Sep 14, 2025
Idk why I’m weird but it could be because I have weird guy disorder
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Idk why I’m weird but it could be because I have weird guy disorder
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A thing about schizospec people is disorganized thoughts and speech. For example I can’t normally think straight, it’s hard to describe but it’s like my mind is underwater and you know you can’t see straight underwater and everything is blurred? My mind gets like that. My speech dosent coordinate with what I’m thinking either and I stutter, my words get mixed together, sentences only get partially said, it’s a mess. Now I’m not saying that every schizospec persons thinking and speech are like that because each one of us have a different experience. It’s hard for us so please be patient when we get like this. It is frustrating and we are trying our best.
I'm a bad friend, but I don't know how to be different.
I'm not constant in anybody's life, just a side character, I love them, I love everyone but there's just this wall separating me from this world. 70% of the fun I have in life is inside my head, imagining things, creating funny situations... I exist to think, that's all I do.
I'm uncapable of being fully present or connecting too deeply with anyone.
Is this part of the social disability thing?
hallucination trauma IS trauma
Where’s your head at?
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what do you mean i'm schizophrenic? what happened to it just being my funky fresh flow yo? don't un-jigg my jiggly wiggly vibe mr psychiatrist.
Is it just me or when you get sick Hallucinations and Auditory Hallucinations just get worse? Because for me the more drained and tired I am, the worse my schizophrenia gets. I also get a lot of brain fog that makes me dissociate much more frequently. I hate being sick.