Leaving
Iāve been growing more inactive ever since I joined the reddit scene. Iām really beginning to grow into the site, and finding better, happier, more positive communities. The longer Iām away from here, the less stressed and more sociable I am.Ā
Iāve been thinking over making this post for a long while. I do think itās time I make the right decision, for my mental health and for my growth as a person, to move on from this site.Ā
Iāve left a pretty negative mark here, and thatās my fault. I did my best to make up for it, but after gleaning knowledge from others and some self-reflection, there are some wounds I canāt heal just by being a better person. Not everything gets better after time. Iāve hurt people.Ā
At the same time, I know Iāve also helped people. A lot of people. So not all Iāve committed is negative. There are wonderful relationships Iāve developed, people Iāve rekindled with, and contributions Iāve made.Ā
But itās been seven years Iāve been here. Itās time I find another place to go.
My contributions, Iāll leave up. Iām not going to delete this or any of my blogs. This will be permanent hiatus unless for some reason Iām needed desperately. Even then I doubt Iāll show up.
I donāt know what Iāll do with the projects I havenāt finished. I might delete them or leave them alone, or something. Iāve no idea. Probably just forget about them.Ā
I do wish I could detach my name from some of my creations, so hopefully they can grow beyond me. But canāt have everything you want.
Iāll be checking my messages every once in a while, in case some of you wanna have my Discord or something.Ā
Iāll be moving on to a healthier place.Ā
I hope you all reach that day that you do, too.
~ Hail
