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My act of love will last forever, my final silence for you is my final act of love.

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ಇ.pairing: Choso x Fem!Reader

ಇ.content & warnings: sneaking into your room :: kissing :: somnophilia (consented) :: fingering :: blowjob :: no p in v </3 :: cum in mouth :: sweet!cho :: soft!cho :: NEEDY!cho ::

ಇ.part one.ಇ

The apartment had gone quiet again after another long day, but tonight it was Choso who couldn’t settle, sleep refused to come no matter how hard he tried, his mind kept drifting back to you — your soft smiles, the way you left your pretty panties scattered for him like little invitations, the way your body felt wrapped around his cock just nights ago.

He was needy tonight, achingly needy and after tossing and turning for what felt like hours, he finally gave in.

He slipped out of his bed and crept down the hall like the shy little pervert he was deep down, your sweet, doting roommate who made you breakfast and folded your laundry, but who also got painfully hard just thinking about touching you while you slept, he just wanted a glance, maybe to hold you…maybe more.

Sukuna gives you some encouragement towards your insecurities

Mdni heianera!sukuna x post-partum!reader

a/n - i lowkey finished this when watching the new super Mario movie but as well writing freaky stuff is lowkey hard but i really needed to write more dad!sukuna

part 2

“The lord has requested for you to be in his chambers tonight.” Uraume stood by your chamber door with their facial muscles stuck in the same position.

You were sat on top of the silk blankets holding onto your rather large 5 month old son, who was babbling away. You lightly tickled his pudgy stomach which made him laugh. Uraume's mouth formed a small smile before quickly changing.

“Oh Uraume why can’t i spend a night with my upmost adorable son” you buried your neck into his chest making him giggle more.

“You spend most of your time with him. The Lord wants to spend some time with you. A wet nurse and your ladies in waiting will by his side.”  They spoke, factual.

You couldn’t reason with Uraume, you knew the consequences they would shoot something back and it would go back and forth. You’ve done it on multiple occasions.

You sighed pulling up your knees and placing the baby on your thighs as you tickled his stomach more. He was babbling away which made you smile warmly. 

“Do i need to wear something fancy.”

“He has requested robes.”

“Of course”.

The baby interrupted you with a loud laugh which made you laugh too burying your head into his stomach to blow raspberries. 

“The prince is rather active for this time.” Uraume pointed out.

“Apparently he cried when going for his final nap of the day so that wore him out but now hes rather entertained” you looked at Uraume whilst your fingers tickled him.

“It is good to see him so active, the lord will be impressed” you saw a slight smile on their face once more. “You have an hour and a half to be ready and I shall escort you to his chamber.” 

The white haired monk turned to close your chamber doors, which immediately opened with your ladies in waiting with the robes.

What robes did the lord choose? They were colours that suited well with your skin, the fabric was thin. And you knew what that meant. As your ladies were dressing you, your son was sat on the floor. It had been about 4 weeks since he finally learnt how to sit and that made you proud. Oh he looked so cute with all his baby fat and the most beautiful pink curls and similar birthmarks to the father. Everyone was impressed how he was not born with deformities like the father had. He looked normal. Which made the father sigh in relief slightly knowing that society would treat him somewhat normal during his growth instead of him. But his ultimate goal: make him his rightful successor. 

You pulled faces at your son, making his gummy smile appear and eyes grin with innocence. Your ladies in waiting loved him, he was such a pure soul…unlike his father. You were conscious and nerves were seeping through which your ladies noticed.

“My lady, you should not worry.” One of them said.

“What if i am not up to standard and he punishes me by not letting me see my beloved son.” Nerves seeped through your tone.

“Im sure…he will understand” another lady said pausing through her sentence trying to understand.

The chamber door slid open, Uraume was there looking unimpressed.

“Is the lady ready, the lord is loosing patience.”

“But you said an hour and a half.” One of the ladies doing your robes looked panicked slightly.

“Times changed. He wants her now.”

“But we still need to do the other layers of the robes.” Another lady said doing your robes.

“He would not care. Bring her now.” They commanded face as a dissatisfied as ever.

Your ladies did one final check to see if you looked somewhat presentable and the lady attending to your son approached you holding the boy. Grabbing his cheeks to kiss him gently.

“Goodnight my son.” Your voice was soft.

He babbled something back with that smile which melted hearts. You turned to your ladies “make sure my baby boy is ok.” Your face is gentle. They all looked at you and nodded in sync before Uraume took your arm guiding you out the chamber. 

The corridors were dim, candles illuminating the stretch towards the chamber. You both walked in silence. Till reaching the chamber where they slid it open. 

“My lord. She is here.” 

“Good send her in.”  

Uraume led you into the room before bowing. “Have a good night My lord and lady.” They slid the door shut.

You were left in Sukuna’s care now. He laid sprawled on the bed large as ever, only in his silk black robe covering his body as he munched on grapes. His hair draped lazily over his forehead his eyes barely glancing at you before one of his many fingers signaled you to come forth to him. 

So you did walking towards him and sitting beside him on the bed he plucked a two grapes placing it between his brittle fingers placing it near your mouth to eat whilst he ate the other. 

“You have not asked me to come to your chambers. Woman. Why?” He grumbled lazily.

“You can come to me whenever you know.”  You replied quietly as you fiddled with your robes.

He hummed. “And you have not offered your body too.” 

Your face went warm with embarrassment. “You have not asked.” Your voice further muted. 

“You know its an expectation. You succeed fine when you were my concubine.” Two pairs of his ruby eyes stared at you awaiting your response as he bit slowly onto his grape.

“W-Well I have our son to occupy to” you attempted to justify stuttering in between.

“Foolish response. That is why you have ladies and Uraume, to assist the boy.” 

You were warm with embarrassment and nerves now, one of his hands reached for your waist fingers grazing it like finding a key to a puzzle.

“I want to bond as much as possible with my baby. Anything could happen to him..” you lowered your head in slight sadness even imagining the scenario of losing your baby.

“And you think I shall let that happen?” He raised an eyebrow continuing to eat his vine of grapes.

“You can’t escape naturals wrath. But with man, you can.” You Muttered.

That sentence paused Sukuna. He stopped munching on the grapes and looked at you fully. His face looked rather annoyed, his brow furrowed in and eyes clenched. Great you go into his  chambers and already pissed him off.

“You challenge my power woman?” Irritation lurked in his voice he grabbed your face to look at him you looked nervous now trying to dart your eyes away.

“I-im just stating that you can’t overpower nature.”

“I can” he was certain.

“If i could conquer Man i can conquer nature itself.” Sukuna looked at you now arrogant.

It was true. The Tyrant had conquered Man. With the land fearing his name and terrified of his power most definitely he could have rivalled Mother Nature itself. But he chose not too, as Mother Nature rewarded him with his strength and deformities he showed with pride. Sukuna let go of your face scoffing at how you viewed him as weak. You could feel tears start to well in your eyes. Lowering your head once more to not let him see.

“Besides I know the reason why you have been avoiding pleasuring me.” He looked at you lazily once more

You gripped your robes, knocking back your tears. You felt a hand reaching for your waist once more pinching at your skin.

“You think I won't like your body.” He said bluntly.

That was true. You were self conscious of your body post birth. You were happy your son was born healthy. But he was larger than the typical newborn. And with that led to the repercussions of birthing a large baby.

“Why do you think i chose such flimsy fabrics.” he spoke mouthful of grapes

“Because you want me to pleasure you?” You played with fabrics.

“That. And I want to see your body.” 

A hand slid to the ribbon tying your robes undoing the perfect bow and removing it from its placement your eyes wondered the large body before you. He was staring at the painting opposite whilst eating a grape and basically stripping you.

The ribbon fell onto the floor, before he shifted his whole body to laying down, beneath the expensive blankets. His eyes darted to your figure before he patted his abdomen signalling you to sit on him. You crawled to Sukuna’s body hooking your legs across the width of his abdomen. His lower arms positioned your legs whilst his other two arms began to slide off the first layer of fabric.

“Since you won’t strip voluntarily i shall do it.” He muttered.

Your face was still warm with embarrassment feeling his bitter fingers slide against the thin fabric as one layer was taken off to a much thinner layer under it. Sukuna could see your nipples start to harden which sent a signal to his below. You saw his eyes linger around your chest and as embarrassment completely took over your body you pressed your arms against your chest to prevent him to see. A loud sigh came from Sukuna, his face growing uninterested. 

“Woman, why are you so ashamed of me for seeing your body?” He asked slightly uninterested.

“Because” you faced away from him, face warm with nerves and embarrassment.

Sukuna raised an eyebrow at you awaiting an answer, you could see his face start ticking like a bomb exploding from annoyance and you knew Sukuna’s antics. He was definitely not a man of patience. Some of his former concubines were stricken with how to please such an unpleaseable man. Could he even be pleased if violence wasn’t involved? The answer is that the concubines spent so much time thinking of the answer that Sukuna got bored and no one knows what happened to them. 

“Well, I don't have all night, you did not act like this as a concubine” his voice was trickling with annoyance now. That bomb was going off.

“Because being a concubine was different, it was more.” You attempted to explain.

“More what?” Sukuna raised an eyebrow.

“More you know pleasuable.. i dont know if i could give you that same pleasure with my body, it is not the same as it once was.” You finally admitted guilt filled your voice.

“Then prove it to me” He replied bluntly as his fingers tracing the rim of your robes until locking into the fabric opening it slightly.

You tried to grip onto his hands but his crimson eyes glared right at you telling you not to dare try what your mind was telling you too. He began to pull your robe down splitting it open, your chest gaining goosebumps from being exposed. The robe fell from your chest revealing your breasts. Sukuna’s eyes lingered around them feeling the electrifying pulse shoot below once more as he pushed it down further now revealing your full torso stopping by your fruit.

Your body was now softer and full then before pregnancy. Stretch marks that lined on your upper hips, to your much fuller breasts swollen with milk nipples darker than before. And pudge on your belly that refused to move. You changed. And you were conscious about it. One of his fingers traced throughout your body making you flinch slightly. You covered your chest once more looking away from him.

“And you were worried?” He questioned 

You looked at him stunned whilst he was dissatisfied of your he deems dramatic reaction.

“You are fine with it..?” You asked flustered.

you heard a loud groan from Sukuna till he had quickly switched positions so you laid beneath the body as he removed the last robe finally for you to be properly nude. Your naked body. He could clearly see the clear changes in your body. The softer thighs inked with faint stretch marks, a deep line on the skin near your womb where the baby grew. Sukuna observed and you were nervous. Downright nervous. Fingers traced around your thighs his eyes lowered looking at your body.

“You look better fuller, more meat.” He bluntly said.

You looked at him flustered “what..”

“You heard what i said”  his lashes fluttered to you.

Sukuna, admitted that your post partum body looked better then before. And you were most afraid of him even liking your body. Before your pregnancy you had your desired body. But now it was gone, replaced with marks and scars you desperately tried to hide consciously. They ruined your skin. Tears began to well in your eyes in awe of his consideration covering your eyes with your hands. Sukuna sighed once more.

“You are a pathetic woman.”  He muttered 

Sukuna leaned his body to kiss your’s tasting the salt in your tears that fell when escaping. Tongues intertwining your legs wrapping around his waist and hands snuggled at his jaw, his lower arms were attempting to remove his single robe whilst his others roamed your body tracing each stretch mark one by one along your thighs to hips. It made you jolt slightly at his rough touch on your skin, you could feel yourself start to drip from how suddenly soft Sukuna was being. 

“Think of these as battle scars.” He muttered hands now kneading at your hips.

“Battle scars..?” You questioned 

“Your birth to my son,was it not hard?” 

“I was in labour for a while.” You murmured.

“And yet you hide yourself?” 

His fingers traced around your skin he could see the insecurity in your eyes as he observed your nude body, flushed with warm and inner thighs spotting with wetness. He put his hand between your thighs to spread them open whilst his robes slid off his body. Those muscles dotted with inked symmetry that you adored so much, until now you realised that he had recovered scars some fading to his skin and others discoloured dotted around his limbs. It fell towards his torso and his stomach mouth which wasn’t moving. 

“The mouth, why isn’t it moving..” 

“I do not need its use for tonight.” 

“But.” 

“Hush woman” 

His fingers began to circle around your entrance, feeling the moisture it was secreting, feeling the roughness onto your squishy entrance. Sukuna moved his fingers to your clit rubbing one on it with enough pressure to make you moan gently. Your legs started to stutter but he ignored them pushing down to you to kiss you once more. Your tongue’s swirling once more, feeling him explore all off your new self. More pressure was applied to your clit, the type of pressure that made you moan loudly through your kiss.

Sukuna leaned back, breaking the kiss, his fingers now inside of your cunt stroking its walls, whilst his thumb was rubbing your clit. The sensation made you start to tear up, facing your head away from his moaning loud onto the pillow resting your head.

“I-its senstive..” you whined through your moans 

“Of course it would be, no one has touched your lone cunt. And I assume you haven’t touched it yourself…how upsetting. ” he chuckled. You felt your face heat once more with embarrassment 

Sukuna’s fingers curled in your pussy making your back slightly lift off the soft fabrics beneath you. He leaned in once more silencing your audible moans with a kiss, slow and deliberate he slid his tongue through your moist mouth, filling the space within.

An orgasm was creeping through your system with his mouth against yours and fingers dancing in your pussy, it was an overwhelming feeling. Sukuna could sense, breaking the kiss touching your skin slowly feeling your marks once more. 

“This pace…keep going im almost..”  you were rambling on.

A hand made way to your mouth muffling your speech.

“Woman, be quiet i know what you want.” He growled 

His fingers continued to swerve through your walls slightly flicking making you jolt, a wide pressure was building, clit was swollen from his rough touch, your lashes fluttered as your hands made way to his broad back, pressing your nails into his scared skin. You closed your eyes letting your body release the pressure it was so hard to breathe in, with one gush your orgasm flooded the sheets. Your skin was flushed and damp the same with Sukunas. The sounds of your pussy churning stopped only with your breathing. Sukuna was breathing heavily before he chuckled.

“Honesty its amazing how you can cum for me with no issue but can’t show your body.” He pulled his fingers out in the process 

You closed your legs, pussy throbbing with arousal still but your face embarrassed once more. 

“Oh shush” you muttered facing away from him “you feel good thats why”

An eyebrow raised on Sukuna before he took the fingers that swirled in your juices to his tongue as he deliberately licked like he was sucking on an apples juices.

“Mhmm sweet.” He gave a sly grin at you.

You clenched trying to weakly attempt to stop him before he shoved you back down with his two other free arms by your hips, he continued to lick the remaining juices on his fingers.

“You know I have missed your distinct taste.” He rambled on.

You weren’t paying attention as now his two hands that pinned you down were playing with your nipples.

“Y-your filthy you kn-“ your sentence was cut off from a loud gasp.

One of his cocks began to slide inside of you spreading your walls wide whilst his other began to leak precum. Sukuna started to thrust slowly, steadily filling himself in you. You grabbed his shoulders once more, scraping at them, lips being held still by your teeth as you attempted to withstand the sheer girth of his cock. It made you wonder how you could take both before the baby, you did forget how big he was.

“S-so big i cant” you whined tears beginning to fall from your glossy eyes.

“You should be glad i didn’t shove both of them in. I know you can take one.” he rumbled

 leaning into you close to lick your damp chest. His deep pools of blood staring at your sensual state. You noticed him beginning staring at your chest as he continued to thrust, you managed to look down seeing your breasts leaking small streams of milk. They were barely there but Sukuna had noticed.

Your hands moved from his hands to your breasts as you gently squeezed them secreting more milk your eyes glossy as you watched him observing it, even his thrusts slowed down to just watch.

“I think i have enough for the baby..” you muttered slightly nervous knowing what he wanted.

He wasted no time his face lowering your breast sucking on the nipple. Unfortunately he wasn’t as gentle as your son was he was sucking like his life depended on it which made you moan and whimper loudly. His thrusts began to have a rhythm.

“Can’t you suck more gently your going to leave marks.” You moaned through your hands clawing at his shoulders once more.

He lifted his head a trickle of saliva connected his tongue to your deepened nipple. “ I can see why the baby enjoys this”  his pupils blown wide with hunger.

His cock scrapped at your walls his puffy tip tickling your cervix with every thrust, he lowered his head back into your breasts whilst continuing to thrust into you whilst his hands gripped your lower abdomen. The soft skin on your belly was slightly tight with the outline of Sukuna’s cock as he thrusted against your womb.

The room reverberated the sounds of skin to skin and Sukuna’s slurps against your nipple. Once more with so much going on you were heading to another orgasm. Thrust after thrust, a finger reached to your clit rubbing the swollen bud to further intensify your orgasm. 

His mouth disconnected from your nipple, rhythm the same as he leaned in closer like he wanted to hear your moans and yelps.

“Embrace this body of yours” he muttered nibbling on the skin by your neck, damp with sweat

The sounds of his skin clapping against yours filled your ears

Till you looked at him so filled with pleasure. “Imagine what those breasts could do to my cocks.” He sneered at you.

 Thrust to thrust, his cock filled your insides pussy clenching against his weight and he felt it you could see his eyes tense feeling your gummy walls sap him in.

“ ‘kuna cum with me please” you whined, eyes filled with tears his hands trailing against your full hips once more he lifted his head from your neck an eyebrow raising.

“What want another child, are you going to whine about your body being ruined after birth.” He teased.

“I don’t care just please i want to be close with you!!” You exclaimed with a loud moan as he pushed his cock deeper into your engulfing walls.

Sukuna chuckled, his two hands trailed to your back lifting you, your hands back to holding his shoulders digging into his skin, as he thrusted. Clit stimulated by his touch once more you whined, flopping your head back letting loose a loud moan.

“I'm close, I'm close!” You repeated fingers digging into his back. 

Your pussy clamped down into his cock, feeling its throb against your walls and tip hugging your cervix. You let your head fall back as another vocal groan came through, your cunt fully tightening around Sukuna’s cock as sticky fluids secreted from your cunt, covering his shaft in your juices.

Sukuna’s orgasm came through next: he let out a grunt as white ribbons coated your walls filling you of his attraction. The sounds of your damp skin slapping together was replaced with the sounds of your heavy breathing and his hot breath against your next. 

He pulled his cock out of your hole, his cum leaking out of your hole as a whine seeped through your panting mouth. Sukuna flopped down next to you, his hands still trailing your body and milk leaking from your breasts that you quickly wipped off. You looked at his face under the lamplight satisfied and gleaming with sweat still heavily breathing his eyes staring at your hips.

“You haven’t stopped feeling the marks, are they not boring now.” You muttered turning to face him body limp from his large grasp.

“Why would i be bored?”  He glared at you as he pinched your skin

You whined a little before your hands reached to his forearm tracing the veins around them. “I was afraid that you would not like the sight of my new body, maybe find it unpleasurable hence i didn’t visit your chambers and wore more robes” you admitted weakly to your insecurity.

“Your new body is a trophy for birthing my son its more admirable” he muttered. 

You could feel heat rising before you chuckled gently shoving your body to his feeling the sweaty heat radiate of his skin.

“And besides I wouldn’t mind getting you pregnant again if its more of that sweet milk and wider hips” he snorted at you before pinching your nipple.

You giggled once again to his somewhat gentle behaviour before your lids started to melt, feeling a wave of fatigue after being spilt open you snuggled against Sukuna’s chest. He didn’t move your body instead let you lay there pulling your body closer hands still on your waist as you dosed off.

“I’ll tell Uraume in the morning to bring the boy over” he muttered, hands still rubbing your hips.

You hummed tiredly in response.

Silence protruded as you fell asleep with the last thing you heard from the brute was “be proud of your marks.” 

Sukuna would always be a merciless man, but man has some form of mercy that they show and you felt safe with this merciless man. He respected difficult battles. Battles that gave life altering wounds and scars that will make you hide in shame. He will never fully admit it to you he felt proud of you giving birth to his son but in a way Sukuna admiring your post partum body was enough to say he respects you.

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