#abi

Bunca zaman uğraştıktan sonra görüyor ki yürümesini istediği kişi o yola ait bir taş olmayı kabullenmiş..

Konuşuyor taşla, anlatıyor, soruyor, cevap bekliyor. Çözümün kendisi olmasa da bir umut arayışı çabasında olsun istiyor.

Cevap vermiyor taş. Görmüyor, duymuyor, bilmiyor.

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43 yaşında gencecik bir insan, canımdan kanımdan... Neden yapıyor bunu kendine, bize?

Bilmiyorum.. Anlam veremiyorum. Söküp atamıyorum, atmak istemiyorum da.. Soruyor, soruyor, soruyorum yalnız.

Neden?

ohh what a wonderful question, thank you for asking!!

To me, I think something that's both so fun and surprising about bunnies is how different they are from each other. I've had four bunnies now, and they all have such different personalities and behaviours. It's so wonderful getting to know each one. Bunnies are very much creatures of habit and get used to certain schedules, favourite places to sit, and foods, but each bunny is different in those respects.

For example, my new bunny Gloin has this favourite spot right beside the litter box that he really likes to lie down, and that's where he chooses to spend most of his rest time. He loves to flop on his side and roll almost onto his back--none of the other bunnies flopped like that. And he actually purrs sometimes as he runs around, and none of the others did that, either. It's so fun seeing these new things that I've never seen before from any of the others!

I also really love how they all have/had favourite toys and things to do. Elsa loved to dig into blankets and mess up the cage, Nori loved chewing cardboard and toilet paper rolls dhkjkhjfd Marshy was so cuddly and wanted lots of attention. I'm still learning more about Gloin! but so far, I know that his favourite food is romaine lettuce. Marshy liked parsley the best, and Nori and Elsa both loved kale (and would have "kale fights" where they would both eat the same piece and then tug on it till one of them got the rest of the piece dfhjkfd)

Another thing that definitely can be surprising (and isn't too fun but can be very funny) is learning what kind of mischief rabbits get into and learning to think from their point of view. my first bunny Nori bit right through my 3DS charger when I was sitting beside him playing dfhjkdfd I quickly learned to keep all cords out of reach, because he Would try to bite them. "Bunnyproofing" the kitchen (where their cage is/where they play during playtime) was tricky but sort of fun at the same time as you learn to understand what a bunny might find appealing to play with.

I am mourning the loss of future hyperfixations. Due to my Acquired Brain Injury (ABI) I will never be able to move on to a new one like I used to.

Don't get me wrong I love my hyperfixation ln Owen Wilson, and I am very happy that he is the hyperfixation I got stuck with (I wanted it to be Templar Knights and now 5 years later I am so very happy they didn't stuck) but I also mourn the loss of the feeling of a new hyperfixation, to an ADHD'er almost nothing beats that

Recently, people close to me have been asking me "why Owen Wilson?" and it doesn't feel to me like much of a choice, as if my brain assigned him to me. And I am so very happy it did.

I feel finally brave enough to do this. I have both ABI (Acquired Brain Injury) and ADHD. I personally don't know anyone who has both (while lonely, it is also a good thing as I don't wish this on anyone)

I doubt many people will see this post, but I'm open to questions. Also if you are like me (or similar) know that you are not alone