#16mths

Dorothy has so many plastic toys it's unreal she pays attention to nothing but her wind up train. So I'm getting rid of them sending them to the local womans shelter... I want to replace them with nice wooden ones that will last, first item on the list is a train set. Would you get one that comes with a table or a floor one? Tia

Heather? Loralai? Katherine? Felix?

Rowan slept with Dorothy in her room and I slept spread eagle on my stomach uninterrupted till 6am. It was bliss, he brought her through at 6 cos she was understandably hungry and I had to manipulate my tits so I could continue lying on my stomach. She drifted back off for another hour or so and here we are. Can't say that one nights sleep will make everything better but it doesn't hurt. I'm going to give my midwife a call and hopefully get some medication, I need something because I don't want to ruin my relationship with Rowan and Dorothy... I'd rather not be pregnant than do that. Today is sunny which helps, the sun always makes me feel better.

Maybe those with mental health issues shouldn't have kids? Maybe I should have been sterilised upon receiving my MH diagnosis?

Yes that's how you successfully parent just do everything you want them to do at the same time. Maybe I'll buy another potty so they can squeeze one out together?

Got rowan lecturing me about my parenting skills, I've put her down and fed her to sleep three times, she's puked all over me I washed her, she tipped juice all over herself I washed her. I'm fucking sick, I have tonsillitis and I'm fucking tired. Apparently she's upset because I don't want to feed her to sleep multiple times and she's behaving badly because of my attitude. Now he's slamming doors and making out he's the big hero because he's lying down with her and giving her a cuddle... Big fucking whoop. What does he want? For me to stick her back in my fucking cunt? I swear to god I'm so fucking miserable I wish to god I wasn't pregnant then I could be doused up to the eyeballs on medication that allows me to tolerate them both.