#acting insecurity

I used to be scared to tell you;

To tell you I want music,

That I want acting,

That I’m insecure when you eat without me.

I’m still scared to tell you

But everything that builds up, I spill it out to you

A little, then a lot

And every time you just take it into you

No anger, no rejection

You meet me with an easy acceptance

I know I’m still poking and prodding at your insides

I know I’m content with what you’ve given me now

I used to want to have no walls up

But I’ve found a new tentative peace

Cause’ I have accepted that you haven’t gotten all of me

And with that I can keep letting you in

Beacause you will take it with easy acceptance