ground, I defended myself. It was a rocky climb. Slowly but surely they both understood it was still me, just “evolving” into something more, and had to grapple with the fact they reacted out of fear. They realized they had to learn if they wanted to stay in my life and, ultimately, they did. It was not easy, but it was also not as hard as you may think. They realized they loved ME more than they felt worried or scared. They realized that if they loved me, they had to love who I say I am.
My first pride flag ever (a nonbinary one) was a gift from my mom. My dad accompanied me personally to change my ID. I stayed at my mom’s when I was recovering from gender affirming surgery. They love my partner very much. They’ve offered to chat with non-supportive parents of friends to help them out. They have always shown me love and appreciation, and they’ve always been proud of me, and they both continue to do so. They’re my biggest supporters and I don’t have the words to describe how grateful and lucky I am for the changes they made within themselves because of me.
Now, the rest of my family – my father’s side – followed suit, each person taking different stretches of time to take it in, but always focused on understanding. My grandma from my dad’s side is my closest relative by far. We’re very alike and attuned with one another, we’ve always been. She’s a very active and lucid old lady, always ahead of the times throughout her life. When I was first came out to her as queer, she took it so naturally that to this day it makes me smile. She always told me I can be whoever I want to be as long as it’s not harming myself nor others, and she’s my biggest fan. We continue to be very close, something that simply did not waver not even a bit. As you can imagine, the children of the family were the ones that made the least fuss about the whole affair. My brother proudly introduces me to his pals as his big brother-sibling.
Despite coming from a culture that values family a lot, I never felt pressure to love my blood relatives just because they’re that. I love my family because they’re cool, because they’re there for me, because they love me. I love my family because they’ve “earned” this love, and vice versa. My mother is estranged from some of her relatives, some of which I’ve never even met, and it’s never been an issue. Just because someone is related to me doesn’t mean they get priority seating to my love-giving. That being said, my family is awesome. Shout out to my aunts !
As I finish this post, I want to take an extra moment to focus on friendship again. I grew up as the weird kid, bullied and everything, and because of this I learnt to have an eye for true companionship. If there’s something that I’ve always had in my life, it’s friends. Even if it was one single friend, there was always someone there for me. When I was little I would walk up to other kids at the park and say “hi, would you like to be my friend?” and it was every time a genuine offer of friendship. I’ve always had a very high platonic drive to the point I had crazy abandonment issues for a while (I’M CURED NOW I SWEAR /silly) and even had the very common gay experience of “do I have a crush on my friend or do I just love them platonically?” more times than I can count, but I wouldn’t trade any of that for anything if it means I get to have the people I have now in my life. I’ve made some of the strongest bonds with some of the best people I’ve ever met. People who are queer like me, alternative like me, who have “cringe” interests like me, neurodivergent like me, have trauma like me, and even people who are none of those but have a special place in my heart for a multitude of reasons. Some of my best friends I’ve been together with for over a decade; we’ve grown together.
NEVER KILL YOURSELF ! FRIENDSHIP FOREVER !
Thanks for reading !
Event by @dragonpride17 | Dividers .
MOGAI ABCs day 6 - what's your relationship with the concepts of friendship and family? are you out to your family and friends, if you have them?
Dislike both of them in a way. We're technically out to everyone we know, just to varying levels of “preciseness.” For family, we don't really want anything to do with that concept, nor do we even feel familial attraction. For friendship it's more complicated, we're mostly okay with it, as long as it's called anything but a “friendship.” We don't want people to randomly call us a friend either; there's only three people we're okay if they do call us a friend, though we'd typically prefer other terms to be used but. *shrugs* They can, no one else.
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The inability to experience "truly" close affection and love makes me feel distant from relationships in general. If comparing my feelings about each of them, i do feel more comfortable with my friends ( it doesn't mean that i love them more, just that i feel more safe around them ) . About second question...no, im not i don't think i ever will. I did tried to come out to my friends as queer, but they take this as joke, sometiming not serious.
For Mogai ABC'S by @dragonpride17 day 6 " Friends and family"
Also tagging @radiomogai ( i hope it's ok to tag you)
what's your relationship to your body? how does it affect how you identify?
I dont know... i dont really have a relationship with this body im very disconnected from it due to various reasons like trauma, dissociation, Plurality, gender stuff. I have no clue how this affects my identity
expression - how do you express your identity? what's your ideal expression/presentation?
rou (mu/mur): doggy-themed clothing, pastels, bright colors, things that make mu happy!!! mu would like to be perceived as a completely genderless puppyboy!!! wear all the cute clothing mu wants like lolita and girlykei and coquette and not be perceived as a girl!!! but any clothes that give mu joy ... mur favorite sweater is actually a brown doggy sweater ehe. mu would also wanna be able to wear a collar and dog ears n tail (so other people can see mu the way mu sees murself) without it being seen as weird. mu is also puerings(link) so stockings and cute socks in general play a big part into how mu wishes to present murself. mu also tries to be like... dainty? mu supposes? dainty and soft and stuff associated with that typa thing. that's how mu expresses who mu is and mur identity :3 but also hyper puppy dog. i'm doggy.
seb (he/him/any): "my voice. my movements, but the way i speak primarily. ideal presentation would be androgynous and making people question my gender, but ultimately be seen as and understood to be male."
caelan (none; aux. she/it & choco/chocos): "i think the truth is i don't want to have people perceive me a specific way. um, i'm pretty comfortable in my own identity and to be honest? i get excited to see how other people end up perceiving me. like, i wish that i could go in everyone's head and hear exactly what kind of impression i've left. um, i know this kind of goes against what i said earlier about being annoyed about people using pronouns for me (i don't think it does 'n mu told caelan that murself). sort of as i've said before i kind of sort of think of myself as uh, as a little neko spirit."
PROMPT ;; How do you express your identity? what's your ideal expression/presentation?
MAV ;; ohohohooho this is one of my favorite topics because as the primary maverinity embracer from THIS POLYPLEX i know one of the principles of maverinity is its autonomy: every maverique will interpret their maverinity in a different way thus every maverique presentation will be wildly different from another. mine (and ours to an extent) is very linked with the maverique flag's colors (orange white and yellow) which remind me of sunsets and summer afternoons! when it comes to translating that to my personal style i really like DIY or thrifted clothes and lots of accessories, all colored orange, yellow or white, very poofy and volumous hair and minimal makeup and shaving. i don't think my style fits in any subculture dmfsljfndljf its its own unique (or rather, maverique) thing.
and presentation isnt only about appearance and style, no, no, presentation is also about atitude and behavior, and to behave like a maverique, in my opinion, is to be your true authentic self!! as a maverique i don't make choices based on "is this for girls or for boys?", i choose whatever i want because i like it!! for me being maverique and "acting" maverique is completely disregarding gender expectations and stereotypes because i literally don't care about the gender binary!!!! i'm completely detached from that!!! i mean, that's why we've been collectively maverique for 9 years :D
HOST 1 ;; our identity is expressed through motiffs linked to our interests, things like bats, biology, merch from bands and media we like, most headmates have their own imagery (orchid has florals, mav has the maverique flag, marcy has blueberries and mice, yknow the drill) linked to their presentation.
HOST 2 (different host btw + with imput from Diem) ;; We're so dieline presentation-wise... The reason why we coined cirdielic was because maverique and female weren't enough to describe our gender because there was something else, an autonomous gender specifically linked with the day-night cycle and the sky, it's an integral part of our collective identity, no wonder why we use system names like verspertinx, daybreak, nightfall, no wonder why we love anything linked to the sky, clouds, the sun, the moon and stars, color palettes linked to sunsets and sunrises, no wonder why we describe our mood and style with words linked to the sky and day-night cycle. We want to be heavily associated with cirdielic qualities!
HOST 3 (different host²) ;; Mmmm being female and maverique for us means expressing our femininity in an autonomous, maverique way! Like Mav said, we don't do things because "they're meant for girls", we get to define what a girl should be in our own terms. For example, I really like expressing my femaverique identity through our hair! Our hair is my pride and even though some headmates argue we should get braids or locs I think our cherry red wash and go curls are peak femaverinity!
ORCHID ;; The main aspects of my identity are my intersexuality, transfemininity and blackness, therefore my presentation focuses on being visibly and proudly intersex, transfem and black. This can be as simple and obvious as wearing pride pins or as subtle as wearing florals, since I associate flowers (specially orchids) with being intersex. I really like turbans and headwraps and the color purple too.
JACKIE ;; my presentation has the main goal of pissing off as many people i can. i want to be blaire whites worse nightmare. i want to be scandalous, i want to be visibly gender nonconforming, visibly transfemmasc, visibly masculine and feminine. i really like genderfuckery, mixing hyperfeminine and hypermasculine traits, beard and breasts (laser has minimized our body hair tho), grungy denim jackets and long flowy skirts, makeup and camo. i exist to spite transphobes.
TAGGING ;; @dragonpride17 and @radiomogai for experiences tag
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mogai ABCs ― day 5 / expression: how do you express your identity? what's your ideal expression/presentation?
I actually don't know if we& have a set answer for this one on account of being a system and it changing so much, but we do tend to drift towards men's fashion while also painting our nails and wearing makeup but this does change depending on whoever is fronting. This is typically just read as femininity, however, so ideally our presentation is read as both masculine and feminine.
