where you were there

I lie awake in imagine and in worries in turmoil and in tears stare at ceilings and waiting until they speak back twist in my self-made cages and pray hoping that just maybe or what if until the clock strikes 4 am compel this lens to stay open walk on the same stories, different pages

maybe I've been alone for too long

Because I really do want to feel alive

When summer came, we barely talk and then autumn came without permission, changing everything as if we were back in 2015 when the innocent were still dominant, and we just knew each other. But on another autumn, 2017 was also the reason we became close. As if everything starts and ends with autumn.

Even though I live far away from where I was born, I feel like I'm home when I write something about it, whether it's culture, ethnicity or tourist places. Indeed, once you live overseas, you're going to miss everything about your home.

During the pandemic, most people feel pandemic fatigue, which affects their relationships with their friends. The feeling of loneliness is a big sign of this. And the solution is to find a connection with people around you which is friends. #friendship

it's been a long timeeee and i'm baackk!!

t w e n t y s m t h | bella's episode

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