#*once

Always funny when you read a couple fics for a strange trope or rarepair or counter-textual character interpretation, all by one writer because they’re good, and then because they were good enough to sell you on it you go looking for more, and then as you dig through what’s available you come to realize that every single example of this type of thing written by anyone else has an author’s note thanking the original writer you found for beta services. Clearly there are people out there being the change they wish to see in the world.

ogilvie's little smile when the parkour guy started bleeding from the back..... these kind of people were genuinely a pain in the butt and also all too common when i was in med school - the kind that look at people needing procedures and itching to be the one to do it so they can tick it off in their procedure logs, the kind that only look at the disease and not the person having that disease, the kind that are almost too happy when they have to intubate a patient or have to perform cpr because to them, a real human being isn't coding in front of them... it's just another opportunity to hone their skills. book smart but not empathetic. luckily, a lot of these people grow out of this mindset and learn to develop empathy as they see more patients, but unfortunately some of them stay the same. this isn't necessarily hate towards ogilvie, the character, but more an observation about how med students and doctors like this character exist irl and yes, they are annoying to be around.

// I wonder if anyone ever tried to assassinate Lucifer

feeling meh today. cheering myself by playing my evil white woman sim :D