#anthropophobia

Anthropophobia Au Comic.

There are no DITS This Time. But You can Make Him a little art Or anything You would like to make For him For His B-day

Remember ya'll can always send Him Asks and Stuff too!!

[Image IDs: 3 flags: The first flag is a rectangular flag with eleven equally sized horizontal stripes. The colors from top to bottom are as follows, and are mirrored after the last mentioned color: pale pink, light pink, pink, hot pink, light gray, and cyan.

The second flag is a rectangular flag with eleven equally sized horizontal stripes. The colors in order from top to bottom are as follows, and are mirrored after the last mentioned color: Grayish off-white, light gray, evergreen, very dark blueish green, darkest navy blue, and darkest gray.

The third flag is a rectangular flag with eleven equally sized horizontal stripes. The colors in order from top to bottom are as follows, and are mirrored after the last mentioned color: lavender-gray, reddish gray, purple, dark purple, darkest gray, and dark gray-purple. /IDs end.]

— ❝ Tokophobia(link), agoraphobia(link), and anthropophobia(link) flags ❞

　　—　Tagging @mousesquared and @mad-pride. This is not a gender , do not tag it as such

Please read my rentry before interacting ! Don't repost ! ♡

Also keep cutting off friends I made before I developed my phobia fml how do you get over this kinda stuff

However, it being commonplace to become acquaintances and regularly correspond with one another online also means that you can't post as much mentally ill things, because people you know will "get concerned" and "talk to you" and you'll need to be "vulnerable" and "provide more information" which they'll "remember" and then they'll "know important things about you" and "care about you".

The worst part is that none of them are even doing anything wrong. In fact, they're doing right things, good things, they're being caring friends, wonderful, lovely people.

But it's like being strangled to death in a sauna whose walls are also moving in towards you, like one of those old movie traps, suffocating, oppressive, crushing, terrifying and uncomfortable.

This ask has made me realize that there's still some of the comic I have yet to crosspost onto my tumblr, so if you've only been reading on there you'll get an update. I'm glad to hear you enjoyed it!

As for a full update on the comic, well...

About three months ago I started gravitating towards a state of regression out of the blue. No warning and it wasn’t a conscious decision. So I started searching the Internet to see if other people were having the same thing. Regressing without it being a paraphilia (fetish) or role playing thing. I’ve seen a lot of age regressors, littles, etc. But they all seem to have a “do not interact” stipulation. Some are completely reasonable as the things they list are disgusting and in some cases illegal. But they tend to list things like ABDL, ageplay. babyfur, etc., which are very similar to the “littles” or regressors. I’ve known people in those groups and they were, for the most part, wonderful people. I don’t know why there’s so much negativity and I especially don’t understand the concept of, “if you do this or that you are not worthy of interacting with me.” I can’t relate to that. Then again, with things like depression, anxiety, and other assorted disorders I find it difficult to relate with most people. But the whole “us against them” mentality makes me feel like sinking further into regression where I just want to stay in bed curled up in the fetal position with my Miku Hatsune dakimakura and try to forget about the outside world completely. Then again, I grew up with depression, anxiety, and childhood trauma so developmental delays made it impossible for me to relate to my peers or form normal relationships. I was always behind everyone else socially and emotionally. I don’t think that has ever changed despite being on medication now.

Sorry for the long post. At times I tend to babble (part of regression I believe) CONSTANTLY and irritate all the normies. I truly resent being treated badly just because people can’t or are unwilling to understand that it’s not intentional and completely harmless 😡