#and like..

the every breath i take is a self confession. my roleplay character of that one shitty fandom who's friends with everyone but would abandon all of them at any moment for a select few, addict of some sort, a dramatic two-faced liar who acts all high and mighty but barely even knows who he is? his brother who's a jerk to everyone, wallows in his self misery, harms himself to get the attention of everyone else, has emotional outbursts three times a day? also me. the way both of them wallow in their stupid misery because it makes them feel more validated than doing all the right things and still feeling like shit? the way every character i own has "shitty and toxic" as part of their personality and is "proud" of it to not have to face the truth crashing down on them that they're actually fucking unbearable to be around? that's all me and yet you see all those and act surprised when i drop you for my best friend? face it penny, if you never expected me to "pull a kaz" and choose my shitty toxic best friend over you, my shitty toxic friend, you're fucking stupid. ive always been like this, ive TOLD YOU the entire personality description was just me. even without telling you you knew, you told me, yet you're the one giving me long-winded surprised speeches on the topic? honey, I'm only really loyal to four people and you were barely ever part of that.

what sans would i even like? like.. i know obvious answers. but also. i wanna get niche. if i had to choose i wanna find that exact sans/silly

they should invent a me that doesn’t get migraines

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