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HEHEHE IM FLATTERED :DDD

I'll try to create an art Tumblr blog soon!!!

If you add me on discord I'll happily send you all my Zeno doodles, for now I'll attach these as a treat :

i don't really understand why haru is called more masculine and aki is called feminine (in terms of behaviour)

yeah sure his physical appearance closer to classic masculine but

look at him

girlfailure vibes + he's a literal housewife both in zeno remake and zeno daily life true endings + a real man from our world who experience such deep emotions and be able to analyze society so well from the point of view of cognitive empathy is a VERY rare case and it's not masculine at all in traditional masculinity context (usually, toxic masculinity and a desire to compensate for what they've experienced make them incredibly aggressive, dominant assholes) + his behavior is extremely helpful, comfortable, and convenient due to his trauma + he's emotionally passive and obsessive as fuck at the same time and the main theme of his lore is romantical love

AND I HAVE NOT YET MENTIONED THE MOST WEIRD THOUGHT.

UNLIKE AKI, HARU SUBCONSCIOUSLY DESIRES TO CONSUME EVEN WHILE IN REMISSION, WHICH IS MUCH CLOSER TO MONSTROUS FEMININITY IN ITS ESSENCE THAN TO CLASSICAL VIOLENCE MORE OFTEN COMMITTED BY MEN (there are not so many cannibals among criminals in general, and it often happens that they act in tandem with women who do help them hide not simply out of fear + women eat the meat themselves and sometimes even goad their partners in crime)

and AND

haru's motive is an obsessive, all-consuming love. he doesn't want to destroy the object of his affection; he wants to merge with it, to make it a literal part of himself forever.

I MEAN.... this is a VERY twisted and fucked up version of the feminine-coded ideal of unconditional, all-accepting love and unity. look at the myth of demeter and persephone, the vagina dentata, the image of dysfunctional, «devouring mother» or simply the lover who says «i love you so much i could eat you up»—and literally means it (dostoevsky, bataille, crane and a bunch of other authors writed about this feeling!!)

haru doesn't really want to kill aki. he wants to keep him. permanently. internally. a love so absolute it cannot tolerate separation, only union.

tldr idk for me haru is more female-coded than aki who's literally positions himself as his protector/mentor, is much more active, aggresive and drives the whole action almost everytime xD (plus haru literally supports him through most of the game events by verbally comforting aki, insisting that they should continue).

p.s. yeah he's A VERYYY BIG SCARY ALPHA MALE in maduzu's official works.

Tsugino haru fanart from past month !!

I still think it turned out pretty cool,,

i’d i had a nickel for everyrime i drew tsugino as a movie poster i’d have 2 nickels

reference below the cut

i just greatly despise white queers as a whole they are so fucking selfish, racist, annoying, and don't care about anyone that doesn't match their features or skintone or any race they can't fetishize to a dehumanizing extent.

I genuinely fucking wish you crackers would stop being selfish. this isn't me wanting white genocide I just want white queer people to stop using black and brown people as props and tools while just treating us like lesser people and not caring because we don't match your aesthetics. fuck you. if this rant makes you uncomfortable you can always unfollow lol

i just greatly despise white queers as a whole they are so fucking selfish, racist, annoying, and don't care about anyone that doesn't match their features or skintone or any race they can't fetishize to a dehumanizing extent.

I genuinely fucking wish you crackers would stop being selfish. this isn't me wanting white genocide I just want white queer people to stop using black and brown people as props and tools while just treating us like lesser people and not caring because we don't match your aesthetics. fuck you. if this rant makes you uncomfortable you can always unfollow lol

i just greatly despise white queers as a whole they are so fucking selfish, racist, annoying, and don't care about anyone that doesn't match their features or skintone or any race they can't fetishize to a dehumanizing extent.

I genuinely fucking wish you crackers would stop being selfish. this isn't me wanting white genocide I just want white queer people to stop using black and brown people as props and tools while just treating us like lesser people and not caring because we don't match your aesthetics. fuck you. if this rant makes you uncomfortable you can always unfollow lol