Shadow Sunset

happy Barely Keeping It Together Wednesday to all who celebrate

"do it scared" ok but I would like to do something some other way occasionally. Like at least once. For a change.

Ah yes,,, it’s time for my weekly mental breakdown about all the trauma that being chronically ill and disabled causes….

air hunger isn't talked about when talking about pots when in my opinion its one of the most annoying. breathing in as deeply as possible for a prolonged period of time having to be extremely aware of the way you're doing it but you STILL don't feel like you're getting enough oxygen and you keep yawning and yawning. HORRIBLE

Ah yes, my favorite chronic illness game: is this normal, is this new, or am I dying?

brain fog is so stupid. Like what do you mean my body is in such rough shape I have nothing but my thoughts but also I can't think?

stop villanizing disabled people. stop assuming we're just being lazy. stop assuming we could be trying harder. stop assuming that we'll "feel better" in a few weeks. stop assuming that we have the same energy levels as everyone else. thanks for coming to my ted talk.

anyone else ever wish they could lie down harder? Like, I'm already horizontal, but I need more horizontal. I need to be absorbed by the floor. I think that would fix me

nothing in the world makes me more evil than just being kind of annoyed

Girl I have POTS

oh thanks for the compliment unfortunately i don’t believe you