It’s my system and I get to choose the trauma

-Mention of Pedophilia

-MAJOR talk about grooming

-Messages from said groomer

-Minor mention of EDs

-Mentions of guilt tripping + the guilt tripping messages 

Written by a very angry alter.

So, the words “sysmed” and “traumascum”, we all know what they’re supposed to be related to; “transmed” and “truscum” — some endos/endo supporters use these words to describe other people who don’t support endos, I myself have been called a sysmedicalist more than once.

Comparing trauma survives to transphobes isn’t cute, funny, quirky or respectable. I have met endos who have lost faith in community members who use these words, because the disrespect that you throw to people who survived repetitive childhood trauma is disgusting. Absolutely fucking rancid.

If you want less people to be anti-endo, you have to understand that you aren’t going to get it by calling people “sysmedicalists”, did you genuinely think that would work? That it wouldn’t domino effect into something bigger than it had to be?

The terms sysmed and traumascum need to stop, completely. Don’t let the endo community make itself toxic.

- Abner

I am a mentally ill minor by the way and they know this.

They also said to harass @ilex-occulta for the same reason. It is disgusting. So Ilex I hope you have an amazing day!

Endophobic flag!

Red for the hatred of endos

Peach for did/osdd systems who have been wronged and hurt by endos

White for did/osdd spaces without endos/lack of need for endo safe spaces

That's not an okay thing to say, and you collectively need to apologise for it and take it back. It's not ab-se when people around you read things like that and become angry and hurt and offended; those angry reactions are self-defense on their part. The above is a literal death threat to Endogenic systems. It harms and frightens people. It harms and frightens members of our system, even though we have childhood trauma, because some of our alters are easily paranoid or have panic attacks. Death threats against systems, like the one you made, are very frightening and triggering to read for some.

Really, endos suffer from shit brain fungus disease. I hope they can grow a braincell one day :(

But we Crew don't swear back at y'all or say that y'all are stupid and have no lives. Because we're better than that.

You’re like 30, I’m like 15, leave me alone and maybe step off of tumblr for a while if it’s so detrimental

Also you say all that stuff like endos haven’t done that to me! Or the DID community in general. Y’all seem to be on a pretty high horse for people who allow people into your community happily who have abused DID systems countless times

So stop it, apologize, be better. Don't add to the abuse we all have dealt with. Don't justify it with "but I've been abused by your community too."

And I DO leave Tumblr for awhile when it's too much. I've turned off anon messages for now, much as I hate to do so, because I've received more than ten death threats/suicide baiting/abusive messages in my inbox just this year alone and the year isn't even half over yet.

But I still consider defending my community AND YOURS worth it. (Been defending yours on Twitter for the past week against misinformers and abusive people in the #nosoyunsistema tag.) We exist and have every right to do so peaceably and without being abused for doing so. And I'm going to defend systems of all types and origins for as long as I live. I'm protective by nature. I'm even named what I am because of it. I wouldn't be myself if I were or did otherwise.

Okay first of all, don’t call me abusive you absolute fuckwit. You are 30 and this is what you decided to do with your life? Pick on a 15 year old? What the fuck man?

I fucking have grown from saying that shit, remember how you are an abuser apologist? Remember that shit? Yeah we both have mistakes but at least I’ve grown for them you massive heap of ressesive genes. Oh my god imagine calling a 15 year old who said endos are dumb an abuser. What are you, an idiot?

Your defense is attacking me, your points are garbage, you traumadumped instead of defending yourself with any good arguments. You are literally the bane of humanity, not just because you’re an endo, but because you’re a 30 year old who is fine with incest and pedophilia as long as it’s written because fiction doesn’t affect reality uwu. Is that why you’re so shitty, because your imaginary friends actions shouldn’t count

Really, endos suffer from shit brain fungus disease. I hope they can grow a braincell one day :(

But we Crew don't swear back at y'all or say that y'all are stupid and have no lives. Because we're better than that.

You’re like 30, I’m like 15, leave me alone and maybe step off of tumblr for a while if it’s so detrimental

Also you say all that stuff like endos haven’t done that to me! Or the DID community in general. Y’all seem to be on a pretty high horse for people who allow people into your community happily who have abused DID systems countless times