#agh...

i think part of my writing problem recently is that i've "leveled up" in writing and now all my old writing seems like shit and it doesn't match the new stuff?

Irl social media once again made me so extra anxious and scared and they all got their life together and comfortable in what they are doing and be Normal and in relationships and married and I wonder "oh don't I Need to be like That too?" "Maybe I should join in maybe I won't be forgotten" And rethink abt life decisions and GOD I DO NOT WANT TO DATE and almost throw up and then I log in to my dumpster tumblr and twitter and sees Yugi and then my life is Okay again. Maybe.

I am starting to ✨fail at keeping away from the news cycle✨ which is not great—the state of things and the growing feeling that it will get much, much worse is not the best for my personal outlook on the world—but the worst thing about the news cycle is that it is very, very good at making you think that nonetheless, you must stay abreast, you must load yourself with as much information and as many opinions as you can read, as it's the "better" option (to being "ignorant"). it's horrible how it gets you in that mindset even when you actively know that consuming the information is harmful. it's ridiculous.

literally was snuggled up in bed last night and the only thing I was thinking was "omg I get coffee tomorrow yay I love coffee ^-^ I should sleep now so I can have coffee sooner" literally literally literally caffeine addiction

Sorry I've been so offline lately, I've been mentally and physically preparing for my partner's upcoming surgery! I'll be fairly online after he has it though since I'll be home helping him recover!

stick of truth style is truly my greatest weakness... there has never ever been a better concept than benevolent king and adoring knight, and matt and trey took that and then PUT IT ONTO STYLE and solidified stan as a pure of heart knight who would do anything for his king/best friend he adores... there has never been a better au

my friend is talking about marrying her bf and i'm trying to be supportive but i really just want to be like this guy is ugly and a decade older than you and you started dating him when you were 19. do not marry the guy you met at 19