swaggy

I know what I am, what i look like, but i look down, i see my hands. It's missing its claws. I'm missing my fangs. I'm missing my armor, my fur, my everything. My body is wrong, my flesh is wrong. Where is it? Where is my body?

Every time I see my flesh I remember that im imprisoned.

But when I look away I can feel all the parts that are missing from this flesh suit.

sometimes i want to bite people. sometimes i want to run faster than i can physically. sometimes i want to curl up to sleep but cant because of my bones sometimes i want to growl and bark at strangers sometimes i need to be handled but theres no one to train me sometimes i need to be pat on the head soemtimes i need to be sniffing out bombs sometimes i need to be chasing the bad guy sometimes i need to be patrolling the house somtimes i need to bite my nails sometimes i need to chew on things somtimes i want to be seen as i am.

i just want to run into the forest and never come out.

i'm so miserable in this human hellscape.

I want to feel it when my tail touches something

I want to stretch and hear my tail crack

I want to feel my vertebrae continue smoothly to form my tail

I want to be uncomfortable when im laying on my back

I want to have clothes made with tails in mind, with tail holes or more space in the back to let the tail comfortably roll out

I want to have a tail and to be unable to do anything about it meaning im forced to go out with it and say fuck off to people who don't like cuz it's litteraly my body

I want to feel the sharp pain of getting my tail stuck in a door or stepped on

I want to put shampoo on it in the shower

I want to be able to stim with the hairs on the tip of it by bringing it near my hands

I want to brush it and feel the knots painfully untangle themselves

I want to cry because my tail isn't pretty in my eyes

I want to feel proud or self conscious of my tail

I want to be able to wrap my tail around someone when im hugging them

I want to accesorize my tail

I want to dye my tail

I want to feel my tail

I will take the pros and the cons, the soft and the raw, the life and the death.

as a hunter myself, its not that fucking hard to literally not even think about it. no way any of those are actually coming from real hunters...

like i dont even think about hunting when i see animals i hunt most of the time, real hunters dont go around like oh i can kill and eat that animal

This is kinmisia.