#actually psycho

For those of you who experience social withdrawal, when you try to socialize past your limits, do you start to get psychotic? For me, whenever I start to lose energy for/interest in socializing, I start to hear paranoid voices. (Reblog to respond so other people see this)

I need psychotic friends ;_; All the people close to me I talk to about it seem weirded out/awkward/scared about it. I guess they just..don’t know how to react. P.S: if you wanna message me and my age matters, I’m 17, turning 18 in May 2019.

Does anyone know if one can to some degree control the repetetive movements caused by catatonia? I can stop them for a few seconds, but then I feel a pit in my gut and this weird feeling in the parts of my body that want to move and it eventually gives and i cant stop again. I try to engage in another activity when i can (sometimes all i can physically do is pace around doing the movements, either mute or repeating meaningless phrases, but lately I've been havig partial episodes where I can speak), but i can only do that activity for a short period of time before the movements act up again. With my full blown episodes, when I have speech issues, even though i cant speak, I'll copy the speech I hear in my head. I have short staring episodes until something (a sound, someone calling my name) breaks me out of it. I'm agitated and panicked too...