Remembering I'm kin with this character *sucks*, but it's better to write a confession about it than dwell on it alone.
I'm Purple from AvM, everyone I know is usually forced to hear me ramble about why. Usually when I'm shifted to him, I just stare up at the ceiling and hate myself for my misdeeds, both canon and real life. But today I remembered a lot more canon than usual, and now I'm just sad and missing my friends.
I miss Green the most, I'm pretty sure I had a crush on him back in canon, which is probably why I like him a lot now. I remember me and him would hang out alone for hours whenever he got a bit overwhelmed by the color gang; each one of them did their own thing when they got overwhelmed, too. But we'd hang out and I still remember how, when we chatted, he'd stare far too intently at my eyes (he would always tell me how dilated my pupils were too) and whenever we cuddled, he'd wrap his arms around my waist.
I still feel guilty for betraying him and Blue when we first met. Oh, and jailing them before that. And for fighting for AFTER that. Okay, basically everything before we were friends. When I did it, I convinced myself that my reasons for it all made sense, but looking back on it, all my "reasons" were just scrambled messes of words and failed attempts to get my father's attention.
I also miss my wings a lot. I always get phantom wings, and even after years, it still feels weird feeling something that's not there. I wish I had them like in canon, maybe it'd be easier to fly than struggle to walk like I do now.
Back to Green, I hate how, whenever I miss him, I end up remembering that one time when we fought and I ended up tangled in the string of his fishing rod and when he tried to use it to drag me down by my wings. Unlike actual canon, my wings were an actual part of me and not just an elytra, so it hurt a *lot* more.
-- Purple (Animation vs. Minecraft)