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โ personal blog and multi fandom; adult content will be present
โ my art blog is asuraid, i just prefer being here and following peeps
โ abnormal about my Genshin OC (they/she) and Zhongli (masterpost)
โ non-sharing; i won't follow back other prominent Zhongli ships + i filter tags
โ low energy most of the time!! so interaction is sparse
โ general blog info / guidelines under read more
๐ฟ General Info
โ a personal blog and digital journal to reblog whatever fits my fancy and to dump thoughts out (or drop my own art here), I primarily run off an untagged queue and just tag fandom / oc stuff !
โ my ass has been here on tumblr since 2012; i have seen the horrors and i'm tired 99% of the time. as such i dont have a DNI, don't be a weirdo, hard block to break mutuals, that's all.
โ please be aware there is adult content in terms of what i talk about or reblog. 18+ content is tagged as #nsfw and #usfw (if it's my own posts, it will be only #usfw). i'm not going to check who is following but i am warning you that adult content is present and i don't filter myself.
โ content warnings are tagged simply as #content (i normally just tag for suggestive stuff, blood, and general things like that).
โ i am immensely low energy, as a warning, so interactions are sporadic, though i do often like (โค๏ธ) posts from people. as such, this is a low energy safe zone, there's no pressure to interact.
โ i also do read pinned posts and byf stuff, out of habit from the tumblr rp community i do tend to forget to like them tho LOL.
โ i am an oc x canon shipper (though i use yume as well for it); my OC Sylvie kisses and holds hands with Zhongli. you can see more about them in their tag or in their toyhouse page.
โ i am non-sharing mostly just for my own comfort, though all it means is i won't follow back doubles with prominent ships (ex. it's your only ship or your most frequent ship you post), or if you don't have a tag to filter even if it's a side ship, and scroll past thirst talks about him. i linked it above, but i also yap more in detail about it here.
โ only request i have is if you think being non-sharing is gatekeeping, block me. i don't want that energy if you think space curation = limiting others. didn't u know i'm knocking on people's doors to tell them to not ship with zhongli /s
โ I do reblog my mutuals self/oc ships as well, but I do tag them with their ships names for filtering, and as #character ship.
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pining is 100000% the most important aspect of pre-relationship fic for me. good-natured whole-hearted pining filled with lovelorn gazing and chest aching and fluttering touches, thatโs my top priority. i was put on this earth to watch characters suffer over the profundity of their love for another person. unrequited love is why god made me. characters finding out that their feelings are reciprocated after long months/years of suffering is why the universe was assembled from nothingness. amen.
One of my favorite things about having a degree in biochemistry is going undercover at a store like Sephora. I can read the composition of the cosmetics and actually understand them. Thereโs no words to describe how great it feels. Itโs like being in on an inside joke or secret
The main thing I observe is that a lot of employees recommend makeup that is chemically incompatible. For example, if you ask them to recommend you a foundation and concealer, a lot of times theyโll pick two products that are chemically immiscible, so theyโll NEVER blend together successfully.
Generally foundation/concealer is either water or silicone based. There are upsides to each based on your needs. However, water and silicone are immiscible, and so if your foundation is water based but your concealer is silicone based, you will never get a good blend between these products. Youโll have to go back to switch to something that works.
If you want to test for this in-store, mix the two on the back of your hand. If they form a uniform mixture, theyโre miscible. If they separate, theyโre chemically incompatible, and should not be used together. You can do this for any number of skin products. Primers, moisturizers, foundations, concealers, contour sticks, etc etc. Anything that comes in liquid or paste form.
You donโt need to understand all the chemicals on the label to run this experiment!
As someone in pharmaceutical sciences I also experience similar things, so a hint from me: collagen is useless. In a cream it will not penetrate the skin, so doesn't do anything. As a food supplement, lemme tell you a secret: collagen is a protein. And when you eat protein, your stomach thinks its food and chops it up, so it can be used to make your own protein. Collagen is just expensive protein powder, and doesn't do anything meat or a veggie substitute does.
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Last time I posted an attractive women doing some absolutely dope shit the lesbians claimed her and you know what? Fair... but this... this is for the bisexuals
"if being hard on yourself was going to work it would have worked by now" okay well being soft on myself isn't working either so what the fuck is left. medium? I gotta be medium with myself? I gotta ask the fucking ghosts for help? is that it?
I used to work with preschoolers and as a consequence watch parents work with their preschoolers so I kind of in my head often compare it to that.
You canโt let a preschooler wander off into traffic naked even though many of them would very much like to do that. At the same time though you also shouldnโt yell at them for struggling when they canโt figure out how to tie a knot because thatโs a hard task and theyโre like three.
No you canโt go out in the rain without a coat on. I know you donโt like sleeves but you donโt want to get cold and wet either do you? But you do want to walk to church and see your friends. Sometimes weโve gotta do things we donโt like to avoid things weโd like even worse. But you get to see your friends once we get there.
And sometimes youโve gotta talk to yourself like youโre a preschooler. And it weirdly works.
I know you donโt like doing the dishes but you like having dishes to eat off of, right? Yeah I know itโs upsetting but weโll make a nice cup of tea and have a cookie afterwards. Oh I know itโs hard. Itโs okay to cry. Let it out and then we can finish the dishes and get a cookie.
alphys: you know iโฆ i used to hate myself, before you came along. i donโt knowโฆ i donโt want to use you to boost my self esteem but i just want to sayโฆ thanks, you know? for giving me a little more confidence, i guess. youโre really special to me
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talking to people you want to get to know as if they're already your friends is a terrible terrible piece of advice that people online love giving out. but i think what people are trying to say when they suggest this is that you should talk to people you want to get to know as if they're your peers. which is a subtle but important distinction. the former is extremely overfamiliar and often because of this ends up making you seem rude, but the latter is more about conducting your conversations with someone as if it is unremarkable and low stakes for the two of you to be speaking together. which is only* rude if the person you're talking to thinks they're above having normal conversations with randos, in which case, probably not worth your time to befriend anyway.
I got an acupressure mat at my PT's suggestion and I laid it on the floor in preparation to use it and Every Dog immediately went over and walked across it AS I DESPERATELY TRIED AND TO DISSAUDE THEM and then went YELP YELP YELP and then KEPT TRYING TO WALK ON IT AGAIN
just as I shooed Glimmer away Ella stomped over and then screamed. and tried to keep stomping and I had to lift her off
look at the republican calendar and see which animal/plant/item is associated with your birthday ok. if you're born january 14 you get the day of the cat
last week i woke up from one of the most fucked up nightmares ive ever had with that middle panel burned into my brain. like the exact wording and the exact apartment and the exact squidward. i feel like if i didnt make it real something bad wouldve happened. anyway todays upload is spunchbob comic oc
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