it's because you're always in that damn coffin

the vampires got it right. life is about being bisexual and a little bit pathetic. and going through different levels of depressive episodes

god i love coming home and being at home and sitting inside my home and staying home

Mac's rejection from his dad is so fundamental to him that he created a god to fulfill Luther's position in Mac's life even when he's not there. Mac made his god in Luther's image: conditional love, demanding, unforgiving, mostly absent. Mac's worldview was shook when he met those christian gays on the boat because Mac's god is supposed to hate him for being gay just like Luther hates Mac for being gay. Mac wants to earn his father's love and yet he believes in a god who will not love him for who he is the same way Luther doesn't. Mac created a father figure to reject him again.

Yearning for what you can never have is beginner level. Real yearners know the good shit is what you could freely have if you allowed yourself to, but never will.

i like how in dennis & dee's mom is dead when the guys go out to look for dudes you can see what type of man they're attracted to. dennis goes for the younger, lean, fashionable blond guy. mac goes for the ripped guy by the gym equipment. charlie goes for the older, passionate, poetic man with the crossbow. but he also is the only one to successfully bring the guy home with them. and he sits in bed with the plushies and has the guy read a bedtime story to him

the power of a bowl of rice mixed with some fucking bullshit cannot be overstated

“The Gang Gets Tested” aka where everyone finds out that Mac and Den have been fucking because they share a myriad of STDs