abnormal

Been at home for 11 days and it's starting to take its toll... Crying myself to sleep again tonight. Happy Xmas eve to me!

Need some advice: my boyfriend has just turned 20 and I'm the second girl he has slept with (the first was 2 years before and a 1night stand) and he hasn't got with many other girls in between either, he loves butt stuff ie is keen on having his arse fingered and doing the same to mine, he doesn't get freaked out about me making suggestions that he is gay or sending a slightly "gay" sounding message on his group chats to his friends, recently he has been saying "fuck me" a lot and his guy friends are just like "you what m8" and he has to explain he means it just as an expression and not literally... Part of me thinks there's a possibility that he is gay but hasn't realised or something for the reasons above and others... What do you guys think? Is it just me or is there a possibility I'm right??