9 - back to basics (idek how to describe this one)
10 - messy aftermath (hurt/comfort + mistakes)
11 - safe harbor (no smut)
12 - the missing piece (no smut)
13 - the weight of years (no smut)
14 - finally, the talk (comfort)
15 - fill the void (casual sex + name slip)
16 - sunday night dinner II (no smut)
17 - day out ("platonic" sister date)
18 - neutral ground (no smut)
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character portraits
cast list:
Penny (she/her) - you. the little sister. transfem, lesbian. full name Penelope. you went to a trade school, got a steady gig, and moved away from home as soon as you could. in good shape, great at taking orders, still a scared kid. you've always had a crush on your oldest sister, but kept it quiet. only Sarah knows.
Lena (she/her) - your oldest sister. cis girl, lesbian. you've always been close. she thought she was bisexual until you transitioned. older than you by four years; went to college, got burnt out, currently struggling with chronic fatigue. just moved in with you. you trust her more than anyone.
Liliana (she/her) - big dyke. bigger mystery. the less said the better.
Sarah (she/her) - your partner. cis girl, bisexual. high level employee at a marketing firm. makes most of the money. you started dating a few months after you moved in. the source of a solid 80% of your kinks. occasional big sister, full time domme, owner of your collar.
Moss (she/they) - your butch housemate. transfem, pansexual. strong food opinions, but a good cook nonetheless. polyamorous, but primarily dating Lacy. sometimes joins in when you and Sarah are fucking. can also tug your leash.
Lacy (she/her) - your femme housemate. transfem, demisexual. the household stoner. you think she might be growing it in the attic but you refuse to check. you've kissed her before, but she's mostly only interested in Moss.
Cleo (she/her) - the blue haired bunnygirl. cis girl, lesbian. she was there when it happened, and helped get the guy out. you two have been dancing around each other for a while. maybe you've been ignoring her since Lena moved in.
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lightning in a bottle:
ao3 link
1 - landfall
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cast list:
Ophelia (she/her) - you. little sister. Thunderhead. vigilante, gained your powers when you were 6. they've only gotten stronger as you've gotten older. you have no idea how strong you really are, too afraid to put it to the test. what would your sister think, if you really let go?
Juliet (she/her) - your older sister. former combat medic. your best friend, until you fucked things up. you know she's keeping secrets from you. whether you know it or not, she'll do anything for you.
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witch and familiar:
ao3 link
1 - your sister was always cruel (forcefem, magical transformation, minor gore)
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cast list:
Selene (she/her) - you. the older brother, now made sister. a sensitive soul pushed to the edges of your family, until your little sister changed everything. now you are as you were always meant to be. you have a crystal heart and a changing body, and nobody can hurt you ever again.
Elise (she/her) - your little sister. she was always cruel to you. thrown out at 15 for practicing witchcraft, she came back four years later to save you. she hasn't been cruel to you since she replaced your heart with the one she made.
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i may create a new profile on there but as of right now i don't want to put the sisterfucking on my main profile, and a pseud is still always visibly attached to your profile. but you can find the links to all the stuff i've uploaded to ao3 in the masterpost pinned to my page here on tumblr!
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Wednesday is, mostly through your own fault, pretty shit outside of the time you spend with Lena. between her leaving and her returning, you unintentionally mirror my Sunday, pissing away the day in a borderline dissociative haze helped along by yet more of the moonman shit. you only stop smoking when Lena texts you that she's on her way home.
Thursday is much the same, though you have Lena there to ground you all day this time. the two of you spend the day smoking and watching TV in bed. Sarah even joins you when you get home, snuggling into your other side. they manage to keep you from going too crazy about tomorrow. but you think about Cleo the whole time, blue filling your mind.
and then tomorrow comes. mercifully, you're back to work, framing an addition for an old house across town in Brookline. morning traffic sucks, alleviated by Moss's presence in the passenger seat of your shared work truck. they make easy chatter that keeps a smile on your face for most of the drive. the work is hard, but not difficult, an easy process you've done dozens of times across the city, made faster by another set of hands. you wish you had enough money to get a third set of hands, but that's a bit unrealistic right now.
traffic is even worse on the way back, for some reason, and no matter how many shortcuts you try you can't help but watch as the clock ticks later and later, until it's already past the time you were supposed to be meeting Cleo. Moss mans your phone for you, texting Cleo and Sarah and Lena for you, and your frustration mounts as you keep driving, and it's a half hour past the time you were supposed to meet when you finally arrive home.
you rush inside and straight to the shower, shedding your work clothes into the hamper and stepping under the hot water. you scrub angrily and efficiently to clean off the grime of the day, soapy fingernails scraping away dried sweat and sawdust in equal measure. you're done in less than then minutes.
you can't help but linger in front of the mirror.
punch the mirror, you'll feel better…
you shake your head and move on.
you dry off with the towel as you head to your room to get dressed. cargo shorts, sports bra, tanktop. comfy and easy, perfect for a day in the park.
unfortunately, your frustration continues to build. apparently Moss had failed to alert you that there was a change of plans, and the chill evening is now a full-blown picnic. when Sarah tells you, you have to stop and close your eyes for a moment, irrational anger bubbling up, and you can't help the frustrated "why?"
"because none of us have had lunch-"
"i did!"
"- and Cleo thought it - i know, puppy, but you're probably hungry by now - she thought it would be nice to have something to eat while we're there. Lena volunteered to make the sandwiches, which is why she's on the couch resting now. can you help me pack the drinks and sandwiches up and get them to the car?"
"Sarah, i-" you start to protest, not even sure why you're resisting, just knowing that the change of plans is making your chest tight and you'd like it to stop.
and it stops, after a fashion, when Sarah's fingers thread through your hair and you go a little empty. for a moment your chest no longer feels like it's trying to choke your heart, and all that matters is Sarah. she lets you lean forward, brings her other hand up to loop around your back to bring you in to her chest, and holds you for a moment. "breathe, puppy. we have all the time in the world, okay?"
and of course, Sarah cuts to the root of it so quickly. you whimper a little, letting the shame go as best you can. it takes a minute for you to come back to reality, but when you do you feel a lot less angry. you don't feel like punching something, at the very least.
you stop at the couch to give Lena a kiss, then follow Sarah into the kitchen. you grab the red cooler off the porch without her asking, and together you fill it with ice and drinks, honestly far too many for just the three of you, but Sarah's always prepared. she puts the sandwiches in on top of the ice to keep them cool and fresh. they're not small things, Lena definitely went all out for the picnic. you can at least make out lettuce aplenty on one of them, though there seem to be a few different sandwiches.
your stomach growls. you did have lunch, you weren't lying, but Sarah was still right. you are hungry. that gives you a little more direction, makes this picnic idea a little more worth it. some food made by your sister, warm weather, maybe it'll be okay.
the cooler gets loaded into the trunk of Sarah's car, then Lena climbs into the passenger seat happily, and after a quick dip back into the house to grab your pen you're climbing into the back seat. it's a short five minute trip to Kite Hill Park from your house. the park is basically as it sounds. a little grassy hill in between two fairly unremarkable streets (except to those who live on them). there's a drab basketball court at the top of the hill, but Cleo's already claimed a spot with a fairly massive blanket and even some cushions and pillows. all blue, of course, because everything about Cleo is blue.
then you catch her eye, and the panic starts to seize you, and entirely on instinct you bring your hand up and put the vape in your mouth and take a deep, deep pull from it, and then you keep going, past the point you know is responsible, but it's all you know how to do, is escape and let it hurt, and you go until your lungs start to burn and the world tilts, and you see Cleo waving but it's a little distant as the oxygen deprivation catches up and you finally exhale, and Sarah pushes you forward, and you wait for the hit.
you make it halfway up the hill before it hits you. it's a slow, almost unnoticeable creep at first. you start to walk a little more confidently, a little less trepidatiously, and the ground may be a little uneven but you're undaunted, and as it keeps crashing over you you care less and less, until you reach the blanket and you look up at Cleo with a smile, "hi!"
"oh baby," she giggles, "that was a biiiig hit, put that cooler down and sit, sit! oh my god, hi! Lena, right?"
and you lose track a little bit as you remember that you are in fact carrying the cooler, and oh my god you have to put it down somewhere. it takes you what feels like several minutes to decide, but in reality based on the conversation going on behind you is more like fifteen or twenty seconds. you set the red cooler down as gently as you can while your head is spinning like this, and you sit down with a relieved whumph sound, and the world stops spinning so hard.
it lets up enough for you to hear more of the conversation, "-so so sorry about all of the… everything that happened the other night! seriously, i have no excuse, and i'll understand if you don't forgive me, but i want to at least try to-"
"Cleo, calm down," Lena says, giggling, "let's sit down and talk, get to know each other before we get to apologies. i don't even know you yet."
you busy yourself with the cooler (which you placed right next to your seat) as an assemblage of some of the most important people in the world sit down around you, and you're all fuzzy and warm and hungry, and by the time you manage to get the cooler open Sarah's already kneeling in front of it to grab everything out. you whine somewhat discontentedly, but Sarah leans in a little closer to you and whispers "just relax, puppy. let Cleo and Lena talk, okay? would you like me to sit next to you?"
you nod happily, a little puppy-brained, a little puppy-eyed, hazy at the edges and just happy to have an order to focus on. Sarah's right, like always. you sigh happily as she hands you a tuna sandwich, you're sure made the same way that your mom made them when you were kids. Lena had always been helping her in the kitchen. it makes sense she has some of the recipes. not that tuna sandwich can be too hard, but…
"how long have you been in Pittsburgh?" Lena asks, and Cleo smiles, both at the question and at Sarah handing her her sandwich and a can of cola.
"i've been living in the city basically my whole life, aside from a couple semesters abroad in college. grew up in Banksville, lived way out in Fairywood for a little while, spent a couple years in Squirrel Hill, now i'm here in East Liberty."
"you know the city pretty well, then?"
"ehhh, i know my favorite spots, but i don't go out much where my friends don't take me, y'know?"
"i think so, yeah. i guess i was the same, back home. our family had the few restaurants we went to all the time, but i never really went anywhere else."
"mm, nothing wrong with it, right? if you know what you like, what's the harm in sticking to it?"
"that's a good point. so what's your favorites?"
Cleo leans forward a bit conspiratorially, "it's extremely nerdy."
Lena leans forward, too, as if to share a secret, "have you met my sister?"
"god you're right, has she shown you Phantom of the Attic yet??"
giggling at the name, Lena says "no!"
she's yours. they need to stop talking.
you shake your head again. push the thought away. try to focus on something else. Sarah notices, and pokes your hand holding the sandwich. you still haven't even started it yet. sluggishly, you take a grateful bite. and then another, and another, as if the act of eating activated your hunger, and before you know it the whole sandwich is gone and you start to get sad that there's no more sandwich, but Sarah reaches across you into the cooler and pulls out another tuna sandwich, and you make heart eyes at Lena even though she's talking to Cleo and giggling between bites of her own sandwich, a BLT by the looks of it. the second tuna sandwich doesn't last much longer than the first.
Sarah's begun to lean into you, and distantly you recognize that she's got you leashed, effectively. one hand has wrapped around your back and pressed itself into your side in a vaguely ticklish way, and the other has taken your hand and started to play with it. you wouldn't dare deny her her fun, and so you stay there and let yourself be played with while your sister the saint talks with the scary fluffy bunny.
eventually they move on, and you're distantly aware of the thread of the conversation, talk about locations, references to Wednesday's adventure with me, inquiring about our family, and that's when Lena starts to get a little cagey, saying "our mom and dad are… fairly intolerant. they were always hard on us, in different ways, but it was… different when it was just the three of us, y'know? better. or…" Lena trails off, unsure of the word.
"peaceful?" Cleo supplies.
"peaceful, yeah. well, aside from Penny and Lily fighting, but i mostly usually had that under control."
you want to protest, but recent events have indicated you have no basis for that, so you stay quietly grumpy. Sarah notices and squeezes your side harder, causing you to jump and laugh, a quiet indignant "Sarah!" escaping you.
she giggles into you, "quiet, i'm trying to watch this telenovela," she teases.
you go dutifully quiet, turning to watch along, only to find Cleo and Lena have stopped for a second to look at you, then giggle together.
"okay, so she was just sorta always like that with you?"
Lena laughs, but she flushes bright red and covers her face a bit, "yeah, she was… i just- like- i didn't even have context yet, y'know?? not when we were really young and it was just me trying to calm her down and stuff when my mom couldn't anymore. and by the time i started realizing it was weird, we'd already started to… drift apart a little bit. then i moved back in, and…"
"you drifted back together?" Cleo asks, smiling brightly.
with another laugh and a nod, Lena moves on, "what about you? do you have any siblings?"
Cleo shakes her head, "nah, i'm pretty much on my own. no siblings, and i never really see my parents anymore. but i like it that way! i make my family elsewhere, y'know? i've got a group of friends here in the city that're more like my family than my parents ever were; i spend most of my holidays with them."
"ugh, i know our parents are gonna want us to come home for Thanksgiving and i am so not looking forward to it," Lena grumbles.
you don't say anything. Mom texted you a couple weeks ago, making sure of exactly that. after a lot of guilt tripping, you promised her that you'd spend the whole weekend with them. before, that wasn't too crazy of a thing to ask. you could hide away the parts of yourself they'd be ashamed of for that long, put them neatly away in a box. but now, with me back in the picture… can you and Lena both keep that in the box?
you tear your eyes away from Lena and Cleo, not able to look at your sister right now. Thanksgiving. it's so far away, but right now your anxiety puts a hand on the blade of the fan and pushes, making it all spin faster, until you're whirling about in your mind and you close your eyes and you want to say something to Sarah but you don't, thinking spare them the anxiety, it's better if you hurt instead.
and the thought feels strange and foreign, and you shake your head again until your eyes jostle open and you look around uncertainly. everything's the same, except you. you're the only thing that's changed. you feel… calmer? serene? it doesn't matter, as much, what happens right now. it hurts, god does it hurt, but that's how it should be. so you sit in peace and let it happen. and then Sarah's hand threads through your hair and you sigh deeply, looking over at her. wow, she's beautiful. it doesn't hurt as much, when she touches you. that's nice. you smile, "hi," and then giggle.
"baby?" Sarah asks, a smile on her face despite curious eyebrows.
"i feel funny," you whisper to her, hunching up your shoulders and putting a mischievous look on your face.
Sarah gets a little closer, turning away from her telenovela to pay attention to you. "good funny? bad funny? what's up?"
"i don't know, just weird funny… i was freaking out and now i'm not."
"well that sounds like it might be good funny," Sarah says, bringing you into her arms and kissing you on the head, "what else?"
you open your mouth, but stop, unsure how to quantify it. it's just. a feeling. you almost tell her this, but Lena interrupts before you can, "Pen-Pen? you okay?"
you look up, knowing she's talking to you but feeling at a distance from the nickname. "i think so!" you say brightly. "how are you?"
Lena, caught off guard, giggles, "i'm doing great, baby. you were kind of distracted, we were just talking about you!"
"all good things, don't worry, angel," Cleo says, and angel sounds right. you like angel. you smile at Cleo happily. she turns back to Lena, presumably continuing the conversation, saying "you can't exactly blame me for being obsessed with her, can you?"
with a happy hum, Lena says "no, i can't."
"she makes me stupid," Cleo says it with a grin, but then she gets serious, "it's not an excuse, but… it does mean i need to apologize, genuinely. i was acting really stupid, and just cause i didn't know how it was going to affect you doesn't mean i didn't fuck it up real hard. so i'd like to try to make it up to you and to Penny however you'll let me."
your sister is contemplative for a long moment, and you watch her face the whole time as she thinks and her brow twitches and her lips go thin for a moment before she pouts, and you can almost tell what she's going to say before she says it, "knowing that, i think i can forgive you."
Cleo almost looks confused, like she didn't expect to be forgiven. you knew better. our sister, the saint.
"with that out of the way," Lena announces with a very serious face that you recognize. she's being mischievous, trying to freak out Cleo. even Sarah gets a bit of a frightened look, but you can't help the giggle. luckily it doesn't tip Cleo off, and so she's appropriately wigged out when Lena asks "what are your intentions with my sister?"
Cleo laughs, once, a little startled at the question, and then quietly wonders "what?"
Lena cracks, finally, just a twitch at the corner of her mouth at first before she snorts and giggles and cackles out "i'm so sorry!"
you laugh, too, and Cleo looks aghast for a second before she does a double take between you and your sister and lets out a startled laugh, "you asshole! i thought you were genuinely about to give me the shovel talk!"
once Lena manages to bring her giggles under control she explains, "Penny and i are girlfriends now, since nobody really knows. i just want to know how serious you are about her."
Cleo skirts a look over at your for a moment, weighing her words, her options. you hold your breath, knowing but unsure of what she'll say, and you think it'd be easier if she said she wasn't, but then there's another thought that feels much more like Penny, i want it to be serious.
and Cleo says "as a heart attack."
i love you, you think, but manage to refrain from saying it out loud just yet.
"but that's a discussion for Penny and i to have later," she adds, and you nod happily, once again puppy-brained but no longer anxious, all the scary parts of the day done.
you stay in the park until the sun begins to set, late in the evening. you and Sarah join in the conversation, once Cleo and Lena are caught up and all's forgiven (or on its way there). you spend almost an hour fiercely debating which Star Wars movie is best. at least a half hour on the merits of Stargate, which Sarah hasn't seen. and a frankly egregious amount of time on which snacks are best for playing D&D.
you say goodbye to Cleo, almost wishing for a dramatic sunset to light the hill, but the way the warm evening light filters through the trees around the park is equally as romantic. Lena leads Sarah away from the two of you and back to the car. she sends you a wink, mouthing "go for it."
you flush, appreciative. your head is thankfully clear of the high, now, and you turn to face Cleo fully. "hey, bunny," you murmur with a smile.
she steps in closer, letting that magnetic attraction draw you into her, her hands on you, one on your hip and the other on your arm, and you bring your face up next to hers, softly nuzzling her, "hey, angel."
"so…" you whisper.
"so…" she whispers back. "Lena's your girlfriend now, huh?"
and you can't see her, because you've still got your face hovering next to hers, your eyes half-lidded, but you can hear the smile in ther voice.
"yeah… yeah, she is."
"so… what will i be?"
your voice quivers, "wh… what do you… want to be?"
"i- can we be…" she slows, stops for a moment. your heart goes into freefall in the silence. partners, you hope.
"we could be… partners?"
you grip onto her tighter, happy tears in your eyes, and whisper, "partners."
shout out to the person on ao3 who clearly just read when there's control i lose it for the first time and commented on a bunch of chapters, this next one's dedicated to you
9 - back to basics (idek how to describe this one)
10 - messy aftermath (hurt/comfort + mistakes)
11 - safe harbor (no smut)
12 - the missing piece (no smut)
13 - the weight of years (no smut)
14 - finally, the talk (comfort)
15 - fill the void (casual sex + name slip)
16 - sunday night dinner II (no smut)
17 - day out ("platonic" sister date)
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character portraits
cast list:
Penny (she/her) - you. the little sister. transfem, lesbian. full name Penelope. you went to a trade school, got a steady gig, and moved away from home as soon as you could. in good shape, great at taking orders, still a scared kid. you've always had a crush on your oldest sister, but kept it quiet. only Sarah knows.
Lena (she/her) - your oldest sister. cis girl, lesbian. you've always been close. she thought she was bisexual until you transitioned. older than you by four years; went to college, got burnt out, currently struggling with chronic fatigue. just moved in with you. you trust her more than anyone.
Sarah (she/her) - your partner. cis girl, bisexual. high level employee at a marketing firm. makes most of the money. you started dating a few months after you moved in. the source of a solid 80% of your kinks. occasional big sister, full time domme, owner of your collar.
Moss (she/they) - your butch housemate. transfem, pansexual. strong food opinions, but a good cook nonetheless. polyamorous, but primarily dating Lacy. sometimes joins in when you and Sarah are fucking. can also tug your leash.
Lacy (she/her) - your femme housemate. transfem, demisexual. the household stoner. you think she might be growing it in the attic but you refuse to check. you've kissed her before, but she's mostly only interested in Moss.
Cleo (she/her) - the blue haired bunnygirl. cis girl, lesbian. she was there when it happened, and helped get the guy out. you two have been dancing around each other for a while. maybe you've been ignoring her since Lena moved in.
>-<
lightning in a bottle:
ao3 link
1 - landfall
>-<
cast list:
Ophelia (she/her) - you. little sister. Thunderhead. vigilante, gained your powers when you were 6. they've only gotten stronger as you've gotten older. you have no idea how strong you really are, too afraid to put it to the test. what would your sister think, if you really let go?
Juliet (she/her) - your older sister. former combat medic. your best friend, until you fucked things up. you know she's keeping secrets from you. whether you know it or not, she'll do anything for you.
>-<
witch and familiar:
ao3 link
1 - your sister was always cruel (forcefem, magical transformation, minor gore)
>-<
cast list:
Selene (she/her) - you. the older brother, now made sister. a sensitive soul pushed to the edges of your family, until your little sister changed everything. now you are as you were always meant to be. you have a crystal heart and a changing body, and nobody can hurt you ever again.
Elise (she/her) - your little sister. she was always cruel to you. thrown out at 15 for practicing witchcraft, she came back four years later to save you. she hasn't been cruel to you since she replaced your heart with the one she made.
finally posted that superhero thing on ao3 and gave it a name: lightning in a bottle. i've also posted witch and familiar on ao3. you can find their links in the updated masterpost!
your sister was always cruel. she teased you every day of your life. you grew up with it, the casual jabs, poking at your effeminate side. you were an artist, a soft, sensitive soul, and your family knew it, but at least your parents were willing to entertain it. your mother paid for an art studio and a music studio and a garden, your father would not take you on hunts, and your brothers stopped brawling with you. gradually, they all fell away, leaving you alone, youngest son and brother to none but one. by the time you were seventeen, nobody would talk to you.
except for your younger sister. she would visit you in your studio and mock your paintings. mock the music you tried to make. the beard you were trying to grow. you hated it, resented it, but you also, deep down, couldn't help but appreciate it. the last tender familial connection, wrapped in barbs, your fist covered in shared blood as you gripped it as tightly as you could bear.
until she left. accused of witchcraft.
“come back,” you begged her in a letter you did not know how to address, letting it loose on the wind instead.
“as you wish,” she responds in a piece of paper you find on your windowsill months later.
and then she didn't. for a long time. four years go by, four miserable terrible years where the only thing that grows in your garden is loneliness and resentment. eventually you forget everything you said in the letter. it turns to a blurry, fuzzy haze, simply an impression of a hope, a dream of the future you can't remember upon waking.
you're twenty-one years old when she does come back, a knock on your window. you scramble out of bed after it becomes clear it's not a stray pebble but bare knuckles on glass, a dull clear tonk tonk tonk.
“Elise?” you whisper, luminous golden eyes you'd seen in dreams sending fond thrills through your heart despite the way you cringe in expectation.
“let me in, idiot!” your sister hisses, her voice somehow clear through the glass. you startle again, reaching out and unlatching the door. she clambers in, dragging with her a long staff with a bush on the end which you belatedly realize is an honest-to-god broomstick.
Elise sweeps through your room, spinning and taking it all in, four years and changing, and she sneers at it all. “blessed be, could you get more droll? you've moved on from landscapes to still lifes, and from the harp to the lyre, but it's all just art and artifice, isn't it?”
you start and stutter and sputter, “you- wh- four years and that's how you return?! in through the window on a goddamned broom like a witch, insults pouring forth from your vile mouth!?”
your sister has the audacity to laugh at you, “maybe if you'd actually done any of the stuff you put in that letter i wouldn't have to be doing this…”
“doing what?” you demand.
and then her broom comes up and hits you in the temple and your world goes black.
*>~<*
“welcome back, Caleb,” Elise whispers, and you jolt upright, your heart the jackrabbit running wild. she sways backward easily to avoid you crashing into her, and then a strong, gentle hand pushes you back down into the bed.
“Elise, where-!” “farfaraway,” she interrupts. you fling your eyes about the space, trying to recognize it as the familiarity of home, of the keep where you grew up, any of the dozens of rooms you were acquainted with, but it's instead comparably shabby. walls packed with shelves packed with things you couldn't begin to glean the meaning or purpose of, jars and books and scrolls and gemstones and things you don't even have the words to describe, and all you can think is she's been a busy little witch.
you try to push upright again, but her hand doesn't leave your chest, keeping you pinned there with casual effort that shouldn't be possible. you weren't strong, but you were always stronger than her, and her hand portrays none of the effort it should have taken, no tension in her shoulders, nothing but a smile on her lips.
“mm-mm, Cay-leb, you're going to stay right there. i have something to read to you.”
and then, with one hand holding you and the other holding the letter, she reads to you everything you laid bare to her those years ago. every last thing you wanted so badly and never thought you'd admit, let alone had admitted, and she reminds you of it all. you cover your face in your hands and cry, sobbing and thrashing trying to get away, so you don't have to hear it, and later you'll wonder why you covered your eyes and not your ears.
and then she's done. she finally stops talking and lets you cry, and unbelievably the hand on your chest becomes a hand snaking beneath your hands to rest on your face and an unbearably gentle voice whispering “let it out, it's okay. i know it all, even what you couldn't write in that letter. i can read between the lines just like i can read you.”
and you cry harder, pressing your face into her hand, your own shifting to grab onto her, one hand grabbing her wrist and the other clutching her shirt, and she lets you cry. after a long, long time, you run out of tears.
eventually, your sister whispers “i have a present for you.”
you open your eyes anew, baptized in your own tears, and look into her radiant golden eyes. predatory slits that contract in excitement. your breath hitches, and you say “no,” but she doesn't listen. the hand on your chest draws a strange symbol and there's a flash and a constricting feeling as luminous chains appear to hold you down while your sister stands and walks away.
she approaches one of the shelves within your line of sight and reaches out with a dainty hand to pluck up a strange hunk of crystal, edged with blue but bold and red in the center, at first what appears to be a geode, but as she moves with it it reveals some sort of optical illusion, showing the inside from every angle as if the edges merely faded away into nothing despite the clear delineations of the crystalline spurs and tubes that you slowly resolve into the shape of a heart.
"it took me a long time to find everything i needed to make this, love. i knew, when you wrote me, when you sent that letter to the wind carried on a wish, what would make it all better. what would soothe the way your heart aches. no trivial magic can make you the radiant creature you crave, the thing you couldn't truly name. the thing hidden between the lines of your letter. i needed something more. something unique. your own perfect existence, the ability to be as you truly are without restriction. because what form can suit you? my beautiful, beautiful…
sister…"
and you cry, “no!” but she refuses to listen to you when you beg and cry, pulling against the chains across your arms and your chest, thrashing in place to get away, she's standing at the side of the bed now, and it's like she doesn't even hear you screaming when her hand plunges into your chest, and you can't make yourself look at the source of the unbelievable pain that scorches your mind clean, nothing before, nothing after, only the moment where you're dying right up until your sister replaces your heart, and it begins to pump, and you're still you, but something else suffuses you, a greater sense of the world, of potential, and your sister coos into your ear “it's okay, just let it happen.”
and you try to fight it, except you don't really want to, you don't even know why you fight it but you do, using the new strength you've been given to wrench free of the bonds placed on you and surge forth from the bed, staggering away from the witch who took your sister, screaming “GET AWAY FROM ME!” in an unfamiliar voice.
the witch leaps into the air with hand outstretched and grabs her broom as it swoops in a circle. nimbly, she swings herself up and around to stand on it above your head, near in the rafters of what you dimly now recognize as some wooded haven turned shelter, walls made of brush made of trees, not rafters but canopy above your head. her other hand whips around, sending an arc of blood splatter across her home. she's dropped your old wasted heart on the ground, discarded it. you don't need it anymore…
“if you're going to be a brat about it… dear big sister, i've done you a favor! you don't even realize what this is yet! if you'll just calm down and let me explain…” she says, dropping to sit on her broom, elbows on knees and chin on hands, pouting in the way that always disarmed you and still does, all the terror and aggression still there, ready to snap, and she sees it plainly on your face, keeping her distance. “if you stop fighting it, and let it change you, you'll come out of this more beautiful than you ever could have imagined!! i handcrafted that geode heart for you! four years of layered spellwork, things that will never be undone by mortal hands, mine nor yours nor any witch nor wizard nor warlock, only may the gods unweave this thread i have woven for you! all for you, my sister!”
“i'm-” you cut yourself off with a choked sound, voice high and hoarse, “stop- stop calling me- stop calling me that, i'm not- not your- i'm a-”
your sister was always cruel. she laughs at your stutter for but a moment before her face turns sour and she leans down further to shout “stop fucking fighting me!! what will it take to get you to admit it and give in already?! you are, okay!?”
you stagger back, your limbs feeling strange, an odd prickling sensation starting to overtake them. you look down and find that you're going a little clear at the edges. but you're not disappearing, you're… crystallizing. “no…” you whisper, and your heart wants to go jackrabbit pace but then in a flash your sister is standing in front of you, one hand on your face and the other over your chest, “quiet…” a drawn sigil making your eyes roll back in your head at the sheer relief that her word brings you, fleeting thoughts fleeing you. “can you let it happen?”
“no…” you whisper, but cannot deny the way your heart eases when she touches you, the way your head spins and rushes, and you suppress your every desire that tells you to say yes, and you keep fighting, but your sister closes the gap and grazes her bare fingertips against the crystal edges of your heart, the gap in your chest, and she caresses your very heart, the one she crafted just for you so that you could be her sister the way you begged her in that letter, though you never had any clue it would be like this. you had no idea what it would be like, except you had so many swirling twirling ideas of dresses and skirts and makeup and vanities and not your mother but your sister teaching you how to do it all.
and then your sister begins to pull her hand away, and you move as if to keep her hand on your heart, but you're kept where you are by some force, and as her hand goes more crystal grows with it, sealing the hole in your chest but proudly displaying that which your witch has given you.
“every witch must summon a familiar. every witch but i, for i knew i did not want some cat or bird. i had only one intention, when i became a witch. my familiar was always meant to be you, my sister. if you will, you will have all that you desire and more. i promise you this, upon my word as a witch."
“nn- nn- nnnn…” you try, but you can't say it, you don't even want to, maybe only feel like you have to, but you can't, and so eventually, with a suffusion of soul and light and warmth and love and the very weave of the world itself, you sigh, “yes.”
you fall forward in rapture, your sister's hands upon you feeling like electric to clear the cobwebs away, your mind finally for once truly clear, open to the potential you always had, and Elise coos “my familiar, i love you, you will be radiant, i love you,” and doesn't stop talking the whole time as you let go, every part of you becoming hers, the crystal she made, blue at the edge with a deep core of luminous red, inside and out, replacing every bit of the ugly flesh you'd hated since you first formed coherent thought.
“your potential is limitless,” your witch says, guiding you back down to the bed in the middle of the room as the burst of energy begins to leave you and you start to collapse. “all you need to do is think, and you will change. the only limit is you! and i know you always saw more than what you painted. you always imagined more than what you played. all rote repetition for years, pleasing those who didn't care anymore. but i care, love. show me what you can be!”
“thank you…” you whisper. you feel your crystalline form begin to shift without any more prodding, flat chest rounding, unwelcome protrusion between your legs receding and forming a smooth mound with delicate crystal anatomy like a dream finally remembered. you shrink, altogether, getting smaller until you're shorter even than your sister, and as you go you continue to round out around your hips and your ass, and your sister chirps happily, “i knew you'd be beautiful!”
more swims through your mind, almost visible to you, and when your sister looks into the crystal of your head she sees faint images, the thoughts in your head, and finds herself just as lost in them as you are, all the malice and cruelty and sadism melting away as she sees you plainly, everything you wish you could be, dragons and wolves and hares and pegasi and on and on, creatures mundane and mystic alike, things neither you nor your witch had name for, things that perhaps had never been seen before and may never be seen again except in you, and you and your sister, your witch, you both begin to cry together.
your sister, for once bigger than you, and maybe that's how you like it, cradles you even as she runs her hands over your form, one smearing blood that turns to layers of crystal that become you again, and she asks you “what is your name, love?”
“C- C- C-”
“no… what's your name, sister?”
“my name is… my name is Selene…”
“you've picked a beautiful name, Selene. Selene… i'm going to touch you now, okay?”
you didn't know you wanted it until she said it. but it occurs to you in the moment that yes, your witch should be touching you. some instinct buried in your new heart says that this is part of what familiars are meant for. so you open your crystalline mouth and plead, “touch me,” and your witch trills happily, though you can hear the tremor of tears in it, “good girl, good familiar.”
and her touch stops being simple brushes and she starts to grab you, crystal soft and pliant under her hands, giving way in the way that flesh does, dimpling as she grabs you, and she tells you that “i'm the only one who can touch you like this. to anyone else, your flesh will be as crystal, unyielding and cold. but to me, you are the sister we both deserve, soft and warm and made by me. you will be unbreakable. and you will be mine.”
you cannot imagine being anything but “yours,” and you groan as her clean hand grabs one of your tits, somehow sore and sensitive from the transformation, but again perhaps only under her hands would they feel like this, and then her other hand, still bloody, strays further down to cup your brand new anatomy, the result of shameful examination of scientific texts in the library that you should not have had access to. you knew what it would look like, and you knew what you wanted it to look like. your sister cards her fingers through soft crystal folds, and though you are not wet the blood on her fingers still is, and though it begins to wear away and become part of you again for the moment it provides what you both need, and you keen as the base of her fingers bump again and again that bundle of nerves.
your witch leans in and bites at your ear; your keening changes pitch when she approaches, for a moment close to your lips, you want to intercept her and kiss her, but her intent matters more, until she pulls away from your ear and you wrestle your head into position to kiss her. for a breathless moment you expect your cruel sister to come back, but your witch cannot be that cruel to you, and she gives you what you're so desperate for you, locking lips with you and kissing you deeply. your inexperience does not matter, as something strange begins to take over you.
a sense of your witch, deep within your heart, it's okay, let me show you… she whispers without words. and visions begin to flood you, new years of intentional experience, knowledge of bond making her want to help you prepare. memories taken from unwitting victims, of how to kiss Elise. and these things flood your head, and you thank your sister for the gift she's giving you, letting the memories guide you, and Elise hums happily, deep in her chest.
then, with so little fanfare you are at first unsure if you'd missed it, she slips a finger into you. bloody lubrication finally gone, she chants a few arcane words and you feel as you fill ever so slightly with lubrication as it pours forth from her fingertips. her fingers keep moving, and you moan, your legs coming up involuntarily as your whole body begins to tense, it's everything you'd so desperately wanted it to feel like in those darkest moments when you allowed yourself to imagine how this might feel.
you begin to cry, and your sister kisses the tears away, smiling as she begins to move her fingers, pumping them in and out in time, letting your stuttered moans slowly sync up. she grinds the heel of her palm into your clit in time, too, and it becomes like a kind of music, a thought your sister picks up on, saying “this is much better music than all that drivel you regurgitated for our parents. you will write such ballads…”
you cry, “thank you, Elise!”
“why, love?”
“for- for making me- your familiar, because- because i wanted this! thank you for letting me change!”
“good girl,” she murmurs into the side of your head, pressing soft kisses to your temple even as she fucks her hand into you, but you're not surprised when she pulls out, the connection going both ways giving you an idea of what she's about to say, “i don't even need to ask if i can fuck you, do i?”
“no, please, please Elise, please i know, i already know,” and you do, you know what she did, the ways she's changed herself for you, the ways that even your witch is mutable, and you know this even before she begins to pull her robes up to reveal the cock between her legs, perfectly proportioned for you, and her black witches' robes spill over the two of you as she gets in front of you and lifts your legs until they're nearly against your chest, and without needing to look she guides herself to be aligned with you, and because your sister is not cruel she leans forward and asks you “are you ready?”
and because you know your sister you're already nodding before she even finishes asking, and as the last syllable lands on your ear she's prodding your entrance and then she's inside you, and you're filled with warmth and love and your head spins, and you begin to feel fuzzy, and all that fills your thoughts is how perfect you are for your sister, remade for her, in your own image but hers, the thing you always wanted to be that only she couldd see, and you can't imagine what your life was like before, anymore, the misery and horror of twenty-one years as a man fading away into a blurry haze that ceases to matter, because all that you are is here in your sister's hands, as she rocks back and forth slowly at first, then faster, until her pace is frantic but irregular, sensation crashing back and forth across the link you've formed together, a bond getting stronger every second just like the sensation deep in your stomach, pulses of sensation as you're filled to the brim and just beyond, and your sister stutters, once and then again, and she tenses, and you fill with an even somehow greater warmth as she spills freely inside you, and for a brief moment you are seized with the impossible notion that you won't reach the same conclusion tonight, until she keeps rocking, distant squelching of cum being forced into impossible crystalline anatomy, and she presses into you, her hand snaking past layers of cloth until she finds you and starts rubbing, fingers firm but somehow soft and gentle on your clit, and the heat builds as does the red in your chest, taking over, the glow spilling forth and amplifying, everything you wanted from her, and the connection falls deeper still, your pleasure echoing and magnifying until your sister cries out along with you and cums again, filling you even further, and you lay like that for indeterminate time, convulsing as your minds entangle, borders blur, and you are no longer certain where you end and your witch begins.
in the end, neither of you seems to care. you simply are. witch and familiar. sisters at last.
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do you have any sister/sister recommendations? possibly even somthing on the fluffier side? whenever i search for myself all i find is either angst or like 99% sex, and both are fine but like.. neither are what im looking for, sorry for the weird ask and thank u if you answer it
Happy to help!
I actually made a custom subtag for my recommendations for the lovely gentlelovingsiscon a while ago that are on the fluffier side, #sss gls rec
As for AO3:
I just read Those Nights recently and really adored it, it's so tender
Maybe It All Evens Out is short and quite sweet
Eta Carinae by the lovely @yuricestmaple is monumental, and it evens out into sweet after only a little angsty stuff at the beginning. Very fluffy overall!
Big Little Sister has some bullying in it, but it's not particularly angsty, exactly. Pretty sincere overall
Lost by my wonderful best friend @velacity is also tender and intimate 😄
when there's control I lose it is one of the all-timers, deeply sensitive and sincere, by the excellent @gentlelovingsiscon
your sister was always cruel. she teased you every day of your life. you grew up with it, the casual jabs, poking at your effeminate side. you were an artist, a soft, sensitive soul, and your family knew it, but at least your parents were willing to entertain it. your mother paid for an art studio and a music studio and a garden, your father would not take you on hunts, and your brothers stopped brawling with you. gradually, they all fell away, leaving you alone, youngest son and brother to none but one. by the time you were seventeen, nobody would talk to you.
except for your younger sister. she would visit you in your studio and mock your paintings. mock the music you tried to make. the beard you were trying to grow. you hated it, resented it, but you also, deep down, couldn't help but appreciate it. the last tender familial connection, wrapped in barbs, your fist covered in shared blood as you gripped it as tightly as you could bear.
until she left. accused of witchcraft.
“come back,” you begged her in a letter you did not know how to address, letting it loose on the wind instead.
“as you wish,” she responds in a piece of paper you find on your windowsill months later.
and then she didn't. for a long time. four years go by, four miserable terrible years where the only thing that grows in your garden is loneliness and resentment. eventually you forget everything you said in the letter. it turns to a blurry, fuzzy haze, simply an impression of a hope, a dream of the future you can't remember upon waking.
you're twenty-one years old when she does come back, a knock on your window. you scramble out of bed after it becomes clear it's not a stray pebble but bare knuckles on glass, a dull clear tonk tonk tonk.
“Elise?” you whisper, luminous golden eyes you'd seen in dreams sending fond thrills through your heart despite the way you cringe in expectation.
“let me in, idiot!” your sister hisses, her voice somehow clear through the glass. you startle again, reaching out and unlatching the door. she clambers in, dragging with her a long staff with a bush on the end which you belatedly realize is an honest-to-god broomstick.
Elise sweeps through your room, spinning and taking it all in, four years and changing, and she sneers at it all. “blessed be, could you get more droll? you've moved on from landscapes to still lifes, and from the harp to the lyre, but it's all just art and artifice, isn't it?”
you start and stutter and sputter, “you- wh- four years and that's how you return?! in through the window on a goddamned broom like a witch, insults pouring forth from your vile mouth!?”
your sister has the audacity to laugh at you, “maybe if you'd actually done any of the stuff you put in that letter i wouldn't have to be doing this…”
“doing what?” you demand.
and then her broom comes up and hits you in the temple and your world goes black.
*>~<*
“welcome back, Caleb,” Elise whispers, and you jolt upright, your heart the jackrabbit running wild. she sways backward easily to avoid you crashing into her, and then a strong, gentle hand pushes you back down into the bed.
“Elise, where-!” “farfaraway,” she interrupts. you fling your eyes about the space, trying to recognize it as the familiarity of home, of the keep where you grew up, any of the dozens of rooms you were acquainted with, but it's instead comparably shabby. walls packed with shelves packed with things you couldn't begin to glean the meaning or purpose of, jars and books and scrolls and gemstones and things you don't even have the words to describe, and all you can think is she's been a busy little witch.
you try to push upright again, but her hand doesn't leave your chest, keeping you pinned there with casual effort that shouldn't be possible. you weren't strong, but you were always stronger than her, and her hand portrays none of the effort it should have taken, no tension in her shoulders, nothing but a smile on her lips.
“mm-mm, Cay-leb, you're going to stay right there. i have something to read to you.”
and then, with one hand holding you and the other holding the letter, she reads to you everything you laid bare to her those years ago. every last thing you wanted so badly and never thought you'd admit, let alone had admitted, and she reminds you of it all. you cover your face in your hands and cry, sobbing and thrashing trying to get away, so you don't have to hear it, and later you'll wonder why you covered your eyes and not your ears.
and then she's done. she finally stops talking and lets you cry, and unbelievably the hand on your chest becomes a hand snaking beneath your hands to rest on your face and an unbearably gentle voice whispering “let it out, it's okay. i know it all, even what you couldn't write in that letter. i can read between the lines just like i can read you.”
and you cry harder, pressing your face into her hand, your own shifting to grab onto her, one hand grabbing her wrist and the other clutching her shirt, and she lets you cry. after a long, long time, you run out of tears.
eventually, your sister whispers “i have a present for you.”
you open your eyes anew, baptized in your own tears, and look into her radiant golden eyes. predatory slits that contract in excitement. your breath hitches, and you say “no,” but she doesn't listen. the hand on your chest draws a strange symbol and there's a flash and a constricting feeling as luminous chains appear to hold you down while your sister stands and walks away.
she approaches one of the shelves within your line of sight and reaches out with a dainty hand to pluck up a strange hunk of crystal, edged with blue but bold and red in the center, at first what appears to be a geode, but as she moves with it it reveals some sort of optical illusion, showing the inside from every angle as if the edges merely faded away into nothing despite the clear delineations of the crystalline spurs and tubes that you slowly resolve into the shape of a heart.
"it took me a long time to find everything i needed to make this, love. i knew, when you wrote me, when you sent that letter to the wind carried on a wish, what would make it all better. what would soothe the way your heart aches. no trivial magic can make you the radiant creature you crave, the thing you couldn't truly name. the thing hidden between the lines of your letter. i needed something more. something unique. your own perfect existence, the ability to be as you truly are without restriction. because what form can suit you? my beautiful, beautiful…
sister…"
and you cry, “no!” but she refuses to listen to you when you beg and cry, pulling against the chains across your arms and your chest, thrashing in place to get away, she's standing at the side of the bed now, and it's like she doesn't even hear you screaming when her hand plunges into your chest, and you can't make yourself look at the source of the unbelievable pain that scorches your mind clean, nothing before, nothing after, only the moment where you're dying right up until your sister replaces your heart, and it begins to pump, and you're still you, but something else suffuses you, a greater sense of the world, of potential, and your sister coos into your ear “it's okay, just let it happen.”
and you try to fight it, except you don't really want to, you don't even know why you fight it but you do, using the new strength you've been given to wrench free of the bonds placed on you and surge forth from the bed, staggering away from the witch who took your sister, screaming “GET AWAY FROM ME!” in an unfamiliar voice.
the witch leaps into the air with hand outstretched and grabs her broom as it swoops in a circle. nimbly, she swings herself up and around to stand on it above your head, near in the rafters of what you dimly now recognize as some wooded haven turned shelter, walls made of brush made of trees, not rafters but canopy above your head. her other hand whips around, sending an arc of blood splatter across her home. she's dropped your old wasted heart on the ground, discarded it. you don't need it anymore…
“if you're going to be a brat about it… dear big sister, i've done you a favor! you don't even realize what this is yet! if you'll just calm down and let me explain…” she says, dropping to sit on her broom, elbows on knees and chin on hands, pouting in the way that always disarmed you and still does, all the terror and aggression still there, ready to snap, and she sees it plainly on your face, keeping her distance. “if you stop fighting it, and let it change you, you'll come out of this more beautiful than you ever could have imagined!! i handcrafted that geode heart for you! four years of layered spellwork, things that will never be undone by mortal hands, mine nor yours nor any witch nor wizard nor warlock, only may the gods unweave this thread i have woven for you! all for you, my sister!”
“i'm-” you cut yourself off with a choked sound, voice high and hoarse, “stop- stop calling me- stop calling me that, i'm not- not your- i'm a-”
your sister was always cruel. she laughs at your stutter for but a moment before her face turns sour and she leans down further to shout “stop fucking fighting me!! what will it take to get you to admit it and give in already?! you are, okay!?”
you stagger back, your limbs feeling strange, an odd prickling sensation starting to overtake them. you look down and find that you're going a little clear at the edges. but you're not disappearing, you're… crystallizing. “no…” you whisper, and your heart wants to go jackrabbit pace but then in a flash your sister is standing in front of you, one hand on your face and the other over your chest, “quiet…” a drawn sigil making your eyes roll back in your head at the sheer relief that her word brings you, fleeting thoughts fleeing you. “can you let it happen?”
“no…” you whisper, but cannot deny the way your heart eases when she touches you, the way your head spins and rushes, and you suppress your every desire that tells you to say yes, and you keep fighting, but your sister closes the gap and grazes her bare fingertips against the crystal edges of your heart, the gap in your chest, and she caresses your very heart, the one she crafted just for you so that you could be her sister the way you begged her in that letter, though you never had any clue it would be like this. you had no idea what it would be like, except you had so many swirling twirling ideas of dresses and skirts and makeup and vanities and not your mother but your sister teaching you how to do it all.
and then your sister begins to pull her hand away, and you move as if to keep her hand on your heart, but you're kept where you are by some force, and as her hand goes more crystal grows with it, sealing the hole in your chest but proudly displaying that which your witch has given you.
“every witch must summon a familiar. every witch but i, for i knew i did not want some cat or bird. i had only one intention, when i became a witch. my familiar was always meant to be you, my sister. if you will, you will have all that you desire and more. i promise you this, upon my word as a witch."
“nn- nn- nnnn…” you try, but you can't say it, you don't even want to, maybe only feel like you have to, but you can't, and so eventually, with a suffusion of soul and light and warmth and love and the very weave of the world itself, you sigh, “yes.”
you fall forward in rapture, your sister's hands upon you feeling like electric to clear the cobwebs away, your mind finally for once truly clear, open to the potential you always had, and Elise coos “my familiar, i love you, you will be radiant, i love you,” and doesn't stop talking the whole time as you let go, every part of you becoming hers, the crystal she made, blue at the edge with a deep core of luminous red, inside and out, replacing every bit of the ugly flesh you'd hated since you first formed coherent thought.
“your potential is limitless,” your witch says, guiding you back down to the bed in the middle of the room as the burst of energy begins to leave you and you start to collapse. “all you need to do is think, and you will change. the only limit is you! and i know you always saw more than what you painted. you always imagined more than what you played. all rote repetition for years, pleasing those who didn't care anymore. but i care, love. show me what you can be!”
“thank you…” you whisper. you feel your crystalline form begin to shift without any more prodding, flat chest rounding, unwelcome protrusion between your legs receding and forming a smooth mound with delicate crystal anatomy like a dream finally remembered. you shrink, altogether, getting smaller until you're shorter even than your sister, and as you go you continue to round out around your hips and your ass, and your sister chirps happily, “i knew you'd be beautiful!”
more swims through your mind, almost visible to you, and when your sister looks into the crystal of your head she sees faint images, the thoughts in your head, and finds herself just as lost in them as you are, all the malice and cruelty and sadism melting away as she sees you plainly, everything you wish you could be, dragons and wolves and hares and pegasi and on and on, creatures mundane and mystic alike, things neither you nor your witch had name for, things that perhaps had never been seen before and may never be seen again except in you, and you and your sister, your witch, you both begin to cry together.
your sister, for once bigger than you, and maybe that's how you like it, cradles you even as she runs her hands over your form, one smearing blood that turns to layers of crystal that become you again, and she asks you “what is your name, love?”
“C- C- C-”
“no… what's your name, sister?”
“my name is… my name is Selene…”
“you've picked a beautiful name, Selene. Selene… i'm going to touch you now, okay?”
you didn't know you wanted it until she said it. but it occurs to you in the moment that yes, your witch should be touching you. some instinct buried in your new heart says that this is part of what familiars are meant for. so you open your crystalline mouth and plead, “touch me,” and your witch trills happily, though you can hear the tremor of tears in it, “good girl, good familiar.”
and her touch stops being simple brushes and she starts to grab you, crystal soft and pliant under her hands, giving way in the way that flesh does, dimpling as she grabs you, and she tells you that “i'm the only one who can touch you like this. to anyone else, your flesh will be as crystal, unyielding and cold. but to me, you are the sister we both deserve, soft and warm and made by me. you will be unbreakable. and you will be mine.”
you cannot imagine being anything but “yours,” and you groan as her clean hand grabs one of your tits, somehow sore and sensitive from the transformation, but again perhaps only under her hands would they feel like this, and then her other hand, still bloody, strays further down to cup your brand new anatomy, the result of shameful examination of scientific texts in the library that you should not have had access to. you knew what it would look like, and you knew what you wanted it to look like. your sister cards her fingers through soft crystal folds, and though you are not wet the blood on her fingers still is, and though it begins to wear away and become part of you again for the moment it provides what you both need, and you keen as the base of her fingers bump again and again that bundle of nerves.
your witch leans in and bites at your ear; your keening changes pitch when she approaches, for a moment close to your lips, you want to intercept her and kiss her, but her intent matters more, until she pulls away from your ear and you wrestle your head into position to kiss her. for a breathless moment you expect your cruel sister to come back, but your witch cannot be that cruel to you, and she gives you what you're so desperate for you, locking lips with you and kissing you deeply. your inexperience does not matter, as something strange begins to take over you.
a sense of your witch, deep within your heart, it's okay, let me show you… she whispers without words. and visions begin to flood you, new years of intentional experience, knowledge of bond making her want to help you prepare. memories taken from unwitting victims, of how to kiss Elise. and these things flood your head, and you thank your sister for the gift she's giving you, letting the memories guide you, and Elise hums happily, deep in her chest.
then, with so little fanfare you are at first unsure if you'd missed it, she slips a finger into you. bloody lubrication finally gone, she chants a few arcane words and you feel as you fill ever so slightly with lubrication as it pours forth from her fingertips. her fingers keep moving, and you moan, your legs coming up involuntarily as your whole body begins to tense, it's everything you'd so desperately wanted it to feel like in those darkest moments when you allowed yourself to imagine how this might feel.
you begin to cry, and your sister kisses the tears away, smiling as she begins to move her fingers, pumping them in and out in time, letting your stuttered moans slowly sync up. she grinds the heel of her palm into your clit in time, too, and it becomes like a kind of music, a thought your sister picks up on, saying “this is much better music than all that drivel you regurgitated for our parents. you will write such ballads…”
you cry, “thank you, Elise!”
“why, love?”
“for- for making me- your familiar, because- because i wanted this! thank you for letting me change!”
“good girl,” she murmurs into the side of your head, pressing soft kisses to your temple even as she fucks her hand into you, but you're not surprised when she pulls out, the connection going both ways giving you an idea of what she's about to say, “i don't even need to ask if i can fuck you, do i?”
“no, please, please Elise, please i know, i already know,” and you do, you know what she did, the ways she's changed herself for you, the ways that even your witch is mutable, and you know this even before she begins to pull her robes up to reveal the cock between her legs, perfectly proportioned for you, and her black witches' robes spill over the two of you as she gets in front of you and lifts your legs until they're nearly against your chest, and without needing to look she guides herself to be aligned with you, and because your sister is not cruel she leans forward and asks you “are you ready?”
and because you know your sister you're already nodding before she even finishes asking, and as the last syllable lands on your ear she's prodding your entrance and then she's inside you, and you're filled with warmth and love and your head spins, and you begin to feel fuzzy, and all that fills your thoughts is how perfect you are for your sister, remade for her, in your own image but hers, the thing you always wanted to be that only she couldd see, and you can't imagine what your life was like before, anymore, the misery and horror of twenty-one years as a man fading away into a blurry haze that ceases to matter, because all that you are is here in your sister's hands, as she rocks back and forth slowly at first, then faster, until her pace is frantic but irregular, sensation crashing back and forth across the link you've formed together, a bond getting stronger every second just like the sensation deep in your stomach, pulses of sensation as you're filled to the brim and just beyond, and your sister stutters, once and then again, and she tenses, and you fill with an even somehow greater warmth as she spills freely inside you, and for a brief moment you are seized with the impossible notion that you won't reach the same conclusion tonight, until she keeps rocking, distant squelching of cum being forced into impossible crystalline anatomy, and she presses into you, her hand snaking past layers of cloth until she finds you and starts rubbing, fingers firm but somehow soft and gentle on your clit, and the heat builds as does the red in your chest, taking over, the glow spilling forth and amplifying, everything you wanted from her, and the connection falls deeper still, your pleasure echoing and magnifying until your sister cries out along with you and cums again, filling you even further, and you lay like that for indeterminate time, convulsing as your minds entangle, borders blur, and you are no longer certain where you end and your witch begins.
in the end, neither of you seems to care. you simply are. witch and familiar. sisters at last.
i'll be back to when there's control soon but i got hard distracted by a big new project (not siscon) and now i'm working on another side project, a little fantasy siscon thing. so be on the lookout for that :)
im so glad the penny/lena story is in pittsburgh, its so fun seeing references to bits of my city... it kinda blindsided me in ch 15 tho :P
i'm not from Pittsburgh but i've visited a lot and it's such a wonderful city! when i started writing the chapter i had to contend with the fact that i want this series to be fairly grounded, and i thought placing it somewhere i knew i could write about would be good. glad you're enjoying it :3
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hmn stupid question, but, I'm curious, did you *initially* come up with the 1st/2nd/3rd person pronoun thing for all the sisters as a solution to the gay fanfiction pawblem? bc it occurs to me it's actually a rather simple yet clever solution on top of everything else
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no, sorry, what's actually going on is that i read Harrow the Ninth back in 2023 and it changed my brain chemistry for the worse and i've been trying to figure out how to recreate that ever since