#anger!

3 in the morning rant but I'm sick of living in a fucking straight world! I'm sick of every piece of media in every advertisement, every theatre centering around heterosexual courting and and pairing ritual! I'm sick of every song on the radio about heterosexual love lust or heartbreak! I'm sick of listening to straight women whine about how their boyfriends play too much video games or watch too much porn or how their girlfriends are too emotional or can't take a joke! I'm sick of the pointless categorisation of everything into male and female! I'm sick of discourse and I'm sick of something as simple as cross-dressing or transitioning being something that turns heads! And I'm sick of everything queer that does end up in mainstream culture sanitised for the heterosexual audience! I don't want to have to behave myself and keep it pg at pride so that the straights deem us family friendly enough to endorse! And I'm sick of who I am being made out to be some twisted perversion of human! I'm sick of monogamy culture and marriage and the house with the fucking kids and dog! Just for once I want to live in a world where I'm not a freak or unnatural and I can be open about who I am and the experience of life I'm having and just talk about how my day was without having to censor how queer it was so my fucking straight colleagues and friends don't need it explained or need to be spared from the explicit and disgusting nature of my fucking life! I'm sick of the heterosexual life being shoved down my fucking throat since before I could even understand what the blue and pink characters on my children's cartoon was indoctrinating me into!

can’t believe people are just forced to walk around and exist normally while bleeding once and month as if it’s cool and casual as if we don’t want to die and kill. we should be compensated for the absolute performance we have to put on while pmsing lol

The crazy escherscape of gender, sexuality, privilege, and dating habits going on in my current social circle are 🙃 because my partner’s ex and current good friend (also a neighbor and business partner!!!!!!!) who has made passes at both ME AND MY PARTNER without EITHER of our permission since I started dating my partner has been bein’ a little sexist shit at me for months, but he’s also terrible to his WIFE, but ALSO fuck queer men/mascs who don’t work on their misogyny or sense of boundaries, WHY have I come into contact with SO many people who assume they have permission to comment on/attempt to enter my sexual/romantic life, I REALLY don’t want to suspect the sexism as retaliation for my “hey, please stop hitting on us!!!!!!! it makes me really uncomfortable!!!!!!!!!!” but come to think of it I don’t think the two problems ever overlapped so 🙃