#andi stuff

"Darling no, " my voice lowered. Swallowing hard as my gaze keeps shifting back to your throat.

Your hands let go of mine, rubbing up my arms only to come to rest on my thighs. "No, I know. We can't. We agreed." I can hear that reluctance. I can see that vein in your throat pulsing too quickly. "We shouldn't," your eyes shift away as you say that.

"and you still brought it up." From my position on your lap, saddling you, half undressed from making out in the car moments before, I can feel how badly this is effecting you. "you're tempting me. This. Us." I can't help pressing my weight down. I'm as much of a mess as you are.

We both know better. Of course we do. We agreed to not verbalize it. Only roleplay online. Only text. Since the last time we did vocalize it, it got a bit out of hand, and you almost died. So we agreed.

"but," your reluctance persists. Eager to justify it. You pause, my eyes never leaving yours. "I have an idea."

My eyebrow quirks up. Enough to indicate my curiousity and doubt. That and I couldn't trust my voice.

I feel your hands dig into my thighs momentarily. "I'll control it. If I move, you tighten your grip. If I stop, you let go." As if to emphasize your point I feel you press your cock up against me further.

It's too enticing. It's probably a bad idea. Yet it's all I can think about. Your eyes plead me, though they shouldn't. I trail my hand over your chest, to caress the pulse I've been watching in your neck. "are you sure?"

You hesitate. Inevitably. But the lust. Our want. I can feel it radiating off us. You nod, "I want to, despite everything. Yes..."

There's that hiss and my eyes flutter.

"if you're sure, " I should refrain for the both of us. I should. Yet my hands gently wrap around your throat. It's only a few seconds before you've tugged away the last barriers of clothing between us.

I grind and with a little maneuvering I take every last inch of you. "god, I'm going to kill you." a threat, a playful moan, a temptation. I don't know which. Only that I'm trembling and feel on edge. Anticipation and fear.

Then you thrust. Up. Hard. Stars bursting into my body just as I immediately tighten my hands around your throat. There's a pause. You're testing me. You fucker. I release the pressure. Only for you to fuck up into me again.

I squeeze. This time I keep holding. Being filled up over and over. Fucked, spread and pumped into steadily. The pace is intentionally slow, and my grip intentionally moderate.

A pause. You breathe. We continue. Repeat. Repeat. Less and less pauses. Harder and harder thrusts. Desperation flaring. I can smell your scent, your sweat. Feel your hold on my hips. The scraping of your cock inside me. Egging us on.

"agh your face. It's so red." the veins are popping out a bit you strain for labored breathes. Pausing only for a me to give you a breath, my hands aching.

"i can't stop. I want this. Your hands," you thrust hard, pausing, "around my neck," again.

Im loosing it. It's like every nerve in my body wants to burn you with me. I choke you out as you start a relentless pass. You're struggling. Hard to keep the pace as you lack the oxygen. I lean in, tightly pressing the sides of your throat, up into your lower jaw. "you'll die. You'll die to fuck me to your own death, murdering you, agh, unless you stop." There's fear in my words, as much as the ecstasy we both can't escape from. I see it in you too. The pauses are getting less. Yiu movements becoming erratic.

I don't want you to stop.

It looks like you're loosing it too.

Your lips and mine meet as I imagine it being your last kiss alive. Your hips sputter. I catch your attempt to suck in breath again, taking mine instead.

You're getting weaker. I can feel it. But you're still fucking me. Pumping into me. Not stopping.

I feel a rush of pleasure.

You're dying by my hands.

So similar in imagination that I feel you throb.

"Darling... Yes.."

Oh fuck. Throb. Throb. You weaze. Staining. Your body panicking unabated by your will.

You're making me cum.

I feel your cock pulse intensely, I can't help but moan.

Your body jerks and twitches, and I strangle the life out of you. You're cumming.

You're dying.

Oh darling. You couldnt help yourself. And neither could I.

After fingering her, your finger far bigger than any cock she's ever had, and licking up her cum, pushing the wriggling muscle inside her too until she's too out of it from pleasure she can't think straight.

Then using it's little body to wrap around your cock as your precum makes it easy for her skin to rub over your length. Her worn out tired body trying to hold on with all her might.

Seeing how flustered she gets at how big you are, your cock probably bigger than she is.

Building up the pleasure from using her body like this. The spikes of lust making your balls draw up. Finally positioning her tiny little fairy slit on the head of your cock. Easily holding her there with just your one hand. Her wings fluttering behind her in tired confusion and arousal.

Throbbing. Feeling your cum surge up, shooting it right into her little pussy. It's far too much for her body to handle though, the heat making her squirm and groan in your hand, getting pumped way too full. The rest of your sticky shots coating her body. Messing all over her stomach, her thighs, her face. She tried to shield her face but it was too much, dripping into her mouth as she gasped. Needing to wipe it away so she can breathe. Her fairy wings moving continously so the cum doesn't stick to them.

I don't want you to,

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Yeah, I've read whole lot about it. It shouldn't be too bad. You know? It's just like, a little cut. Like how you cut your finger sometimes when you chop fruit or vegetables?

No, no, don't come with that, I've seen how strong you are. You remember how you still walked when you fell last week? Yes I know youre tough. That's why I'm asking you! You're the only one who I can bring this to.

Sure, it will just be a little bit. Just a bit. Great! Ok! Just lay there. You don't mind if I saddle you right? It's just so I can be more careful. You don't need to be nervous. It'll be fine! You know me!

Oh! Sorry sorry, yea this knife is a little intimidating. Sorry, I should've mentioned it before but you already agreed right? Just a bit? I won't do more. Really, it doesn't matter about how big this is.

There we go, deep breaths. There - Ah see! You're taking it so well, not some bad right? You aren't even bleeding really. Not really. It barely stung too! Told you I'd be careful! You think I can do a tiny bit more. This was nothing right? I barely got to experience anything. Promise, promise, yea just a bit more.

Oooh, oh wow, that's good. Look, can you see it? Sorry, I know this hurts more but youre still fine. Look at that, did you even think you'd be able to take this much? No, no, it's fine, I'm just seeing if it's in the right place. It's hard to tell with all the blood. Your body sure can compensate! You'll be fine! Remember I read all about doing this, that's why I needed you. To experience it. No good just reading about it.

Hmm? Take it out? But that will hurt way worse, I don't think I should. This isn't even that bad. I think you can more right? You're already this far, a little more won't kill you. Yea it won't -

No, stop don't struggle. You're making this harder! You're going to hurt yourself! Stop it!!

Fuck, could you just breathe?! Agh it's just a little more. Just a bit more. Yea I'm not letting you up. If I don't fucking hold you down now you'll get hurt. Yea, oh fuck- look at it plunge into you! Watch watch! Fuck you're taking it all! Oh damn I didn't think you could!

Don't move obviously! Then it won't hurt.

There there, it's already in. I got it in, mmm, so much blood. Don't worry. We have to leave it there, or else you'll be in a way worse situation.

Mmm yea stay still, don't move. Don't pull it out. You don't want to bleed out do you? Yea yea, I'll call someone in a moment. Just a moment, just -

What? You're already like this? Let me just have this. Fuck, I didn't think it would get me this hard. I have to just pump it a bit. Don't move, or you'll make it worse, yea I'll be done quickly... Don't panic. You'll be ok if I call someone soon. I fuck, agh, fuck sorry you're just so hot like this. No I didn't know I'd get like this, really, but fuck shut up let me just cum to this, you have enough time, that fucking knife sticking out of you, you have no idea, oh fuck I'm - agh - yea, oh fuck oh fuck, I'm going to cum fuck! Fuck! -

Mmm, I don't think I've ever cum so hard, it's messed in.

Jesus fuck.

Realism tell me that love is full of sharp edges

I'll be around.

Your god may not lead you into temptation, but you are only human.