#...haha...

since khan found out there’s supernatural people in seven city, i wasn’t sure if she found out that glory is also nonhuman. i imagined glory appeared at the races as either gender, whatever they were feeling that day.

but i guess glory maybe still appears as female at them, since the first time khan saw them at the gala, they were female.

...Well...I kinda already knew what was gonna happen in the final episode.  Tumblr spoils things easily, you know?  And I've been on Tumblr loooong enough to know what was gonna happen.  Also, I did some slight research on Sherlock Holmes and figured out that since it's the supposed final showdown of Holmes and Moriarty and I did see a movie adaptation where they both do take each other down (and the movie's epilouge showed that Sherlock managed to survive the Falls of Reichenbach) and I already knew there's gonna be a third season so he survives--

Mira!  You're going off track again.

...Ah, sorry.  Okay.  Well...I just... um... Well...knowing what's ahead still didn't make things less suspenseful.  Or tragic.  In fact, I'm trying too hard not to sulk.  This show already gave me near heart attacks from almost everything (I react too much, I know that well enough).  At the same time...I think it was easing this chest pain I've been having lately.  Like, I know there's this empty feeling in my chest, and I came to realize (by the time I finished the first season on around last Thursday) that this show really helped me out with this empty feeling I've been having lately.

And...well...

Final impressions?!  Mira!

Okay...okay...

Moriarty...ooooh boy.  Him.  He's...just....well, unsettling...and while I did find his psychotic child-like personality amusing and by amusing I mean I just stared at him weirdly like I do to almost anyone I find amusing and maybe have that awkward chuckle(?)...he freaked me out.  Hell, I was yelling by the time he got to make Sherlock look like a fraud and convinced him to...yeah...  He got me freaked out when he's threatening and putting everyone in danger.  Especially John.

Donovan...really pissed me off...I mean...I guess it's understandable to begin to doubt after Moriarty convincing plot...and she along with the entire police department that's not Lestrade since he seems to trust him still(?) hate Sherlock's guts...but...my first impression is correct, she really puts me off (that's the right word for it?  No, I doubt it, but ahhh) *sigh*

...And Sherlock...I'm touched.  And angry.  And sad.  And amazed.  And...and...*sighs and headdesks*   He faked his own death and allowed the world to believe he's a fake.  Just to save the people he cares about from being killed.  To save John from death.  I just...my first impression still stands:  He's pretty damn amazing, and I got pretty pissed (pretty pissed?  more like I wanted to break my laptop watching that scene unfold) at the whole "Moriarty's fake, Sherlock's a fraud" crap.  I just... *sigh*

As for Sherlock and John's relationship... I can scream out and be obnoxious and scream out "GAAAAAAAY" everytime they interact.  But.  They really have a super close bromance (is that the right word for--Goddammit Mira, stop asking since no one would answer it.  Ah...Sorry.)

...But.  Surprisingly, me being a crybaby.  I was close to tears, but I didn't break down crying.  Until this exchange:

Therapist:  The stuff that you wanted to say...but didn't say it...say it now. John:  No.  *shakes head*  Sorry, I can't.

...Because...I think I know how it feels to have all these thoughts you wanted to say, but it goes unsaid.  And then I cried.....being really pitiful. ._.

EDIT;  Dammit I'm still not done ranting about this exchange!  Yes, it's a minor detail, but...I just can't stop ranting about it.

Okay, I'm trying to put myself into John Watson's shoes.  Someone I care about just commited suicide infront of me.  And of course I have alot more I'd want to say to that person!  I don't have the heart to say it indirectly to my therapist (if I had one)...But I'll just break down and cry infront of my friend's because all of what I want to say is pointless now because that person is gone!  I...

...Gah, writing this edited part got my stomach all upset now.  As upset as me... (12:26 AM)

Fuck, now I'm breaking down in tears now just trying to look up the exact exchange because I'm also seeing parts of the fall and I hated how Sherlock was trying to convince John that he's a fake just to save him but i'm still touched that he still believes in sherlock no matter what....why just now though?!

...Sherlock really does care for John, huh...

...I said it before and I'll say it again.  They have their moments when they clash.  But...I'm touched by their relationship.  John has an undying loyalty towards Sherlock, and Sherlock, while a jerk, quietly appreciates his company...

...They really...do...need each other...don't they...

...*smacks self* OTL

All in all, this is a great series, and I'm happy she recommended it to me...

Although...I really want to replay all the episodes though.  And see if I can pick up anything I looked over in the show.  Haha, I can get pretty slow...I might've missed something...it really does get me a long while till I properly realize everything after all... XD;

...So...how long till the next season?  January 2013?  

....That's too long... Dammit, now I have to play the waiting game....

...I've been thinking and writing and ranting nonstop since around 8.  And, the sulky feeling still lingers.  And I still felt like I haven't gotten my shit together to write out how I'm properly feeling.  And it feels like I'm just wasting my words but I'm not really wasting them since I'm semi-venting them out...but at the same time I feel like I haven't properly expressed myself...  *headdesk*