#*lonely

anyone else also feel this soul crushing dread that your conditions for falling in love with someone else/finding ur romantic soulmate are so fucking specific that it’s impossible for an actual human being to be all that.. and then for you to have the luck to meet them so you’ll probably just be single for all ur life??? or s that just me?:)

i had a dream i had a boyfriend and he was really into me but i just thought he was okay looking and i don’t think i really liked him back...

i went through my following list a few days ago and all of it was ‘updated _ months ago’ or ‘updates _ years ago’ nsfkjsbfkdn this is so sad

It’s weird that with my favourite friendships it’s like.. so easy to be with them it’s like you don’t HAVE to have planned anything, you can just be around each other and thats enough and you feel so happy just to have this person be a part of your life and it’s so rare to find but when it happens it just makes life so much more bearable