It's be a weird year (or so) for me. I lost a really good friend. My boyfriend moved away. My father's condition got worse. A variety of things beyond my control happened and most of them were shitty.
I'm thankful for finding tumblr, and for Glee. As cliche as it is, Glee helped me to embrace my flaws - something that I fluctuate with hating/loving - and accept that my differences are what make me me, and wonderful.Â
I brought me back to Emily, someone who I've been friends with for years but had grown apart from. Thanks to Glee, we're closer than we've ever been before, and now we're making sure we don't lose each other again.
And it brought me to tumblr. To all of you guys. Before I really got into the fandom on tumblr I was pretty lonely. And yes, I was hoping that tumblr would help me find friends, but I never in a million years thought it would bring me a family. I never thought I'd find people who would become some of the best friends I've ever had, who felt like I felt, who went through things I went through. I never even imagined that we'd do the things we've accomplished.
I'm thankful for boys from small towns and boys with hobbit hair. For show tunes. For dying birds and meeting strangers. For airplanes and road trips and dancing in the rain. For shared secrets and tears and airport hugs.Â
And I'm thankful that each and every one of you is in my life now. I honestly love you guys.Â