#38week

It was one of those beautiful afternoons

warm and sunny, those days happen only in August.

The grass was sparkling touched with the sun rays,

it felt like someone sprinkled diamonds over it.

Heaven was perfectly blue, I didn’t see any clouds

not even a tiny one.

And so I was disturbed.

With a text message I got from my brother, the older one.

It was a short video.

Simple.

Presenting empty hospital room.

Nothing else was in.

Nothing.

Then I turned up the sound of it as loud as I could,

and that was it.

That was the very moment.

My eyes drowned in gathering tears,

I could barely hold them. 

Then I blinked, letting them all go like crazy, 

flowing, streaming.

Was I sad? Was I hurt? No.

I was overwhelmed with joy, with happiness,

with all of the good feelings that exist in this world

yet can never be described properly. 

You just need to feel it to actually know the exact feeling 

of this huge waive of the greatest positive emotions that ever hit me.

In a second I heard your little heartbeat, 

literally just a second was enough

to fall in love with you, even though I didn’t meet you in person.

This was the sweetest and the strongest sound,

a music to my ears.

I wish you knew how much we all can’t wait

to welcome your little self here.

It was one of those beautiful afternoons,

when I realized the best is soon to come.

And that best is you...