#actullytraumatized

Watch out for the new show Lilly and Astrid save the world I got supper triggered last night and it was worse than any horror movie I have ever seen… it includes psychopathic “monster” by monster these are not monsters…. The show included ( I only got half way though) torture methods,restraints, bullying, weight comment, high school, kidnapping, comments about worthlessness and not being liked, alcohol, sexual comment, gore,abuse,scary stuff… idk what else there was I couldn’t tell u how long my flashback lasted last night.

is anyone else sick of people being called psychotic even though it’s mostly politics and it’s them being EVIL. The first time i heard anti psychotics i was like that’s so mean! they need to change the name!  Then i realized that being evil didn't mean psychotic. I also didn't know i was psychotic because it was seen as crazy. now I’m in my kitchen wearing a bullet proof vest looking for a residential stay. My therapist can’t help me at this point. Please stop calling people psychotic if they are violent. i have never hurt anyone before besides myself. what psychotic people deal with is hell. have you ever been just sitting in your room and hearing all these sexual comments come at you so hard. or been in a psych ward and refuse to eat, drink, take meds cuz your where so paranoid something was going to happen to you. these are only some of the examples.  I'm sorry if you have! I HEAR YOU.  

Religious trauma is a thing .. and it messes with you so hard ...

I know they say u can’t remember until the age of 5 but trauma ruins u