𓈒ֺּׅ𓏽 Demi

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     ༘⋆ 𝒹emitria  ﹔  8teen  ﹔  she﮼،her  ﹔  shifter  ☠︎︎

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The Moon

ྐ❤︎ ۫ ׅ reality library .ᐟ

ྐ❤︎ ۫ ׅ other blogs .ᐟ

ྐ❤︎ ۫ ׅ my tiktok .ᐟ

ྐ❤︎ ۫ ׅ discord server .ᐟ

The Truth

⚕⨾𓍢ִ໋ tag list .ᐟ

༝ #chronicles of demitria — dr lore

༝ #demitria cannot shut up — dr related posts

༝ #sun meets moon and truth⁷⁷⁷ㅤ — all of my posts

༝ #all about demitria — my intro pages

༝ #demitrias — dr — my tag for specific drs(the — would have the dr name)

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QUALITIES

- multiple dr channels and opportunities for suggestions to add any drs you want

- two friendly owners

- many different shifting related channels that are customizable

- open staff applications

“THE MISERABLE ONES”

YSÉ ENJOLRAS (me)

“The Fleur”

the best friend of the queen and king , companion in versailles.

THAÉLIA DE ROSELIER

“The Queen Of France”

JULIEN ENJOLRAS

“The Last Light”

the best friend of the queen and king , companion in versailles.

MARCEAU DE ROSELIER

“The King Of France”

SAINTS & SINNERS

CORRODED COFFIN

dive into the album

‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹ track one ‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹

Raised by Wolves

⚡︎ what the songs about — overcoming betrayal and hardship, using painful experiences as motivation to grow stronger and prove others wrong.

⚡︎ when it was written — eddie and the band wrote this one after the release of USE SOMEBODY

‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹ track two ‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹

Sexy Drug

⚡︎ what the songs about — being addicted to someone whose love is intoxicating.

⚡︎ when it was written — with the band during the making of this album, wrote it mostly alone, then showed the demo to the band and asked if it needed any changes.

‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹ track three ‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹

Good Girls Bad Guys

⚡︎ what the songs about — the attraction between opposites, focusing on a rebellious guy who catches the attention of a “good girl” despite their different personalities.

⚡︎ when it was written — the band all helped write this one, gareth and eddie focused on it the most with ronnie’s occasional tune in.

‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹ track four ‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹

The Drug in Me Is You

⚡︎ what the songs about — being consumed by an intense, addictive love that becomes impossible to let go of.

⚡︎ when it was written — when they started recording other songs of this album and they got the idea, eddie immediately wrote it down and they temporarily discarded the previous song.

‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹ track five ‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹

18

⚡︎ what the songs about — the excitement and freedom of being young, living in the moment, and embracing the carefree attitude that comes with being eighteen. It celebrates youth, rebellion, and making the most of life before growing up.

⚡︎ when it was written — written randomly by the whole band.

‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹ track six ‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹

Just Like You

⚡︎ what the songs about — rejecting judgment and hypocrisy, reminding listeners that everyone has flaws. The song encourages people to stop pretending to be perfect and accept that, deep down, we’re all more alike than we think.

⚡︎ when it was written — when eddie starts getting hate for being at a bar surrounded with girls, paparazzi blasting this everywhere out of context when he was attempting to shove off all of them, making it look like he was yelling at them for no reason when they were pushing his boundaries, then the band writes this song as a fuck you.

‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹ track seven ‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹

Get Me Out

⚡︎ what the songs about — feeling trapped by your own mind and desperately wanting to escape the pain, fear, and struggles holding you back.

⚡︎ when it was written — written with the rest of the album.

‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹ track eight ‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹

I’m Not a Vampire

⚡︎ what the songs about — feeling like a monster because of inner struggles and addiction, while longing to escape the pain and become a better person.

⚡︎ when it was written — with the whole band, randomly.

‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹ track nine ‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹

Brother

⚡︎ what the songs about — love, loss, and remembering a brother who has passed away, expressing grief while honoring the bond they shared.

⚡︎ when it was written — eddie wrote this LONG ago, one of the first he ever wrote. about his little brother(that wasn’t actually his brother, but similar to it) passed away due to cancer. the band and him switched up some lyrics and decided it was meant for this album.

‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹ track ten ‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹

God, If You Are Above

⚡︎ what the songs about — questioning faith and asking for guidance during difficult times, while searching for hope, forgiveness, and a reason to keep going.

⚡︎ when it was written — randomly with the band.

taglist: @therealjacklez

USE SOMEBODY

CORRODED COFFIN

dive into the album

reality library

‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹ track one ‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹

Sex on fire

⚡︎ what the songs about — eddie wrote this song apart from the band at first, the demo being fixed up once he finally showed the band. he wrote this song about demitria. despite its name, it’s about overwhelming attraction, the captivating person you get a rush from, it’s driven by emotion and energy.

⚡︎ when it was written — eddie first wrote the song the year that demitria and him got together, then, some lyrics were changed and finalized later in their relationship when he decided to actually do something with it.

‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹ track two ‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹

Crawl

⚡︎ what the songs about — the repeated usage of “crawl” refers to refusal of bowing down or beg before people in power. eddie wrote this due to his defiance and anger to those who constantly see themselves as above him just because he grew up with the father alan munson. the lyrics criticize people who abuse their influence or manipulate others while pretending to be righteous.

⚡︎ when it was written — eddie and the band wrote this one together summer of ‘86.

‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹ track three ‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹

Closer

⚡︎ what the songs about — the lyrics create this feeling that something dangerous is close that can’t be escaped. that something could be interpreted as literal, or represent guilt, addiction, death, fear, or even mental illness. it can also be about becoming something you’re afraid of, losing humanity or identity.

⚡︎ when it was written — eddie and the band worked on writing this one together after the events of starcourt mall, after billy died and the group distanced.

‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹ track four ‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹

Manhattan

⚡︎ what the songs about — searching for someone, it seems emotionally and physically distant from someone they care about, hoping to find comfort or reconciliation. it also captures being surrounded by crowds of people while still feeling isolated. the imagery gives a bittersweet feeling, like appreciating a moment even when carrying a heavy heart.

⚡︎ when it was written — eddie wrote this one mainly along with the help of ronnie, after demitria distanced due to billys death.

‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹ track five ‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹

Be somebody

⚡︎ what the songs about — it’s about chasing your dreams, reflecting the desire to make something of yourself—to leave your hometown, to prove everyone wrong, to create a meaningful life. it feels like a promise to yourself.

⚡︎ when it was written — eddie wrote this in ‘83, then discarded it until demitria came around and found the lyrics written messily on a sketch book. he couldn’t resist showing the band when she was persistent about it because how much she liked it. they changed it up a bit from the demo and it came out later in ‘89.

‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹ track six ‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹

Cold desert

⚡︎ what the songs about — regret over hurting someone, reflecting on mistakes made in a relationship, there’s strong sense of guilt in these lyrics. it wraps the perspective of facing your flaws rather than blaming the other person. the title ‘cold desert’ is referring to the fear of being alone.

⚡︎ when it was written — after eddie ‘cheated’ on demitria with paige, it was an entire misunderstanding in itself, though it was a big and rough point in their relationship.

‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹ track seven ‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹

17

⚡︎ what the songs about — meeting a girl and falling in love, having attraction to her, a youthful temptation.

⚡︎ when it was written — shortly after eddie and demitria meet, he already has obvious interest in her—everyone sees it besides her. he writes this with his band, they know and tease him despite his denial.

‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹ track eight ‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹

Pyro

⚡︎ what the songs about — feeling like an outsider in society, “I won’t ever be your cornerstone” suggest rejecting expectations of someone else’s belief or system.

⚡︎ when it was written — randomly with the band

‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹ track nine ‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹

Wait For Me

⚡︎ what the songs about — it refers to long distance as that is how it is usually interpreted by outsiders but to Eddie it has a lot more meaning. It mentions the act of helping someone through a tough time, asking the person to hold on through it. The fear of the other person moving on before able to return is projected, having many people able to relate to it despite its deeper hidden meaning.

⚡︎ when it was written — Eddie wrote this song mainly alone with the help of the band to make it its best version, he wrote it based on how he felt after the events of Vecna which left lots of space between not only him and Demitria but also everyone he loves.

‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹ track ten ‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹

Use somebody

⚡︎ what the songs about — the longing for connection and someone to spend your life with, this song relating visibly to one specific person. The desire for someone who understands.

⚡︎ when it was written — when demitria ghosted him and everyone around her after Billy’s death.

taglist: @therealjacklez

♛ 𝓣he 𝓔mpress 𝓞f 𝓡ome

𝐻enderhop in 𝒟emitria’s

STRANGER THINGS DR

reality library

𝓌ho 𝒶re 𝓉hey 𝑒ach 𝑜ther? —

SIGNIFICANT OTHER

𝓌hat’s 𝓉heir 𝒹ynamic? —

GOLDEN RETRIEVER && QUIET BLACK CAT

PROTECTIVE IN VERY DIFFERENT WAYS

NERD && SUPERHERO

𝓈ongs 𝓉hat 𝓌ere 𝓂ade 𝒻or 𝓉hem? —

i. ii. iii. iiii.

taglist @therealjacklez

𝐵yler 𝐼n 𝒟emitria’s

STRANGER THINGS DR

𝓌ho 𝒶re 𝓉hey 𝑒ach 𝑜ther? —

SIGNIFICANT OTHER

𝓌hat’s 𝓉heir 𝒹ynamic? —

LOUDMOUTH && QUIET OBSERVER

CONSTANT FLIRTING && COMPLETELY OBLIVIOUS

FALLS FIRST && FALLS HARDER

𝓈ongs 𝓉hat 𝓌ere 𝓂ade 𝒻or 𝓉hem? —

i. ii. iii. iiii. iiiii. iiiiii.

taglist - @therealjacklez

𝒟emitria’s 𝒪ther 𝐵logs

reality library

@sunmeetsmoonandtruth — shifting blog!

@wsqkthesquawkfm — fanfic blog!

@demitrialovesed — desired reality edits blog!

taglist; @therealjacklez

𝑅onance 𝐼n 𝒟emitria’s

STRANGER THINGS DR

𝓌ho 𝒶re 𝓉hey 𝑒ach 𝑜ther? —

SIGNIFICANT OTHER

𝓌hat’s 𝓉heir 𝒹ynamic? —

CHAOTIC BADASS && SWEET BADASS

𝓈ongs 𝓉hat 𝓌ere 𝓂ade 𝒻or 𝓉hem? —

i. ii. iii. iiii. iiiii.

taglist - @therealjacklez

𝒯atum 𝒱ivienne 𝐵uckley

MEETS EDDIE MUNSON

reality library

It's mid 1983, Tatum is searching for an escape of some sort due to the fact that she has just lost her father. She heard rumors about Eddie Munson and his dealings, so she decided to check him out.

The picnic table behind the school was far enough behind Hawkins High that the teachers pretended it didn't exist, Eddie loved it that way. He's sprawled out on the picnic table-top, his foot is resting on the bench below as he lazily shuffles a beaten-up deck of cards. He's waiting to see who's going to stop by for his product today. Usually, it's the same faces, but today it wasn't.

The branches and leaves crunch somewhere nearby, he glances up.

A girl with thick curls and denim jeans twice her size loosely hanging on her body is standing there, watching him the same way he's watching her. She doesn't look nervous, which is unusual for Eddie to see when it comes to first-timers. She just looks… tired.

“You Eddie?” she asks.

He raises an eyebrow, “Well, depends who's asking.”

“Tatum.” she says, and from that exact point he knew she was young, like… an eighth-grader young.

She plopped on the bench opposite him. “You buying?”

“Unless you've started a charity, yeah.”

“Nope, just business.”

“Shame,” she says, quieter. Eddie examines her, her young age catching him by surprise, but he doesn't mention it.

She leaned back casually, but Eddie noticed it, the way her knee bounced, the dark circles under her eyes. “What're you after?”

“Whatever makes life shut up for a while.”

The sarcasm disappeared so fast it nearly made Eddie fall back, this young girl already so sick of life in a similar way he was growing up—to be fair, he never really stopped being sick of it—at such a young age, seeking an escape, any kind. His expression softens, but he doesn't press, he just tries to keep the sarcasm present.

“People usually ask for product.”

“I'm not picky.”

Silence settled between them, the black tin box next to him seemingly burning a hole in the wood below it as she avoids eye contact with it.

Finally, Eddie sighed, glancing back at her, “You look like you've had one hell of a year, already.”

She snorted, laughing slightly, though it holds nothing but bitterness to the world, “You could say that again.”

“You gonna elaborate?”

“No.”

She pulled out a crumpled $20, laying it in front of him, and watching his face.

“You always this cheerful?” Eddie asks.

“I charge for personality.”

He couldn't help but smile, though it was soft.

There was something familiar about her, not that he’d met her, per se, because he’d remember someone like her. But something like a familiar feeling, the pretending.

He picked up the $20 and examined it as if he thought she’d scam him, though he doesn't seem to actually look. He grabs the tin box, opening it with a creak and handing her a bag. She tucks it into her pocket without another word.

“Pleasure doing business with you,” Eddie grinned theatrically, though still soft with understanding of the past.

She stands, wiping her jeans slightly.

A beat passes, “You'll probably see me again.”

Eddie frowned just slightly, eyes not leaving hers while he closes the tin container, “I figured.”

His voice is quieter now, smaller, but understanding even through the sadness of it.

“Try not to miss me,” she tries to lighten the mood, though it fails only slightly.

“Oh, devastated. I'll write poetry on it.”

“It'll be shitty”

“Probably.”

A quiet laugh escaped her, something real that she doesn't let stick, before she turns on her heel and walks toward the parking lot, he watches and listens as her footsteps fade.

tags ; @therealjacklez ps. This is about my scripted bsf, written kinda like a fic just for her!!

𝒯atum 𝒱ivienne 𝐵uckley

MEETS MAX MAYFIELD

reality library

Demitria takes Max to the arcade, she hates the loud buzzing and constant gaming noises such as celebrating and over-acted game noises. After ordering nachos, she went into the corner where there was a small vacant table for two.

“Go, you didn’t come to watch me murder my nachos,” Demitria says.

“I didn’t come here at all,” Max complains.

“You’ll live, it’s just a new town, I’m sure no one will bother you,” she pauses, pointing a nacho in the direction of the occupied Dig Dug machine. “Maybe you’ll even make a friend.”

After a dramatic but discreetly curious sigh, Max walks toward the girl at the Dig Dug machine. She examines the girl playing from a good proximity, while cautiously making sure she doesn’t notice. The girl has long, thick, and untamed brown curls. She looks focused, her tongue sticking out the corner of her mouth as she bounces on the bottom of her feet.

The score on the screen lifts. The girl beat Max’s high score. just like that.

No way.

She crosses her arms and leans against the neighboring machine, not a single word, nor noise, just simply watching.

The girl cleared yet another level. And another.

Without looking away from the screen, the girl says “You know,” so casual, like it was normal? “People usually blink every now and again.”

Max looked from the machine to the girls face, blinking a few times involuntarily.

“…What?” She says quietly, as if she wasn’t expecting acknowledgment.

“I’ve watched you stare for…” she glances sideways before back at the screen, still focused and causal despite the chaotic side of her peaking through, “…three levels.”

Max chuckles disbelievingly, “I wasn’t staring.”

“No?”

“I was judging.”

The girl chuckles, but genuinely, not bitterly, “That’s somehow worse.”

Max shrugged one shoulder, lazily pointing at the screen in an attempt at casualness. “You missed a rock back there.”

“I know.”

“And you wasted a pump.”

“I know.”

“You nearly got cornered.”

“I definitely knew that one.”

The girl lost a life, dramatically slamming into the side of the machine.

“Traitor,” she says, mainly to herself, but still directed.

Max couldn’t help the rare smile that tugged at the corner of her lips.

“You done?”

The girl stepped aside theatrically, bowing in a welcoming way.

“Be my guest.”

Max grabbed the controls, easily moving through the levels. After all, she spent years mastering this game back in california.

Behind her, the girl was impressed, letting out a low whistle, but not speaking.

The score climbed higher, til eventually, GAME OVER.

Max looked up, her ego instantly vanishing.

Second place.

She blinked as if attempting to change the words on the screen.

“…Second?”

The girl reached over Max’s shoulder casually, pointing at the top.

There it was.

TATER TOT — 828,450.

“Guess I beat you…?”

Max stared, blank-faced, “I don’t like you.”

The girl laughed so hard she nearly lost her balance, “I like you already.”

Max rolled her eyes, before staring blankly again, trying to remain intimidating, “I’m serious.”

The girl shrugs, “So am I,” she leans down slightly, looking at her through her dropping gaze, “I’m Tatum.”

“Max.”

“Best two out of three?” Tatum challenges, a knowing smirk displayed openly on her face.

They didn’t stop at three, or even four, they considered five, til they said one more.

Each round becoming louder than the last, each victory of tatums came with dramatic and theatrical cheering and celebration that Max wanted to grimace at, but couldn’t help but do with the most genuine smile that felt even unfamiliar to herself.

“You cheated!” Max says through a smile.

“There’s no way to cheat in this game!” Tatum replies playfully, slightly challenging.

“You found one!” Max shrugs, stammering through the worst comeback ever but trying to deliver it with fake confidence, only earning shared giggles.

“You sound bitter.”

“I am bitter.”

“Respect.”

They stepped away from the machine once they realized they needed more money, both laughing harder than either would care to admit. Before they reached the change machine, Max was hit with realization, grabbing Tatum’s sleeve and making her way over to the table that Demitria sat at.

“My sisters here.”

“I’m meeting family already?” Tatum teases.

“Don’t make it weird.” Max rolls her eyes playfully.

“I make everything weird.”

“I’ve noticed.” They arrive at the table, causing Demitria to look up. “This is tatum” Max said, still talking far too quickly after the adrenaline of competing. “She’s literally the only person who’s ever beaten my Dig Dug score, which is annoying because now she won’t stop talking about it—”

Max is cut off by a defensive Tatum, “I’ve mentioned it twice.”

She turns to face her slightly, “It felt like twelve.”

“Rude.”

Max continues anyway, but the two seemed to drift elsewhere, though Max was too in the story to realize it. Tatum and Demitria stared at each other, occasionally drifting back to Max every time they needed to give a little nod or a small mhm.

Then, Max finished her story and neither Tatum nor Demitria said a word to each other.

“Wow… ironic.” Demitria said, watching as Max stole a nacho.

She turns to Tatum, “rematch? I’ll beat you this time, I mean it, watch out.” and before she gets an answer, she walks towards the change machine excitedly, Tatum following behind with giggles but a distant mind as she replays Demitria’s face in her mind.

Tatum pulls out her wallet to grab a $5, and in the small ID slot of her wallet, the photo of her and her childhood best friend from the lab looks back at her. realization hits her like a physical blow, earning a look from Max as she pauses her playful threats.

Tatum doesn’t answer, and all Max gets from her is “stay here,” before Tatum jogs off frantically in the direction Demitria went.

Max hesitates, but disobeys and follows a moment later due to anticipation. She pauses just outside the door, watching as the events unfold.

i decided to write this one more fanfic like for @therealjacklez , heh.

𝒟emitria 𝒥ade 𝑀ayfield

MEETS MAX MAYFIELD

reality library

It’s 1974, and Demitria has just shown up on the Mayfield-Hargrove household's front doorstep. max, mindlessly playing with her toys in the living room, curiously glances over, looking back before taking a double-take and watching with obvious stares.

Susan invites Demitria in, and Demitria comes in slowly, carefully. visibly attempting not to take up too much space.

Over the last hour, Demitria had been explaining to Susan where she was from and why she couldn’t call the police to find her parents. Susan realized this was deeper than she thought, and decided to take this responsibility on.

Demitria gets taken upstairs by Susan and comes down in some of Susan’s old clothes that she had planned to be for Max when she got older. She looks cleaner now, but Max was still curious despite saying nothing to her yet. Why does she have no hair? And why does she speak funny? She’d think to herself, while watching as her mom cared for this random girl in her kitchen.

A few minutes later, Demitria gets introduced briefly to Max as Susan walks towards the ringing phone. Demitria sits down next to Max, watching as the little girl—who’s only 3, and obviously curious—avoids eye contact and puts another piece on her Mr. Potato Head.

Demitria is wondering, I wonder what her name is, just as Max says her own name, followed by a question about Demitria’s name, her voice high from a young age. Demitria responds, giving Max the answer she wasn’t expecting. Hearing a girl say her name is seven wasn’t typical for people like Max. But as of now, Demitria didn’t understand that.

Max shrugs it off, and they play quietly, a little hesitantly. Susan welcomed Demitria to the guest room later in the day, Demitria finally getting a good night's rest—despite the worry for Tatum.

The following years are spent getting to know each other, and soon, the family knows each other like the back of their hands. mainly Max and Demitria; Susan knew Demitria well too. Billy tried his best til he got older and stopped caring. Neil didn’t put as much effort into knowing her since she was an “intruder” in his eyes.

Max and Demitria grow incredibly close over time, creating the perfect sisterly bond as they get to know each other.

taglist - @therealjacklez

𝒟emitria 𝒥ade 𝑀ayfield

MEETS TATUM BUCKLEY

reality library

It's 1971, Demitria is 4 and Tatum is a little over 1 year. Tatum is getting put in the experimental side of the lab, where she’ll be with all the kids around her age to play in between experiments/tests.

Demitria, who’s playing with the magnet maze, looks up at her gentle and quiet entrance. Waiting for the guards to leave before approaching, she finally does, not saying anything and just simply sitting next to this baby, they played together for a while before lights out. Their days often looked like this.

Over time, Tatum grows an attachment to Demitria because she’s the most human thing she has. Every time she’d get back from a punishment tatum would always run straight to her.

tag list - @therealjacklez