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We're popping the biggest bottles when Woody Allen gets ripped apart by a pack of wild dogs

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the hubris of planning something you could never finish. . jackson pollock painting writing with no audience in mind . a theoretical outcome in your head something perfectly planned a collesium in your mind . reading writing with no audience theological, thomas aquinas . Hume, Kant, Niche big names controversial prononciations . writing with no clear target writing like sprinting . writing like it's their job because they're life depended on it. . can't become a blacksmith now. . Outlining your thoughts to build a real story. . . Building something actually impressive. . not to impress others but to leave an impression . something people might actually read. . something not like this . "at least have characters in it" said john. . "at least have a dialogue" said mitch. . at least spell shit right and format it In some recognizable way. Make it look nice. quoth the raven . I haven't even shared my feelings yet, feeling my therapist not seeing any progress. . everything feels cold I guess. I feel like a useless meat sack. . I feel like I could lose 20 pounds . I feel like eating taco bell and candy right now. . how is it that I quit drinking and smoking and i'm still unhealthy. . I was healthier when I was unhealthy. . I feel like i'm pushing the pendulum in the wrong direction. . It's swaying toward me. a grandfather clock pendulum keeping track of time. back and forth predictable motion. not wanting it to go the backwards way of me having cravings and depression. . how do I fight this and just let these negative feelings hit me. how does writing about feelings and giving them a name help me. like naming my demons. This cute guy is called lucifer. every two days I want candy and taco bell. once the pedulum is done swinging, i'll workout and lose 20 pounds in 5 days, but . then the pendulum, my grandfather clock having this maximum sway. Lucifer swinging back again. My lineman mental fortitude not ready for this backwards motion of lucifer now. . dont go this way pendulum. If I have cravings then I lose. . "I dont have cravings, I dont even know what you're talking about. " Ineffective ways of hiding from lucifer might as well give myself a soft landing , but, not wanting to wake up with guilt. . not knowing how i'll wake up anyway, maybe it won't have mattered. my future self will thank me, but i've never met them yet . . Idk if I ever do, i'm always stuck in the present as far as I know. . maybe people are ascending and having these relationships with future versions of themselves, but I digress. . I guess structure and discipline aren't really my thing yet. . tiny staircases with tiny steps going nowhere
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Are you confusing manifestation with actualization?
Hello My Friends!
Dr. Sarah here, and welcome to video 154.
So did you know there is a difference between manifesting something and actualizing something?
We tend to use those words interchangeably, but they are very different.
Manifestation is more of the “how” it comes in, not that it comes in.
Whereas actualization is the “that” that comes in. When we actualize something, we’re bringing it…
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