*deep sigh*

Alright, this is a bad idea, and to be honest, I’m not entirely sure why I made this blog. I guess maybe I just feel like I need to talk about what really went on back then, and more importantly, encourage others not to do the same stuff I did.

In case you didn’t read my blog description - hi, I’m Mari (though, that’s not a name I go by and haven’t for years, but solely for this blog it stays.) and I used to run a tumblr under the username “agender-offender.” I was deeply into identity politics, especially “truscum” ideology, and I believed that I was “supposed” to be sexless - while being a dick to basically everyone in the process of doing that. I basically believed I was the one true “nonbinary” person and everyone else was a faker, or something. I don’t honestly remember much, because I don’t think I ever really believed it.

Unsurprisingly I got a lot of backlash, including actual stalking, attempted doxxing, and threats. After that, I dropped everything and never planned to return in any way people would connect me to that blog. I’ve decided to come back now out of a combination of depression, confusion, and certain people from that time spontaneously contacting me for reasons I don’t understand.

I still have some people stalking me after all this time, somehow, still under the assumption that I’m the same as my dumb 16 year old self. So in a way, I hope being open here helps them go away, as well as provide explanations (but not excuses) for why I was the way I was, and also to emphasis the dangers of these ideologies and why they’re actually a really big issue.

I have no idea how to condense the things I want to say in an orderly fashion, and honestly, I’m too dumb to figure out how, so this blog will probably be a place for dumping my thoughts whenever I feel like it. But asks are also open, should you

I know most people probably don’t give a shit, and that’s totally cool, but I know there are a few that do want to know stuff (as I found out recently when some contacted me) so this blog is here for asks and whatever. Even the aforementioned stalkers can come say hi if they want, but I will ask that you let me be outside of this blog.