What The Fuck Ever

contents include

18 pages of miserable coked up CQC gone wrong gone sexual ocelhira handjob (explicit)

10 pages of something upsetting between Ocelot & Major Zero (non-explicit, sex directly implied) (<- i swear i did this entire segment in a fever pitch. i think it turned out really well but it's kind of a lot.)

assortment of 1-2 page miscellanea

the ever-present spectre of bosselot, but it's never really in focus

heavy emphasis on melodrama

my in-progress Ocelot character playlist (important)

CWs for explicit sexual content and portrayals of dissociation/psychosis. sex is consensual but none of it is really healthy. warning for bad power dynamics in the one with Zero. the overall tone is fairly dismal, so like. warning for bad vibes. if you need more details, please feel free to reach out!

i made this in a little under two months, when i was freshly in the creative throes of a new muse. it's very raw, entirely fueled by that initial excitement & my desire to externalize something tangible out of it as fast as possible. i went in without any sort of plan or outline, so the result is a stream-of-consciousness series of vignettes that come together to loosely maybe form something like a character study.