#allow me

You shivered at the cool tile under your feet once you got out of the shower. The bathroom was foggy with soothing steam as you dried off. 

Today was long and you were feeling a little tense after the odd interaction with Vader earlier. Thankfully you were able to push that thought to the back of your mind once you felt the warm water cascade down your tired body. 

Once you were finished drying off, you walked to your room and dawned one of the silk nightgowns Vader has (secretly) gifted you. It was sage green with soft lace along the bottom hem and low halter neckline. 

You sat down on your bed and brushed your hair as you hummed a soft melody that was stuck in your head. 

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Vader’s new found determination and willpower coursed through his veins as he signaled for his bath to be drained.

The cooling liquid slowly drained as he hung over the platform, waiting for his legs to be lifted to his ports. 

He hadn’t felt so self assured since his last days as Anakin…

So he took in every moment he could- he felt powerful… worthy. 

Once his limbs were all attached, he flexed his hands and arms to check everything was in place. His bionic appendages attached to his body seamlessly- nothing felt excruciating today. 

His body felt different, for the first time in a long time it felt like it was his once more.

Like he was in control. 

He was dizzy with adrenaline- he wanted to take his X wing and go find Palpatine at that very moment. But he couldn’t, he needed to think about this, he needed a plan. 

Was this all eventually going to happen? Would he have found himself again eventually? Or were you the catalyst?

You.

You with your wit and bright eyes. You with your tender touch and lovely soul. 

His muse. 

You were his reason to live. 

Soon his determination was diverged from its original path of destruction- now, what he needed was something he could have. 

Something within reach.

He tensed and looked down to see his usually dormant member proudly erect and throbbing with desire. 

His yellow eyes widened- he wasn’t even sure it could get that hard anymore. He worried if he touched it, he would come undone on the spot- but he couldn’t help himself. 

Reluctantly he wrapped his cool digits around the pale and scarred shaft- he sucked in a sharp breath from the cold sensation before giving himself two long pumps. 

He groaned and his metal knees shivered. It felt good- so good, but not enough.

He needed warmth…

He needed you. 

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You yawned as you finished reading over your schedule for tomorrow getting ready for bed. 

As you were about to pull back your sheets, you felt a compelling force exerting pressure on your chest- a shiver ran down your spine as you felt overwhelmed with a new (but good) sensation. 

Suddenly you heard the oh so familiar sound by your door… that breathing.

Vader was here. 

Before you knew it, you had moved towards the door and opened it in anticipation. 

In front of you stood Darth Vader, but not in his normally composed state- instead, he seemed a bit disheveled; his armor was askew, his breathing was ragged, and his cloak wasn’t quite fastened correctly. 

Your first instinct was to ask what was wrong, but before you could, Vader stepped into your room and slid the door shut with a simple movement of his fingers. 

“V, I didn’t expect to see you tonight” you said in surprise as he stood in the entry to your room. 

Without words he advanced towards you and the sensation in your chest grew.

Was it his doing? Or simply a side effect of his domineering aura. 

“I…” he began, his mechanical voice sounding as if it had dropped an octave (if that was even possible). 

“Have been thinking about you” he finished as he gently brushed your exposed shoulder with one of his gloved hands. 

You closed your eyes and whimpered at the cool sensation of the leather before opening them again to see your lover’s masked face peering down at you from his lofty height. 

“H-have you?” you squeaked out as he ran his hand up your shoulder, over your collarbone, and finally resting on the side of your neck. 

The sensation…the pressure was becoming all too much- you felt your desire pooling underneath your nightgown.

You knew he was a bold man, but when it came to you, he usually seemed to like for you to set the pace during these sort of endeavors.

Not that you minded, this. 

It made everything all the more exciting as your anticipation for his next moves grew (much like the bulge under his codpiece). 

You leaned into his touch and he ghosted his thumb over your plump lips before gently positioning his gloved hand around your neck as if he were going to choke you. 

Instinctively you grasped his forearm, the strong metal under the glove, fixed under your touch. 

“Vader” you breathed out before running your hands down his torso. 

He choked back a moan from the sensation of your fingernails running down his chest. Without another word he lifted you onto your bed and positioned himself between your legs. 

His strong hands traversed your body as he gripped onto your soft flesh; he desperately wished he could feel your skin, your warmth. 

“Vader, what’s gotten into you?” you asked, trying not to sound like you weren’t practically on the verge of ripping his codpiece off. 

He continued kneading your breasts through the thin fabric as he lowered his helmet to your ear, “I need to feel you- we’ve waited long enough…” he whispered. 

You put your hands delicately on the sides of his mask to bring him up to your face. Vader felt his heart racing as he looked into your big beautiful eyes, your lashes batting as you waited for his next words. 

“I need you,” he admitted breathlessly. 

Without a second thought you looked behind the large man and flipped on the switch that pressurized your room. 

“Then have me” you responded.

Vader groaned behind his mask before shoving up the bottom of your gown so that your red lacy panties were on full display for him. His cock throbbed at the sight- the color was the same color as his lightsaber, he had them custom made for you and set them in your drawer a while back. 

He didn’t know if you ever actually wore them, but now he made a mental note to get more designed. 

“Let me see you” 

Your voice brought him back to you and without any hesitation he obliged, allowing you to take off his helmet. He was about to lean himself back over you but you pressed a hand against his chest. 

“What’s the matter?” he asked, his unmodulated voice a bit raspy. 

“All of you” you said, unclasping this cape and removing his armor. 

Again, he allowed you to remove whatever you wanted until he was down to just his robes. 

He softly laid you back down onto your bed with labored breaths as you guided him on top of you. His exposed silver digits made you gasp as they sunk into your sides. Vader softly planted his scarred lips on your stomach before slowly making his way towards your neck. 

The juxtaposition of his cool touch and warm mouth made you dizzy. His kisses to your neck became deeper and you began to think that they might leave marks. 

You clawed at the robes on his back as he nibbled at your earlobe. 

“You are mine” he declared in his true voice. 

“I am” you confirmed before pulling him in for a kiss. 

Your tongue explored his mouth as his hands explored your body more. 

Vader felt like he could burst at any second, but he needed to keep himself under wraps a bit longer. 

It had been quite a long time since the sith had done anything this explicit. It wasn’t that he forgot how to, it was more so he wasn’t quite sure if what he would normally have done would still feel good. 

Despite the doubt, he opted to test it out. 

Cautiously, he pushed himself back up and slowly drew his fingers down between your legs. His intense eyes never left yours as he pulled your panties off and experimentally swiped a finger over your clit. Your face scrunched at the sudden feeling before he inserted a digit into your warmth. 

You gasped and he added another.

His fingers reached further, making you cling on to his shoulders with a gasp. 

He felt a spurt of precum shoot out of his dick at your reaction. 

“Oh dont stop” you moaned as he began to touch your breasts with his free hand. 

In your ecstasy driven state, you quickly attempted to pull his robes off (not quite understanding how they were tied). After a few attempts, Vader understood what you wanted- it was then, and only then- that he paused. 

He withdrew his digits garnering a whine from you before he stood to his full height with a furrowed brow. He hadn’t shown all of himself to you yet, you had seen his body and the damages he had withstood, but you had never seen his whole body.

He had never shown himself willingly to anyone since his accident. 

Insecurities began slipping back into his mind- what if you were appalled, what if you didn’t want him like that anymore-

Vader was drawn back to you once more as your hands found his hips. He looked down to see you on your knees, staring up at him through thick lashes. 

Maker. 

What he wouldn’t do for you. 

“It’s ok V” 

Your assurance comforted him enough to begin removing his robes. As each layer came off, the more you wanted him.  

The texture of his damaged skin may have deterred others, but you saw him as a masterpiece. Every burn, every scar, every ridge told his story. 

Soon he was down to only his underwear, making it hard for you not to shamelessly stare at his member straining against the thin fabric.

You busied yourself by running your hands along his taught muscles- all that time lugging around that monstrous suit definitely strengthened the body he had left. 

His muscles bulged as he crawled back on top of you slowly pressing his clothed erection between your legs with a groan. He dragged his length up your pussy and bathed in the sensation of your wetness dampening his underwear.

It wasn’t often he could actually feel something. 

Especially something so magnificent. 

He moaned softly into your ear as you locked your legs around his waist, rutting his cock against your sensitive bud. His eyes were shut in bliss as you rocked him back and forth against your core. 

That was until he felt your hand slip under his waistband. 

With a choked cry Vader’s yellow eyes shot open as you gave him a few slow pumps. 

“shit“ he cursed as his arms wavered. 

“That’s it, let me please you” your voice rang in his ear. 

No longer were insecurities surrounding his mind- you were taking charge.

You wanted him. 

You guided him onto the bed and began to pull his briefs down his legs until you successfully discarded them onto the floor with all of his other garments. 

Now. 

Here he was. The mighty Darth Vader. In all of his glory- his pale member standing proudly. 

Just for you. 

The sight alone was enough to get you there. 

You raked your nails gently down his stomach, over his ports, and finally rested at the base of his dick. 

He was heavy and quite stiff. You took a moment to look him over; he was big (of course he was), there were veins running up the sides with a rather prominent one running from the left side to the tip. As for the head, it was puffy and angrily red (yearning for release no doubt).

Just like the rest of his body, his member was littered with old burn scars. 

Vader was about to apologize for the sight, but before he had the chance, you had him half way down your throat. 

The sith shuddered beneath you as his hips unintentionally bucked up at the sensation. You groaned as you tried to take more of him; the vibrations of your noises made him see stars. It was when you reached a sneaky hand around to cup his heavy balls that he knew he was done for. 

He let out the most pornographic moan you had ever heard before pulling you off of him and switching positions so that you were under him once more. 

You wiped your mouth before he plunged his lips against yours and gripped his length with his right hand. Breathlessly he rested his forehead against yours as you cupped his face with your hands. 

“Are you alright Vader?” you asked as you noticed he was wheezing a bit. 

He nodded before shutting his eyes for a moment. Quickly, Vader called upon the force to assist him in temporarily regulating his breathing so that he could finish- he was almost there. 

“I want to be inside of you” he managed through ragged breaths. 

You nodded vigorously before wrapping your arms around his neck, bracing yourself for his length. 

In one swift motion he pushed himself into your aching cunt with an exasperated sigh.

Holy shit, you were tight. Your gummy walls sucked him right in and he swore that you were made for him. 

“Oh Maker, y/n. Your pussy is going to make me cum” Vader grunted as he slammed his hips into yours. 

Never had you heard him talk so vulgarly…

Pussy? You expected him to say anything but that. For some deranged reason, his words only turned you on more. Soon you were meeting his thrusts with your own as he hit all the right spots. 

“Say it louder” you demanded, pulling him impossibly closer. 

“Maker, your pussy was made of me- I'm gonna- I’m cumming! I’m-” he babbled as he feverishly slammed his aching cock into you before releasing a primal cry. 

Soon his warm seed flooded your insides as you felt your own climax wash over you like a tsunami. Your legs shook around his waist as your walls clamped down on him, begging for every last drop. 

Vader’s hips stuttered as his bionic legs began to tremble before he collapsed on top of you with a sigh. You gasped as his length was pushed back deep inside of you, before soothingly running your hands up and down his broad back, helping him come down from his high. 

Once the debilitating sensation passed, you coaxed him off of you and helped him lie down on the bed beside you. He whined as you pulled yourself off of his spent dick- it twitched and pulsed as the cool bedroom air hit it after being in your warmth for so long. 

You handed Vader one of the extra oxygen tubes you kept in your room for him before he reached for his cape to clean you off with. 

“You are so beautiful” he whispered, looking at you with his magnificent blue eyes. 

You sleepily smiled and caressed his cheek, “and so are you, my love”.

Vader felt his heart swell and his expression soften as he found his place next to you; blue eyes mapping your features as if he would never see you again. 

This is all he ever wanted. 

And he would protect you with his life. 

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a/n: okiiii soooo yea, idk- bro wasn’t gonna last long 😔- hope it was good! thx for reading :)