#angstposting

they call me the yapperrrrrrrr (<- girl who is constantly stopping herself from yapping because she was told it was annoying as a young boy and never truly got over that)

sometimes i wonder what trauma Adam would suffer if he managed to get out of the bathroom. fear of abandonment? difficulties sleeping? hallucinations? afraid of closing your eyes when sleeping and waking up in that dirty bathroom again???? what would the relationship between him and Lawrence be like?

it sucks so bad when you feel angry at someone when you truly want to feel nothing for them at all xx

tubbo definitely grows his hair out after ranboo dies. whether he cut it during the burger rivalry or not, it just keeps getting longer. how can you be expected to care, to have the energy to cut your hair, to not want to hide your whole face when your husband just died? it gets longer and longer, and you can barely see his mouth, his neck is completely covered, he lives in a winter biome anyway it doesnt really matter, now does it? tubbo definitely grows his hair out after ranboo dies.

there’s a baby crying and i would rather die than make her mom feel bad but i would also rather die than listen to this for an indeterminate length of time. the point is that i want to die