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#00149: Weekend Getaway with the Wife

Kill the routine. Tear it apart. Demolish it.

 I love my wife but marriage has been fucking me up recently. Perhaps was not meant to be documented on official papers.

I come from my a society where most marriages are arranged. (I’m preparing another post on marriage in my society). I met my beautiful wife in 2012. I loved her for no reason; I just fucking did. And then I wrote her an embarrassing…

#00148: Are you ready?

“No man ever steps in the same river twice, for it’s not the same river and he’s not the same man.” – Heraclitus

Let me tell you why I started this project.

I’m overweight; obese. I waste a lot of time on things I don’t really like to satisfy people that don’t really matter to me. And I also waste it on people close to me due to the fear of being disliked. I’m lazy because it’s easy. I…

#00146: WordPress Theme – any suggestions?

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Hello, WordPressers!

I need your help with transitioning to a new theme. I have no preferences.

I’m looking for a theme that suits the current flow of my posts. As you’ve probably noticed, I rarely use photos and I never post videos. My content is mainly scribbles, incomprehensible words, quotes, and more cryptic sentences with words.

What do you think is a WP Themethat would…

#00144: Stay in the Middle – Part 1

Humility. Humbleness. Steadfastness. Writing is a wonderful experience. Stay in the middle. Do you understand what I’m trying to say? Cravings are normal. Believing that cravings are a sign of failure is an extreme. Acting out on your cravings is also an extreme. Stay in the middle. Self-criticism is normal. Too much of it, however, and you’ll end up losing hope in yourself. Too little, on the…

#00143: Out of the blue

This is a journey, right? Then I would like you, dear reader, to be a part of it.

I have applied for a Master’s Degree at Queen Mary University of London. Do I want this? Maybe. Do I need this? I believe so.

I am only sharing this part of my life because it is very emotionally delicate – my heart wants it but a voice inside is telling me it won’t happen so I shouldn’t have any hope.

I’m scared,…

#00140: Time – Part 2

What am I doing all day? Complaining. Criticizing my wife. Whining about how I miss the past, bitching about how much I hate the present and worrying about the shitty future. I’m missing the same past that I once hated; I hated the past because it was my fucking present. I was worried about the future, which is my current present. All my worries were useless, and yet I have not learned a thing.

I…