hi, this might be weird to ask about but i watched some videos about being therian recently and a few of them talked about how signs of being therian are usually involuntary? idk if this is true or universal but it’s got me thinking about myself … recently when i was hurt during a medical procedure i yelped and, while keeping my arm still since i didn’t want to cause trouble, i kept whimpering and shaking and crying and hid my face in my shoulder/sleeve and Felt like a wounded animal. like a little thing with my ears pinned back, tail tucked, words didn’t come to me, just noises - i kept crying and it took a few minutes to calm down.
im neurodivergent so idk if that explains this away but its definitely not the only way i … sort of act animal without thinking about it?
apparently my expressions are catlike. i sound and act like a cat Especially in the morning (when im still waking up and not masking). ever since i can remember ive made small chirps and mews and gently bonked my head against peoples shoulders when i feel safe with them. i sniff things to investigate them, ive always been quiet/easily sneak up on people without meaning to etc. also very picky about being dirty/strict about self grooming and had to train myself to be able to handle water on my face. none of these things are something i do consciously? and what i Can control has had to be trained over the years?
idk this is very long and i hope it’s not a bother but is it worth looking into being a therian more? are there good online resources? are there indicators? i totally know im in a human body and have a human brain it’s just like. im kinda human to the left it feels like. maybe? or maybe it’s just the autism + trauma idk. help is appreciated
Sorry, I took so long to reply. I'm always happy to answer questions:
my option from what you've described is that it could be pet/animal regression, which is different from therianthropy. It is possible that you simply find comfort in animal-like behaviors due to neurodivergency or traumatic experience, but it doesn't hurt to look into possibly being a Therian.
Some of the things you described do align with therianthropy--and, from my personal experience, I've found that animal-like behaviors came inherently to me since I was young, but grew more pronounced with my awakening as an otherkin.
Some indicators that I've noticed within myself are a sort of draw towards nature and animals (which, for me, I think is a mix of both autism and alterhumanness), a more natural lean toward animal-like behaviors, and phantom limbs (which not everyone experiences, but for me were a sign of my nonhumanity) and a strong, near constant desire to appear or be something other than human.
It never hurts to look into it if you find yourself questioning, and a good resource is simply asking other therians/alterhumans about their experiences.
I hope this helps you (•‿•)