9/18/2020 : Again same progress update. Not much weight wise, same as last year literally no change. What else is new. Praying for these mass gainers to start kicking in more. 😎Normally that would have made me more depressed...but I have a new optimistic outlook on life and my positive imagery has been guiding me through.👑 Evey morning after I meditate I choose to relax with what is in front of me. I try to balance myself by keeping this inner refuge of calm when I feel it shifting. 💛By staying mindfully of my actions and lifestyle I have developed a more deeply relaxed presence leading me through to success. Basically this won't discourage and stress me no way! I'm on the right path, MY PATH, and it will all unfold the way it is meant to. : ; ; , * ^ ! - ` ¡ ~ ' ^ #progress #recovery #personal #edrecovery #anorexiarecovery #igirl #bodypositive #tw #anorexiarecovery #mentalhealth #weightgain #gains #fashion #cute #mantra #edcommunity #mindfulness #recoverywin #edfam #recoveryispossible #anawarrior #ootd #meditation #kawaii #girly #selflove #y2k #2000s #y2kfashion #foodjournal #fooddiary (at Enlightenment) https://www.instagram.com/p/CFSYRGCJRPG/?igshid=83zmbytvcmqv